“i thought we could fix everything between us, but i think we just couldn’t” with that she walk pass by and bump her shoulder at jiyong ,

“you’ll never change, i hate you” and that’s the last thing he heards

Then a tear start to form on jiyong’s eyes , first thing first , she said such a words that like a really sharp swords from hell that was made in hell by the god of death , hades. She bump her shoulder to him and it makes him lost his heart whoooos it’s just dissapear like a magician has break in into his body earlier.She also make him loose hope to say that he will never change it’s just breaks all his bones which is why he would fall to the ground in 1...2.....3.....

“JI!” a loud deep voice under a tree can be heard so clearly around the park, but still , jiyong’s ears is now deaf , the ears has gone angry to its owner because he won’t believe what he heard just a while a go, his heart is now a rock , it’s broken by a really simple act, that’s sound ridiculous but it’s true

Still on his knee , jiyong’s hand slowly making its way to his head , grab his hair and pull it while his mouth moving , and there’s a groan , a painful one , comes from his throat, screaming all the pain inside.

the scream makes chaerin turning back and saw jiyong is on his knees , groaning like crazy , it sent shiver to her , guilty , and pity , ‘i hope i can be there and hug you, i hope i can ease all the pain you have , but i can’t because your pain is coused by me, myself, i’m sorry’ she said to herself then dash away with a tear on her cheek 

“ji....this isn’t a right place”

“i just don’t ing care”

“they will keep flirting with chae if they see how broken you are right now, they will not afraid to get closer to her”

And he get on his feet and run to his car in a blink of an eye , seunghyun beam a smile and follow

Jiyong to the car.

“drive me to the nearest bar or club or whatever”

“what?!”

“i want to drink so i can get over this” jiyong said helplessly

“oh no ji! You should stop coming to those place if yu want cha—“

“ARGHHH JUST PLEASE STOP!!! CHAAERIN SAID THAT I WILL NEVER CHANGE SO WHY DO I NEED TO STOP IT WHY WHY?? WHAT’S THE REASON?!! SHE SAID WE WILL NEVER GETING BACK TOGETHER SO WHY DO I HAVE TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PERSON WHY??!” jiyong’s scream make their car feels llike in a horror movie , seunghyun just focusing on the road leaving the hopeless jiyong grumbling to himself , ‘oh god please stop these madness’ seunghyun silently pray so his friends can stop their life from falling apart , both chaerin and jiyong is not getting better after they are seperated , and jiyong.... it’s become more and more worsening......... he try to kill people today KILL PEOPLE... whoah .....

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“darl....  i wear a bright yellow coat so you could notice me right away”

“hey i see you pretty....... wait up......” i hung up and run towards my beautiful lady

I saw a tall , dark-brown haired girl , with milky skin and that scent of her , i jump and hug her from behind , she giggle and turn to hug me back

“i miss you” i said mumbling

“i miss you like so bad bad bad badly bad” she break free and kiss my lips , no, just a peck , it’s an airport khm....

“hey baby , you looks so tired, who did this to you babe?” she said worriedly , caressing my face , i just can smile when she do that , i falling in love everyday with her

“uri jiyongie” i said and let out a deep breathe

“uhmmm poor you tabi, let’s eat something and tell me what happened” she smile and fix my messy hair

“let’s go” i said and bringing her lugage

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“WHAT??!!!” i know it i know it! She will break the tabble once i told her what happen , and now she flip table just to express her pity for our friend

“that’s bad” i said while eating my steak

“uhhh tabi babe, i want to face chae-ro now” she pouted and i just can’t stand..... she is so lovable

“bommie..... i hope that we wouldn’t end up like them , promise me?!” i my pinkie to her face

“no no no, i will do exactly the same with chae-ro if you behave like jiyongie... i will do it more extreme for you” she said cheerfuly , what an alien

“no!! I’m not like jiyong!!!” i said make a sad face for her to pity but instead of kissing me she just slap my arm lightly while laughing happily to see my sad face

“so...... from what i’ve heard about jiyong after the break-up , i think he should go to doctor”

“what? Do you think he is really crazy?”

“you said that your bestfriend is really crazy for 10 times already, babe it’s not my fault”

“huff, well , you’re right he need to understand and accept what is happening right now, he should learn how to solving problemo on his own, he need to understand what cahe’s main purpose off all of this, he should know that  all the things chae said it’s just like a punch in the face to make him raise , but he won’t understand and never will understand because he never want to learn how to understand the problem, that’s complicated” i said

“wow! My stupid tabi is now a genius! Hahahha , okay okay no mad , no no no , here is her namecard , she is the best in LA thus she is an asian like us , so jiyong could be more open up about his problem and who knows he slowly can change and realize everything he missed, who knows, he been act differently and weird lately right? So it worth a try” she wink at me playfuly , i want to eat her!!!

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 “so, today we will decide a team for this last assignment in this period, we will make it 2 people a team and each team should find an event,you should ‘help’ them with the foods thingy and stuff, in short, you are reasponsible for the foods in that event, that’s it! Now let’s make a team” as mrs.underwood end her bull words end everyone start sighing deeply, she really loved to messing with our life by her assignment, “we will choose the team as usual, now , come to me one by one” with this, the deep sigh gotten more deep and loud , we just want to warn her indirectly that we really hate teamwork outside the university buliding , i rolled my eyes and turn towards molly , but i can’t find her beside my seats , where is she? I just talk to her about 45 second ago ,

“faith, where is moly?” stephy ask me while holding a white paper

“moly? Duno , she vanished just like that when i’m just about to ask her to be on my team”

“faith , moly is my team mate, she is taken” she show me that white paper and i see moly’s name on it , i facepalming myself knowing that my close friend is taken, i fell on my table and just want to close my eyes, and sleep, to release the stess in me, believe it or not, these days... i still thinking a lot about one thing, old same ,old same, same mistake again, well let's just said he is G , that G guy is so divine , he could makes my life miserable anytime he want, and i hate him no i love him NO! okay let's kick him out of my head, now like really RIGHT NOW! i groan under my hands covering my face, i want to get away from it and rest for a bit 

but someone do a tap tap on my shoulder, eghhhh can’t anyone understand me?! I hate to be bothered!!

“go away” i said angrily , but that hand won’t stop taping me in shoulder , i will definitely kill that owner of the unpolite hands if there’s no important things to be told to me, i will definitely!

i look up with anger and i find what i didn’t even expecting, a stranger stood there with confuse look on his face, her eyes is so small i could barely think he is eyesless when i look at his face slightly and he remind me of that famous singer from south korea, jay park , even i thought i’m dreaming because goddamnit he is jay park!!

“whoaaa” i scream and i swear i wake all my friends on their sleep, mrs.underwood should give me an A+ on this assignment.  I cover my mouth up and staring at the stranger with my ‘O’ expression if this stranger is jiyong oppa, he could’ve been laughing all day all night all weeks all months all years, because he really love to laughing over me.

And this stranger is staring at me back with his wtf looks , and suddenly i forgot that i promise i will kill the owner of those impolite hands, he looks like a gangsters, no,jay park.

“what?!” i finally scold him and cross my hands,

“you a...are faith lee, right?” he said looking down, guess my fierce act is working

“wrong, i mean yes, and who are you, what are you up to? Why did you keep tap tap-ing on my shoulder when i told you to go away?” i widening my eyes, wait .... did i insult his small eyes? Mine is small also but... mine is looking good

“i’m jaebum, wait.... you do not know me? I’m new here i just transfer from seoul , i came here 2 days ago and... i’ve been introducing myself since 2 days a go, i also a part of this class” he siad looking even more confused this time compared to earlier , what?

“huh? I didn’t skip class this week, and ...... how come i didn’t even know your existance in 3 days?” i shrugged also confused, so..... i guess that broke-up effect really affected my life this far, i need to re-learn what i learned 3 days a go because i think i forgot them all already, damn it kwon jiyong!

“i... don’t know” he also shrug and then smile at me

“i guess we’re in the same team , i got your name on this” he show me a paper and there’s my name written on it , “faith lee” i re-read for the second time because i hate it working together with stranger, then i do the second facepalming ritual for the 2nd time today ,

“okay then , i got it, now go back to your seat shooo shooo” and just that , he sit back on his seats

“class dismiss! Oh wait.... don’t forget to find the event today, because you all need to report it to me yesterday , 7 a.m”

Curse that !!!

“ji... ji stop smoking please i beg you”  seunghyun keep on pulling jiyong’s shirt to make him stop smoking but he won’t even listening

“whats so wrong with it aisshhh this is my teritory!”

“no, it’s my fckn place ji not yours!” seunghyun look pissed off and finaly he decide to steal the cigar from jiyong and throw it to the rubish bin after he step on it,

“you said you will stop smoking because you want chaerin back ,meh!” seunghyun sit beside him and sipping a coffee slowly

“but she said i will never change” seunghyun find ji’s anwer so simple yet confusing , did he really loosing hope? Ah if it’s a yes then the doomsday is really near, but he isn’t ready if the old Gdragon is awaken

“ji! Stop being stupid, you know it’s not you, you looks completely stupid with all these broken-down of a kwon jiyong, this is ridiculously stupid you know, this just ain’t .... you, trust me bro!”

“i know i know, me myself is going to be a real craze if  i keep on thinking what’s makes me so broken like this”

“okay then just don’t mind it any further i wont have a crazy budy anyway, oh by the way, my love is on her way , she hates cigarates like chaerin do, so i need to spill this to you i’m sorry”

Seunghyun quickly open up the cover of his parfume and spill it ito jiyong’s body , as he scream for help . he was about to faint because he can’t stand the smell , it’s too strong, he almost died

And seunghyun curse himself for making his friend dying

And when they hear the doorbell ringing they stop the feud and seunghyun run to open the door , he know who is that behind the door , he dust off his clothes and fix his messy hair just to look flawless , for his one and only girl in the whole world , jiyong just rolling his eyes full of disguist , no, he is totally jealous, because he do things like seunghyun do when chaerin is knocking his door , oh no, chaerin again.

“halo sweetheart i miss you,come in come in i want to hug yo- what the fukk” seunghyun bright face turn into a gloomy face once he see a figure standing behind the door

“pizza is here”

“oh so, now you dating a pizza delivery man, okay i got it i got it” jiyong get to his feet and run to get the pizza,

“oh so, you ordered pizza” seunghyun sit limply on the couch while jiyong mocking him , seunghyun poker face is funny enough to make jiyong laugh today , it usually chaerin’s, chaerin always make him laugh untill he can’t feel his own tummy but today is chaerin-less , what else can he do?

“aaahh shut up motherfuker!!!” and with that, the two matured guy is on the fight, *deepsigh

The doorbell rang and they are still on their own world ,

“now what’ve you ordered again?!”

“i ordered a hoes for you because i won’t my buddy going out with a pizza man”

“what? I’m not going out with a pizza man”

“seriously hyung! Don’t dispute with it”

“arghhhhh i had a girlfriend not like you, your girlfriend push you away, you’re the one who going out with a pizza man i know it”

What a stupid old man they are , fighting over a pizza man , seriously

“my girlfriend is pushing me away” here he go again.... gloomy day, maybe seunghyun didn’t realize he said such a sharp words that can awake the sad side of his friend’s  life, well now everything went sadly sad

“ji...jiyong i...i’m n...not i’m not...”

“oh my god, bad tabi” a woman voice came from nowhere ,

“jiyong i’m not an ordered hoes, i’m your besties girl, keep that in mind” bom walk in towards jiyong and give him a hug

“bomie!! Chaerin..........”

“i know i know shhh shhh stay strong jiyongie” bom patting jiyong’s back tenderly

“what a really short hug haha” seunghyun can’t stand a guy hugging his girl for too long pull jiyong aside and kiss bom on the lips ,

“finally you come” seunghyun pinch her cheek and giggle , “and you’re not a pizza delivery service”

Seunghyun laugh

“uuuh look at your hair, your clothes, so messy, and jiyongie, yours too, aishh you guys how come my boy's place is so disarray like this” bom quickly fix the colar of her man

“lucky bastards got a really lovely girlfriend, my girlfriend is pushing me away from her life” jiyong take a deepsigh and turn on the television , the time has come, usually , in this hour , jiyong and chaerin is hand in hand walking to their house, humming random songs , and they sat on their favourite sofa, turning on the tv to watch their favourite tv show together, her head is resting on his lap, yea that’s her favourite pillow in the whole world, and his hand would be on its way to her hair lightly , tucking her hair on the ears, and she would smile , she would laugh with him , what a good day it was. Was, was, was, once again , was.

“oh ji, we’ll be back, we will get us some coke, bye”

“oh yes go around and make out , offffffff you guys!!!” jiyong scream and continue his routine, watching chae’s fave Tv show, but this ain’t the same this is chaerin-free, it’s not that interesting anymore, 

And in the kitchen seunghyun and his ert mind running wild can’t stand being alone just with bom, but bom is talking so serious this time,

“you know what? You shouldn’t have said that , that chae is pushing him away, aishh stupid”

“i’m sorry but he accuse me , he said i’m dating a pizza delivery guy”

“hahahha why are you so stupidly cute , that’s so elemantary days”

“sorry , ah i hate him when he turns to be that ‘man who can’t be move’ guy, that’s upsetting”

“that’s it! We should make him realize , that his ‘hey look i’m so broken because i got dumped by my girlfriend’ act is not good and annoys people, but how, any idea?”

“yes, let’s just kiss you!” seunghyun lean closer to bom but she just push him away

“later boy, later, this is a serious problem for us, and i’m so clueless , what effort we should do?”

“hmmmm, let’s sit and think” seunghyun pull a chair for bom to sit and he sit beside her,

1 minute

2 minute

10 minute .... wtf , they are just really clueless

“i got nothing”

“me is the same”

“OMG tabi sweetheart!  I need to watch drama , i’m late for the opening omg omg omg” bom run for her life just beacause she missed an opening from a drama...... girls oh girls , seunghyun rolled his eyes and go to the tv room

“jiyongieee please please pleasee i need to watch it!!” bom push jiyong but he won’t even budge to move from his spot

“tabiii jiyong won’t change the chanel! I need to watch the drama!”bom pleadge and give him her puppy eyes that seunghyun can’t even bear

“ji move aside, the drama is funny, you can watch it too, if you keep watching that tv show, your mind is chaerin-full while the fact is chaerin-free, that’s not good”

“yea i agree with tabi!! Get lost jiyong!!”  

2 versus 1 ..... 2 definitely won, so jiyong move aside , bom and seunghyun join his companion on the sofa, and the tv drama is on the screen , jiyong got no chaerin, he got no phones with a bunch of their chat history, no picture together, he got no company, he got nothing,no one, so he forced to watch the drama, because boresome could be so suffocating.

So there’s a total silence except for the sounds coming from tv, they got serious with bom’s favourite drama and even seunghyun, but not with the guy who girl-less now,siting in the carpets because the sofa has been rulled by both alien bom and alien tabi, bom couldn’t stand watching the drama , she sometimes needs his boyfie’s chest to cry on it, and tabi sometimes need to reassure her that everything’s gonna be alright,

Seriously this just a drama, jiyong rolled his eyes so countless time and say it under his breathe,

“no tabi , that’s so tragic, why would he blow himself? Why he need to die and leave her alone? That’s so sad” bom sobbing hard in the end of the drama they watched and seunghyun just give her a hug and tell her it’s only a drama, that makes jiyong silghtly relief,

“what the hell, this guy on the drama is so stupid hahaha” jiyong laugh makes the lovers on sofa exchange looks

“i mean , that guy kill himself just because his girl , hahaha girl”

And there goes no replies

“the guy almost gone crazy because girl, because love, that’s just so ing stupid”

Ummm still no replies

“guys , come on this is just a stupid drama with a stupid idiotic guy” he spoke again and makes seunghyun stand up , he come closer to jiyong and look at him in the eye

“he remaind me of someone i know”

“who’s that someone you know?”

“..... sadly..... it is you buddy”

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“terribly true , he is so fkn honest” bom add up ,

“i’m not like that stupid guy who fall and really broken because of love , he kill himself so stupidly just because his girl is leaving him, that’s ..... that’s hey i got the point” jiyong’s eyes become empty ,

“so can i call you stupid idiotic, now like right now? Stupid idiotic?” seunghyun add in and put his hands on ji’s shoulder , now he know the way to make him realize things around him,

“shut up”

“i...i....i you know......i’m not....... uh..... tabi, did i being a total jerk recently?” he finally dare to look his friend in the eye and maybe some gear on his head is now working again and it makes bom smile under her palm

“yes fckn yes way mr.GD you’re just so an , you even try to kill someone”

“that’s terrible, sorry tabi, bommie, but you can not call me stupid idiotic because i’ll try not to be like the guy on the drama, i’ll try” jiyong said smiling, now both tabi and bom didn’t need to figure out a way to make this dragon guy realize , the dragon guy is now realize it himself

“yaaay! I’m so glad you said that!! I promise you i promise you if you change, i’m sure chaerin will pulling you back to her life i promise you yeaaah”

“c...chaerin?!”

Oh no no oh oops, you might be so wrong to said a girl’s name ,choi seunghyun that’s a fatal , bom facepalming herself and ready to punch her boyfriend if jiyong turn to be a chaos again

“no..... chaerin...... she’s gone”

Bom and seunghyun is on their way to faint just because a single tears on their lovely friend’s cheek ,

“oh no, no please not this time”  seunghyun said in terror and then hug his friend in front of him