“so i heard that you’re dating a guy now”

“WHAT? How d- -“

“don’t worry chaerin i’m---“ “dad he’s not that bad dad trust me”

“bad? Who are you talking about? I was talking about your perfect bofriend jiyong, am i right?” perfect? How come ? daddy is against nightlife same as me, but why?

“y...yes he is my boyfriend jiyong is my boyfriend”

“kwon jiyong is the perfect man for you , his father is my partner and looks here chae he is a succesfull guy, i’m proud of you , i bet he will do a great job once his father give him what he deserve as a real nice son of kwon’s ” i see my father’s face so bright smiling , a real nice son? I never imagine this situation before even i’m worried my daddy will kick me out of my family at the very first time i’m taking jiyong here , i grab all of the newspaper about buissness that i wont ever understand and see my boyfriend’s face on it , with a real neat tuxedo , tie , shoes , not-messy hair , this is isn’t jiyong! My jiyong is the messy one , and ........ i don’t believe that this is my jiyong

“why do you look startled my baby?”

“no dad , i’m just......... uhmm can i bring all of the newspaper with me and dad sorry but i need to go for my assignment i will come here tomorrow bye” i hurriedly kiss my dad’s cheek and stormed out to find jiyong!!!

So i’m being a fool here driving crazily try to reach his house as fast as possible , why don’t i search ‘jiyong’ on google! That’s it!!! i should've been googled ‘jiyong’ so i could've known that his full name was kwon jiyong and he is the only son of the great kwon?! I don’t believe it! wait... why didn't i even ask it myslef?

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“no freaking hell no , i need to talk to my boyfriend right fckn now!” she keep on running searching her so called boyfriend through the crowd , , she still amazed of its situatiion, the situation of his another buisness 

“wow those party people are doing a great job for lying and acting all dumb, this isn’t a place to just gathering with your friends drink coffe and enjoy your strawberry shortcakes and cheese cakes like jiyong had told me several times, this is more likely a club, more likely a hell for me ,people kissing,dancing like animal, what the hell” chaerin being the grumpy she was , closed her eyes while shaking her head right and left , hearing her words TOP just shivered , not daring to preventing her to find jiyong, he know the best that when jiyong is confused he is absolutely doing something wrong with his very stupid brain ,  “chaerin look, i’m here just want to tell you that jiyong is messed up after you mad at him and his brain isn’t working at this moment , so he could be doing something bad right now and i’m sure you will not like it for some reason” top just want to warn chaerin,he didn’t stop just like that

“so ?, i don’t care top oppa , i just want to know where the hell is he right now?” she stopped on her track and looking at top with her deathly glare he couldn’t bear for all those years he had spent with chaerin , “th- the last time i saw him , he was gambling there” top finally gave up and pointing to a big gambling table and chaerin following his finger to where it pointing at , and there he goes , her kwon jiyong was sitting there , a bottle of whatever she don’t even want to know , girls, and thankfuly  no smoke, she feel a bit relief but still .................. he looked really messed up

“chaerin just don’t go hard for the both of you” top keep on telling her what to do , finally chaerin take a really deep breathe and gulp her saliva , close her eyes and once again taking a deep breath and take a step closer to jiyong , with her fist still holding onto those random newspaper with photos of her boyfriend on it ,

“JI!” TOP shouting as if giving him a cue that chaerin is here , and he doing a great job to make jiyong realize at the very moment he shouting

“ch....chaerin?! oh god thanks you are here , i miss y—“ SLAP!

“ji............... i’m sorry but i don’t know i just want to slap you hard on the face”

“awwww GD babe! Are you okay?”

“awww babe how dare is she !!”

“gd....... go and kick that out of here”

Chaerin feel something wet on her face, she crying , she just didn’t know what to do ,  she is confused about what her daddy said about jiyong, she doubt about his love to her , she is upset because jiyong broke his promisse , he is really mad because those real around jiyong called her , are they blind? who's the real actually?!, she is mad because of this place , she is mad to see jiyong doing the stupid gambling, she is under pressure on her study , she missed her mother , she hates jiyong now , she love him, she want to slap every single who go near her jiyong , she was so broken down ,

“chaerin........” top run to her when he see her crying like that , jiyong on the other hand just cursing himself endlessly , this is the first time he see his girlfriend broke down in front of people , this is the first time he see chaerin crying , this is the first time he feel more stupid than patrick ,

“chaerin, love, i’m sorry” jiyong come to her and hug her tightly but she push him away

“SHUT THE UP JUST SHUT UP WON’T YOU?!” she cries and pointing his finger right in front of jiyong’s eyes , it makes him shivering from head to toe , chaerin on the other hand looks like a mad zoombie starving for a brain, like a mad monsters from underworld craving for half-blood, like a medusa who want to find another peoples to be turned to a statue, chaerin eyeing those girl who sat around jiyong intensely , they didn’t run to save their life but they just cling onto jiyong and act cute , it pissing chaerin off , she smile and give them her infamous killer slap on their very caked face , make her grinning in victory , but their now-almost-bruised-cheek doesn’t make her stop just like that , jiyong , top and all the remaining guest here just gawking in awe ,

“good you stupid just ruined our dates” one of a speak out and it pissed chaerin off , she sent them her deathly glare , she comes toward them and give them a really hurtfull punch in the face one by one ,

“BACK OFF CHEAP HOE!” she pouring a vodka on their hair , they just can’t believe what they wittnessed

“what?! Do you think i’m a rude girl? I’m acting y? Hell yeah you’re totally right, and this one is for you all who dare to touched kwon ing jiyong!!! KWON fckn jiyong!!” she give them her strong steel fist to them , and now they really got their caked face bruised , even any of them is bleeding , no one never knows that this lady chaerin is this strong,

“and one thing you should know, he is my boyfriend” she splash them with water and this time they’re screaming and start to running to save their life

“good !! damn it! Just go away!! I’m acting y here not like you a real !!! HAHAHAHAHA” she just turn crazy , madness is crawling into her,really .......... ,

“chaerin............” jiyong just eyeing her full of amazed

“WHAT?!! WHY ARE YOU ALL STARING AT ME LIKE THAT???!! YOU GUYS GO AWAY!!” and with that everyone starting to leave one by one except top , and one random guy

“chae....” jiyong spoke again don’t really had an idea about these all, thus he’s half-drunk

“WHAT THE FUKK IS THESE ALL!!” she kick the table and throw all those bottle and the remaining ciggarates that left on every single place she could noticed,

“stupid gambling!!!” she climb tables and broke it , everyone bating on themself that she just lose her very mind , she is loosing all her good girl traits  .......

“chaerin.........” he couldn’t say anything because he didn’t know what to do , eventhough he is already came back to life and no longer drunken , he came closer to chaerin who was covering her face with her two hands , sat on the couch, he sat beside her and embrace her , hug her so tight , he could feel her sweet scent, his favourite ones, but then the scent of her gone as chaerin push him with her strong arm

“ji ...... do you know what? I’m so tired! I’m so tired of it all!! , would you mind to explain this? That bottle , those , that stupid gambling and all of this?!” she quickly wipe her tears , she can’t let them to see her weak , jiyong is shock to see those newspaper on chaerin’s hand , she throw it all to the floor , top just stand there , not shock because he perfectly know what’s that

“how did you get those n---“ “stop pretending ji! Just stop acting! I’ve said it already i’m tired , do you know that?” this time she failed to hide her tears but still she wipe it like a little kid , jiyong really want come to her and embrace her again but he know she maybe hate him now

“i’ll explain it , but not here , let’s settle things down outside chaerin” he sighing and running his hand through his hair

“chaerin let’s go” jiyong held her hand gently and it sent warm to her , she won’t lose him and so does jiyong , he doesn’t want to loose chaerin,

 Jiyong led her to his private room , with top guarding the private room for his two besties ,

Chaerin sat on the couch and hung her head low

“speak up now” she said curtly

“ how did you get all of these?” jiyong throw all the newspaper to the floor make it flying around the room

“ that ji! My dad doing the same ing buissness with your father! Just explain it to Me now!” she cracked her voice

“okay ..... yes i’m the one and only son of the great kwon , but you know how silly i am chaerin , i don’t even interested in such buissness my dad run , i choose to live my own crazy life but it happen to be a big shame to my mom and dad so he let me do whatever i want but i need to go away from korea and change to anybody else , so here i am with my GD, he is fake , i don’t want to make my family’s reputation ruined , so my parents make lies about me”

“now how about your sweet promiss to me ? you being a man who try to be a good person , and stop smoking and drinking and also gambling but my friend who seeing you around keep reporting that you’re still doing it all and yesterday and today i see it with my ing own eyes , don’t you know how does it felt ji?” it’s the first time he see her in that broken-down state with teary eyes, he just want to hug her and says sorry as much as he can , but he know it will up to noo good this time ,

“i’m sorry , i know i’m messing with you , i’m wrong , i’m a jerk , but i’m still trying chae..... it’s really hard to get rid of it and i—“

“you’re totally an egooistic punk! You just thinking of yourself ! you don’t even care for me now i know , i should came to visit your ing bar and club earlier so i can dump you earlier too—“

“chae! What are you talk—“ chaerin won’t let jiyong spoke right now “STOP! Could you please listen to me first??!! Now , i’m asking you! Why do i have to stand by myself to beat all those when my boyfriend was there behind you?! Why don’t you stand up for me?! And do you really care about my feeling??!! I’ve just found out about your ing club yesterday and i’m so broken to see you like that with hoes and today you do it again and again?! I know this is not entirely my fault because i can’t give it what you want because i’m not that cheap! Is that really wrong for a girl ?? is it? I thought that you will really change but this...... just hurtfull and it hurts me the most when i see you with those ! You know what? All this time i will always says that you could with everyone but actually i won’t let you to do that ........ you know when i caught you were doing something with those my tears just come out without even i realize? I’m so hurted , but now i just can’t hold it any longer , i’m not that strong ji! You know? For once i’ve ever wonder if i told you that i’m all allright if you hoes will you miracullously realize that i’m  actually not allright with that and you will change to be better each days , but i guess it’ll be just my imagination haha you never really cared for me all this time, i’m so dissapointed and bruised....... i’m sorry ji but i should say it, it’s the best way to make you realize” chaerin fell to the floor and sobbing endlessly

“i’m just tired , you know, about you,my life,my mom , my dad , my exam , it’s all so frustating” she can’t stop herself to calming down , she once take a glance to jiyong , he is a bit startled by her action , sure she is right so ing right , it’s his entirely his fault he know it in the first place , he just so confused what to do so he must come to her and wrapped her with his warmth , he kiss her crown , she just won’t stop crying , this is his first time seeing his so strong girlfriend so fragile like that , he just want her to know that he really loves her , never before jiyong felt so burden like now , it’s true he always make girls cry like chaerin do but he only laugh at them and leave them without even looking back , but now it’s diferent , their loves story was different too , chaerin is different too , he just can’t understand ,

His ears got deaf to hear chaerin’s sobs , his skin get cold to feel chaerin’s tears , his heart get numb to knowing that from the very first time he came closer to her and wrap her like this she always trying to broke free , “i love you” it’s only words he could think of right now , chaerin in the other hand feels so hurt to hear that , she hear it as a lies , she push him away and looking down the floor ,

“jiyong ...... i want to br----“ “STOP IT! I won’t you to say anything , just don’t say anything , please?” he try to wrap her but she will not let him to do so ,

“no , i should say this to you since it’s the best way to us ji! I want to break free from you , let’s just br—“ “NO! No no no! I wont hear anything chae i wont , i dont! I will just go and talk to you when you’re calming down” he turn his body and ready to leave but caerin stop him by taking his wrist , it sent shiver to him in the very touch , her skin is burning him in every single touch,

“STOP JI! Why are you acting so dumb like a kid huh?! Listen to me i want a break time! It’s means no me and you together ever again untill i told you so, that’s final! I’m leaving , bye.....” she let go of his wrist and come closer to his face , she kiss his cheek slightly and just gone away with a whisper “bye ji” that causing a really great explode in his world , he do want to stop her from leaving but his tongue is tied by something he couldn’t think of , his hands is also tied , and apparently his feet too , he just want to scream but he can’t , he just could feel his face getting wet and he close his eyes with a guy eyeing him with pityful stares from the doorframe , the girl named chaerin is still there leaning on the door outside , she just can’t believe that she said it all to jiyong ,i t’s like she had already screaming her hearts out , she could heard a guy’s sobbing inside the room , she just can’t stand , she lean on the door limply without th guy’s knowledge and keep on watching him

"seunghyun hyung could you please check that everyone is leaving? i won't them to see me like this" in the middle os sobbing jiyong shouting to his bestfriend who get on his feet when he ask him to check on everyone

"clear" he said , stifle a laugh, this jer is really something

“i want to stop you but i can’t even move! Now you’ve gone and i can speak! Look! I’m so an !! I’m useless , i just like a trash for you, i just want to say sorry to causing so much trouble in your life *sobs*” he cup his own face

“ji....... it’s the first time you were in such a broken down state because of a girl , ji , i can tell she’s your true love , am i guessing it right?” top came closer to him and give him a glass of mineral water try to soothe him down ,

“no you’re wrong , she deserve better than a trash like me”