This is not my apartment nor my dad’s house, it’s our- no i mean , it’s jiyong’s

I run as fast as i could and go inside jay’s car,

How can i ...-

Chaerin! This is not the place you can called ‘home’ anymore!!

How could you chaerin!!
F U!!

“JAY LET’S TURN AROUND AND LEAVE, COME ON!!!”

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Molly, don’t you think it’s too short?

 i keep on asking the same question to her, which happen to bother her so much

She rolled her eyes agian and again, saying that it’s fine it’s awesome it’s perfect, but i don’t agree

It is seriously a super hot tight dress i’ve never imagined it to sticking on my body 

“you don’t have to feel insecure and unpretty darling, you looks awfully stunning, i mean you’re so fuuking gorgeous, trust me, don’t you think so jayzyyy?” molly’s eyes never leaves me

“awesome!” jay chimed and beam a smile , and jay too..... they are really stunned by me , maybe.

I look around and the moment when i dump jiyong is haunting me , i hate this, this place. It remind me about him and those es , no no don’t think about those things chaerin, just, calm down,

Try to enjoy the night, it’s your turn to get along with the others,

“chaerin , you want? Come on” molly offered me a drink but i push that away from me, that’s makes her laugh to mock me, even jay drink it, well..... i......i can drink those things but , no, i mean , it’s okay even in seoul it’s fine to do that, really, but trust me, that’s not good for you, i’m 100 percent sure about that,

“guys, you reeks alcohol, go away!!” i push jay and molly away from me , they are doing fine, well....... untill now, they just doing fine, we don’t know what will happen next, right? Because i don’t think i could handle both jay and molly if the both of them is really drunk and .... no, there could be no way!

I rest my chin on my hand , and sigh,

I’m lost , i’m here but my soul is in my bed, it’s better to just sleep under my blanket, under jiyong’s warm sweater, psshhh , i secretly take his sweater when i moved out ,

He didn’t even realize it, maybe...

“jay, please don’t get too drunk , just pleasee” i shouted through the loud music , i can't barely hear anything but loud annoying music, i don’t care if my shoutings didn’t even reach jay’s ear but i really meant to stop him from getting drunk

My eyes roaming around this club and found so many things i hate,

These peoples are crazy , i see molly is dancing on the floor with some of our friends, no , i mean her friends, and i caught a glimpse of jay in the same group , i’m glad he makes friends ,

I laugh to see molly dancing crazily without any regret like there’s no tomorrow, or maybe she is drunk already? Meh but she is soooo funny

“HAHAHAHA” i can’t really stifle a laugh , i bet if bomie is here, she would do her ridiculous dance move in front of people , and i swear i'm not gonna attend any party with her 

“chaerin? Wow you came, finally, for the first time in forever” i hear a voice beside me, i turn my head towards the voice’s owner and found ash , smiling widely , he sit beside me , he wears just a simple outfit but he looks so fine, i mean ... cool, no handsome, no..... i mean , well yeah he is handsome

“oh, hi , ash” i scratch the back of my head ,

“why don’t you run around and get crazy?” he ask me while taking a sip of a liquid on his glass , i wonder is that’s vodka or something like that

“uh, do i need to tell you the truth or lies?” i laugh , he is good, he is good, untill i didn’t realize that i just started to talk to him today, we just met today , this is almost makes me crazy, he is more likely a stranger , but no , i am comfortable around him, so why didn’t i make new great friends?

“of course the truth” he grin, showing his perfect teeth

“well, don’t laugh at my face, i..... i’m not doing this, i... i mean, i don’t really likes everything here, sorry, it didn’t like i insult your party , it’s not you , it’s me , i am not so into these things, and how about you ash ? i bet those girl are waiting for you to aproach , just by the looks on their face” i just really saw them! Those girls stare at him, looks like they want to eat him alive, poor ash,i smile seepishly, i can’t believe i let him know me that easily,but he is so fine with me, his presence didn’t bother me at all , i am telling him my true-self is not bothering me at all, and i don’t know why, he seems so familiar, ffuu , he laugh awkwarldly like , he looks nervous? Really?!

“just let them be , hehe” i know it! He is nervous!! I’ve never been so nervous too! No, i ever, when jiyong oppa ..... no stop! Stop it right here. Let’s end this.

“so, why did you say , finally, for the first time in forever? Sorry, i’m confused”

“no, it’s just, it looks like this is your fisrt party ever, right?”

. I nodded and blush, i’m ashamed, no, why should i?
 

“sorry, it’s just........ everyone ekhm... including me,always invite you to the party but you never came”

“really? But i’ve never receive any of you guys invitation” is he playing with me?

“for sure, but maybe those invitation is sent but you know, your ex.... he....” really?! Ugh honestly!!!

“stop, i got it, sorry but he is just-“

“stop, let’s not talking about the past, agree?” he smile, making me more comfortable around him, i just nodded and laugh looking at jay and molly on the dance floor

“hey, You know what? About your displeasure here,We could just sit here watching cartoon if you like , and you know what? I’m so glad you’re here, so i won’t be alone, as always” his smile never leave his face , and i know how beautiful it is, but he is jiyong’s friend , he came to party, he drank those liquid , and maybe he smoke too, like jiyong’s friend in usual , and i bet he is just the same with the other jiyong’s buddies, i take a deepsigh, feeling displease about the fact, so cruel!

But, wait.........  I’m so glad you’re here, so i won’t be alone, as always

“huh? What do you mean?”
“hmmm, don’t laugh at me, but i feel dizzy here sometimes, no ost of the time i mean, and i dislike these, yeah, we’re the same in short”

“but.... you...... o—okay i’m just surprised,  let’s not talk about our problem here hahaha” i said jokingly and i didn’t realize i was staring at his glass with my questioning looks hanging on my not-so-prety-face ,

“you want? This is infused water, strawberry, lemon, kiwi and apple, but i take it all out, people will seriously laughing over it, but it’s delicious, really” he click his tongue and laugh again, maybe he is just the same as me, yeah we’re really need to watch cartoon while the others, playing around, dancing like crazy, get drunk, make out , yeah we will just watch cartoon as long as we want to, i’ll be glad to,

And here he is laughing his heart out when he caught me looking at him so ridiculously , and i reply surprisingly without even thinking first,

“sorry , i didn't mean to insult your infused water or anything” and he didn't stop, he can't stop 

"i....i was staring at you because you... you're... well you are my friend now hehe" i show my teeth a little and hit my head, why i'm acting so dumb why?!

Stupid? I know!

He just laugh touching his tummy, i can see how he can’t barely breathe, he seems so happy laughing at my stupid action, i pout and hit his arm , well i’m just trying to stop him from laughing, it’s not like he is bothersome , it’s just i feels so stupid

“o—okay sorry, but it’s so funny fyoooh” he stop but i can see his urge to laugh,

“don’t you dare , ash” i said half in a menacing tone

But, he do. I groan and he keep on teasing me, are we moving too fast? Well, i don’t know but his presence is just so fine to me.

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“again again again” a group of people cry and they start to shoot a glass of whatsoever liquids in the air before finally throw all of it onto their poor tummy

“aish.......  since when i starting to feel uncomfortable with these, it’s str---strange” jiyong sat on the couch , alone , no not alone there are bunch of people but he seems lost in place, he is there but he didn’t get crazy like the others, tonight he just smoke 2 cigar and just 2 shoots of alcohol, he didn’t know why, there is something , there must be something,

“ji come on!”

“NO!, can you guys stop for a bit?!”

“HELL NO! Why should we?”

He groan and searching for his phone,  a game on his phone is worth a try , he just not so into party tonight,

He stole a glance at kiko who was laughing unreasonably , her step is getting unstable , she is a mess,

He cringe and slap his temple,

“i should send her home now, she is drunk”

“you better go now” one of his group of friends reply nonchalantly while push jiyong out of the couch

“kiko, it’s time for you to------- hmpppppfff”

It maybe taking a while for jiyong to realize what had just happen , he was about to pull her to send her home but it seems like he will not even say it anymore, no, not anymore when his lips is on her lips... he is too surprised to even pulling off , but he do,

“kiko...... what are you do---“ twice, it happen twice , his lips are captured by something wet and red and this time kiko hold him so tight , he can’t barely moved , but he can’t barely kiss her back neither , he want to pull away but—it’s been a long time, not kissing someone

“GD let go of her!, before it’s too late, you better pull away now and check out the 3 o’clock direction NOW” a voice slap him in the face , he quickly pulled away and look at the direction where.................... where there is a stunning beautiful lady sitting in a high chair, beside her a handsome young man , they both gasping in disbelieve , but the girl’s ekspression is the best ...

“cha--- ”

“jiyongieeeee.......” kiko called out and chuckling, grabing him by the waist and try to capture his lips once again but he dodge it no matter he needs it,

“ooops” added one of jiyong’s buddies ,

“why didn’t you tell me , earlier” jiyong cursed and push all his friend with his anger

“handle this girl” jiyong felt sorry to call kiko ‘this girl’ it just seems so rude , but he is mad, why the hell is she kissing me all of a sudden , and what the hell is he doing?! Why is it sp hard to let go off the kiss, what’s wrong with her,what’s wrong with him, but the weirdest is

“wait..... what is chaerin doing here?!!”  jiyong almost make his eyeball jump out of his face , he just standing there stunned , dumbfounded , he just couldn’t believe this , it’s chaerin , looking fine in a place like this, wearing a short black dress that hug her body so perectly tight, with a smile on her face, looking so fine with her surroundings, since when?.......... what is she doing here, that’s all what jiyong pondering so hard right now, and with anger boiling inside , he walk straight to her, not minding his surrounding

“you fine?” ash ask chaerin while glancing at the sight of GD kissing a girl

“ash give me that!!” chaerin hurriedly take away a glass of liquids from ash’s grip then groaning

“hey , i can order a new one for you” ash ask but so clueless , he just didn’t expect things would come out this way

“no time, just....... help me , please” she give him a puppy eyes and he gave up, no ones really stand asian’s cuteness , especially chaerin’s

She just about to take a sip on the infused water she steal from ash but a hand shot up and smack it to the ground untill its cracking sounds can be hear through the loud wild music

A few people who notice is staring like there’s a game of boxing in the ring, but it’s not, it’s just a guy with his anger ,

“who says you can drink that, chaerin?”