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break?hi guys, thanks for reading this sht lol :))
aaannnnddd i'm so happppppyyy because ash is in the mv of gotta be you!!! and CL and Ash .... omg!!! perfect but still.... i keep forgetting about ash's wife and baby , okay , and i still ship skydragon sooooo darn hard , i miss their moment T^T , we're now so poor with skd moment , someone please help meeee...... LOL , sorry...
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He is now making his way through her bedroom door, while holding her petite body , her eyes shut tight but sometimes she mumble something he couldn’t understand , and he wouldn't understand
he open the door forcefully and put her in her bed gently, not because he afraid he’ll wake her up but just trying to be good to a girl , because she won’t wake up , she can’t fight her drunk effect , and he knows how much bottles she sipped
“nighty night chaerin”
“thanks for bring me all the way up here, knight”
Then all of sudden He feels so empty when he look up at her face , it is not that usual-girl
That girl who will sleep after their crazy trip , that girl who will mouthing a deep thank you to him whenever he brought her up on her bedroom even without her awareness because she was asleep, that girl who will always makes him smile whenever he put the blanket on her body , that girl who will makes him smile all night long just because he kissed her temple before sleep
But now that girl is not her, that girl he carried is not her
“jiyong, omg sorry , my sister must be so bothersome” he startled and jolted up , it is probably yuka , standing by the doorframe wearing her yellow pajamas with her rabbit slippers
He just give her a small smile and said
“do you think i am a bastard to request a doctor-patient session this early in the morning?”
“well... let’s head to my room, i mean... office”
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“good night and thanks for the ride and to come to my party , i am so happy, nice to meet you,”
He place the blanket to her small figure , he caress her hair before finally let go of her, he knows he shouldn't do that but he just can't help himself,he smile to see her peacefull face and turn back , to go home, but
“omg, am i sleeping? ash , are you leaving?”
“hi, c “
“c?” she ask rubbing her sleepy eyes “oh yeah , it’s a nice shortname” she laugh nonchalantly while yawning every now and then
“you don’t have to wake up , i’ll be just leave , go ahead and sleep again”
“no, i’ll sleep when you’re gone”
“i’ll go wen you’re asleep”
“oh really? Ash, i know i can’t win over you, so what so ever, but thanks for the ride, i’m going to sleep now, bye thanks a lot” she give him another last sweet smile that tastes like cinamon in ash's eyes
And he just laugh softly , “have a nice dream, about me” , he got no reply so he think she’s sleep again, is that so fast? Yes.
“bye” he mouthing a soft farewell and gone
As she takes a deepsigh and open her eyes , blinking a trears from her eyes
Why are you so kind to me ash?
Why do i feel so empty
This dissapointments when i found your face instead of jiyong’s
It is always oppa who put me down here, who put his sweater on me before he leaves me to go sleep on his own bedroom next to mine
Who always kiss my forehead before he heading out of my room
It’s always been him .
But now is different.
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“what the hell!”
“hey hey chill! What’s wrong?”
“i’m not doing this! I woud never doing this ! Just....... take anything you want , money,my car, whatever but just stay fuking away from her!”
Everyone in the room staring at him with a curious look
“what?! ! Don’t look at me that way! I’m out i’m out” he put his arm up in the air to declare that he is not gonna do whatever it is they told him to do
“why” a guy with tatooed-arms speak up in his deep husky voice , his eyebrows raised in curiousity
“simple, i won’t hurt anyone as kind as her, nope, never!”
The silence replaced by laughter, everybody staring at him like he is someone with a big cow poop all over his face , and he didn’t like it
“guys! Looks who’s falling in love, looks , who's failed” one of them says between the laughter
he is just stand there with his balled fist , he just don’t care , he won’t hurt chaerin.
“she... she is so kind!! Don’t hurt her! If you touch her , i swear you guys won’t be able to breath normaly for the rest of your live”
“what now? Ash? Is she a good girl who came to a nightclub wearing short and tight dress but doesn’t get drunk , smoke weed , fu*k around and not seducing somebody? Or perhaps she prefer infused water in the nightclub ?” and the room burst in laughter again ,
Ash’s balled fist is itching to punch them one by one and break their bones, no matter what , they are his buddy or not, no one insulted him like that
“yes, she is that kind of girl”
“WHAT?!” they stop hearing the answer
“is that even possible?” they chirp together
“now, just shut up! I’m out for this case, i don’t want to meddling in, if you guys want to make 'him' suffer , it is fine , but no, not with chaerin, they broke up anyway”
“okay , and with that you lose this game ash, now give me your Porsche 918 Spyder”
“just take it but don’t ever touch lee chaerin”
“you spell her name wrongly ash” one of them who had small eyes speak up, he probably an asian
“whatever” ash said in a cold tone and he throws his porsche key and he dash away leaving all the crowd who cheers for the winner of the game, right, the game is come too an end but they will not let GD thingy slip away just like that. Won’t let their revenge comes to an end by the hand of a stupid puppy love
***
I woke up in dizziness , the alarm making its way to wake me up but it didn’t work somehow, i ended up awaken by the sunshine that burns my eyes , i let out a deep sigh and i feels like to stay here all day long, this bed is perfect , no, not the bed, the sunshine, no it probably my outfits that feels so warm, i hug my body and i smell something very familiar , and i could identify the smell in a blink of an eye
Even if i knew what’s this smell , i didn’t throw it or do anything stupid and childish , i missed it but i know that i should get over it anytime , soon, and it is a must , i know it , maybe i’ll getting used to this, a life without someone else
This smell of jiyong oppa is overwhelming me , it’s his smell who attached to his jacket and his jacket wrapped around my body , i guess that’s why i feel so comfy , because in the past it’s always him not only his jacket , i missed that feeling already when i found his parted-lips near me and i found it very funny, when i woke up in the morning and his smell is all over the room instead of the smell of breakfast like when i was 5 , he would sing me to sleep before he lay his own body next to me and say goodnight , oh stop it,
I close my eyes and face the reality , i need to moving on with life, that’s it
I sit up straight in my bed when i realize something , ash......
Why would he knew my place? How can he?! It takes 2 month for oppa to enter my bedroom but ash...... just a day , what if he did bad thing last night what if ash isn’t a good guy, omg
I try as hard as i can to remember but i can not, so i give up
I search my phone frantically to find a clue and that’s when its ringing voice fill the room and annoy me
I pick up the phone even without looking at the screen , i know who you are ,
“what dad” i said nonchalantly
“hi c, how are you” my eyes got wide , now he knew my number, it takes more than a month for jiyong oppa to get my number yeah eventhough and he got it without my permission , but ash, he .......
“not fine” i chimed quickly
“c, i know you must be wondering hard why you woke up this morning in your own bedroom, and why are you talking on the phone with me right now, i will explain it later , mind to meet me today?”
“well, you’re right , i am a bit confused , and last night ...... you....uhmm you....you....”
“ i didn’t even dare to touch you, but i had to, because you’re dead in my car”
“sorry, look i shouldn’t think about you that low, sorry”
“so, you promissed me you’ll explain it later to my girlfriend , am i right?”
“y..yes” i bite my lower lip
“and it seems like my girlfriend need an explanation”
“oh my god, i am terribly sorry ash , yeah yeah just text me the place i would gladly explain it to your girlfriend”
“thanks, i’m sorry if i bother your morning, bye, i’ll send you the adress, goodbye!”
“bye”
Og my god , i might ruin their relationship, what makes you think a guy as hot as ash is still single and hand no girlfriend chaerin?! You fool , but he is so care and kind to me and i don’t think a taken guy would do that to a girl who just broke up with his boyfriend , oh i should get going and prepare my speech.yea, right
***
I fix my hair and my jacket , and when i found a mirror i didn’t miss it to check out myself ,
Perfect.
I look around to find a guy wearing dark blue with a vintage glasses , but there’s nothing so i keep walking to the next outdoor area of this place , it is a really nice place , i don’t even know it is here as long as i lived here, it’s been a long time, now i wish countlessly that they had a really good food for me to eat , and woosh! It will be there on my list, this probably be my favourite place to hang, thanks ash
I just can’t wait to taste the food! Hey i shouldn’t be thinking about the foods, how’s my speech going ?! am i be able to make his girlfriend forgive him, oh i feel bad for them
“c!”
a guy wearing dark blue and vintage glasses on his handsome face, he raises his hand in a wave when he sees me
It’s ash , without hesitation i walk up straight to him and say hi with a bright smile , but my heart beats so fast , probably because i am so nervous for his girlfriend , but she is nowhere in sight
“hi ash, whatsapp” i say with a smile , a warm one , i put my small bag in the seat besideme , he smiles back and give me a big smile while rushing his hand over his perfect hair , he said “i’m good”
Oh
I gulped my saliva and look around
“so... where’s your girlfriend?” i ask frankly , stil nervous
“she’s ... uhmm .... she’s more likely ,it’s” he pause for a while and continue when i feel that my eyebrow curved in a perfect frown “i just haven’t met her yet” he sang and then laughing seepishly and give me a glass of infused water but this time a couple of strawberry and 4 pieces of kiwi is there floating around the jar
“what?” i said half laughing,
“yea, like...... don’t be mad but i had no girlfriend...yet” he said in a calm voice , like he said it without a sin and it is like a normal thing , like i am not here to explaining thing to his girlfriend
“w...what do you mean?” i say finally look annoyed, is he playing with me? and he makes me looks like a fool again
“i know it, you must be angry but..... the things are...... i won’t explain it all to you through the phone”
Is that even make sense?
“look.... i am sorry” he said looking down the floor but the fact that he sent me home, he protect me last night, and he is so kind,his bruised face, he gave me my wallet back, instead of being angry like i used to when jiyong lie to me i just said ...
“nah, it’s fine, i have nothing to do today anyway” in a really calm manner
Whoah...
“you are the kindest girl i’ve ever met , uhm i didn’t compliment you right now but... i thought you would hit me with a hammer or something” ash laugh his heart out and i just can stare at him with smiley face of mine
“you are sly!” i chimed
I cross my arms and raised my eyebrow
“so, explain it now, ash, come on”
“okay, so when i asked you where should i sent you, i found your eyes shut tight and i see yor phone on your hand and i take it , so , i found your friend’s number, jay , but he said he didn’t know the adress since he is new here, so ...... i forcibly ask your ex-bf” he pauses looking forward for me to hit him or something terrible but when i do nothing he continue with his words “look, i am sorry! But i had no choice, because molly is unconscious said jay “
I put my hand on my forehead and sighing deeply , and i can feel my beating heart everywhere
But wait... if ash called him from my pho— gawd!
“ash! but-“ “i called GD with my phone, i am his friend, forget it?”
“all right” i said then smile and mouthing a smile thanks to him
I guess jiyong oppa’s madness is raised up in the sky when ash asked him about my adress ,i know it right
“i’m sorry , so sorry , it’s your right if you want to mad at me for a year about GD”
“ash, let’s not talking about the you-know-who guy , okay?” i rolled my eyes totally annoyed by the GD thingy , i thought he understand
“HAHAHHA really! Is he actually a voldemort?? How come i just know it now? You should’ve tell me that he is some kind of voldemort because i love voldemort” he start laughing crazily and this is what’s makes me enjoying time with him , it’s because he is some sort of kwon jiyong, the world seems so light when the laughter bursts , both jiyong or ash or any other people who could make the weight of the world in my shoulder lift up is the best, so i could just laugh at whatever it is happening in here, in my life no matter what the matter is, and now i just can laugh together with him to makes the problem lessen a bit by bit
"well, if that's the case, let's ask the you-know-who and ask him to date you!! yeaayyy" i said laughing heartily because this is so funny , he just look me with his i-will-kill-you- look and i said i give up
“you know ash? you shouldn’t lying about your girlfriend, you know what? I’ve practiced to explain it to your girlfriend , like.... a speech, omg i just want to laugh now” i said sipping the infused water he gave me
“wow it’s good” i said the straw
“hahaha go ahead if you want to laugh, hey you hungry?”
“i’ll save the laughter for myself later, okay? Now i am full of yours already,And thanks i’m not hungry hahaha” speaking about foods, tomorrow is the charity event! I am glad jay is a perfectionist , so the things are perfectly prepared by him, and he said i don’t have to be worried about anything
“okay, then ... uhm.... so do you forgive me about me entering your bedroom, and without your permission i ... i steal your phone number” he looks nervous but still handsome
“oh how childish ash!” i laugh , eating the fruits inside my jar
“yeay!! Have you watch Divergent? Let’s go get the ticket if you haven’t, do you mind?”
Divergent...
O M G “ash, sorry i need to go, i ... i... i haven’t wtach it, how can i forget the release date , oh goshhh i need to watch it now”
“hey chill.... i just ask you to watch it with me”
“D...divergent? ... you.. i.... mean.. you?” he just nod in silence and look away
“and you know what?! This guy , Four! He... he is Tobias eaton he is marcus’s son!, and omg he is .. he.. erghh Jiyong!!! Are you really listening to me or not?!!”
“uhmm, yea, yea i’m listening”
“no you’re not! If you did, please review the stories i’ve told you”
“fine!! I don’t!”
“then why are you just staring at me but not listening to me! You are bad!!”
“because i just want to staring at you, i don’t care about the story all i care is your cuteness when you say ‘omg!’’ ‘you know what?!’ and “awww oppa , don’t you think it’s cute?!’ that’s it”
“AHA!! You’re blushing chaerin!! yeaayyy!”
“SHUT UP BAD DRAGON!!”
“yyaa! Don’t be mad at me!”
“but promise me something!”
“i promissed!”
“yah! I haven’t said anything!, um promise me that you would definitely watching the fisrt book movie with me! Only with me!!”
“I love you”
“jiyong!!”
“i promissed!,i love you”
“yaayy i can’t wait, oh shut up oppa!”
“C , helooo, why are you smiling unreasonably like that while staring blankly at that bald grandpa?”
“w..what? oh no, y...yea, let’s watch it”
I said bitterly , now oppa, do you still remember your promisse? I guess not, sorry i’ll watch it with another man.
“did you read the book?”
“i loved them so much”
***
“i like it when Tobias secretly moves his hand and hold tris’s in the mid of the simulation ”
“okay okay, i know you’re hipnotized by Theo James now, and Divergent makes you so excited and you forget your bff’s arrival today? Huh?”
“aaasshhh i swear i don’t remember, hahaha i’m sorry because of me you need to waste your time”
“no , no it’s fine, i have nothing to do anyway, it’s boring to just sitting around with your drunken buddies when you’re the only one who up a botle of coke , idiot”
“i know right i know right, while waiting for my friends, let’s talking about the movie again!!”
She squeal with full high volume makes ash covering with his big palm
“oops , sorry” she beamed a smile
“i am so in love with fourtris right now! Don’t you think they are perfect?! Gawd you have no idea how embarrased i am when tris fear landscape , the last one, with tobias on it and he tried to... omg i just...it just...”
“awww, hi! What a coincidence!” both chaerin and ash look up just to find a girl’s voice raised most probably at them and it’s definitely makes chaerin breathing hard
“are you guys talking about Divergent? , i am agree with you chaerin! that part is just soooo hot! I am sad it had to stop there, the moment are so intense and hot” the young lady sits beside ash and the guy behind her followed to sat himslef beside the young lady
Chaerin is too shock to reply about Divergent thingy, she just can’t believe what her eyes tell her
“but she said she was embarrased in that exact part” ash says nonchalantly, remember that the young lady who just sat beside him was this girl that kissed someone last night
“oh hi, i’m kiko mizuhara” she her hands towards ash but ash doesn’t get the point nor the reason to shake her hand and tell her who is he, thus, she stare at her like she want to eat him alive
“hi GD ,ssup?” instead of act to kiko’s act earlier he put his hand in the air and put it down again “i’m ash” he act like he didn’t see her ing her hand at him and just give her a small smile
GD who sat beside his friend kiko didn’t say anything but give ash a smile
And the air feels awkwardly suffocating
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