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*You

*Other people

3:30 pm Entertainment Office

“You didn’t even tell me anything about it, what if I messed up?” I told manager oppa

“But you did not, you see the show will have more appeal because everything you guys do was real and has no cuts and takes. You just have to be yourself.”

“I can’t okay its really awkward, you should have sent Euchan unnie she has more experiences.”

“No, they want you because you know nothing about relationships and guys” said Euchan

“You also knew about this?”

“Yes and were so happy, at least you’ll have a guy next to you.” Said Euchan

“What? No this can’t be”

“It can’t be undone, pilot episode will be aired at 1900 hours on MBC don’t miss your show.” Said manager

“Just don’t let feelings go along the way think of it as acting, this is not real. It’s just a show honey, just a show” said Yana one of our members.

“You’re scheduled for your second filming meet B.I. at Namsan Park tomorrow at 10:00 am.” Said manager hyung as they all left me alone in the office.

SERIOUSLY! We’ll that’s all I can say.

7:00 pm Dorm (me and unnies monitoring the pilot episode)

"HAHAHA! he made you wait for three hours? you? who can't even wait for your food to be served on fast foods?" said Yana

"yes" i said

"you look good together" said Jiseon

"thanks" i said

"it's like sleeping beauty and her prince that came to wake her" said Nobu

"No" I said

"what's wrong you don't like him?" asked Euchan unnie

"it's just that he's younger and i'm not ready for this"

"you know what age doesn't matter okay, because it's just a show" said Jiseon. yes she was right it's just a show.

"be yourself" said Yana

"i can't be myself when i have to take care of everything that comes from my mouth, my actions, i have to consider this group, the company, my family, its quite hard for me though." 

"we know that your having a hard time, just think of it as if your really going out with him. be yourself, nevermind his age he doesn't look like he's just 18 anyway besides its only a 2 year gap." said Euchan unnie

"yeah 2 years that's my gap between my brother, it's like i dated my own brother."

"that's why don't think about age