“jiyong , he try to be his old-self,you know how annoying it is! And now he bullying a friend real hard , he just .... it’s like he try to kill him , and it could kill jiyong himself too .... i’m so worried about him , remember when he ruin your final exam when you guys first met? Yea it’s the same thing but now he ride a motorcycle and it’s raining and and..... he ride so so so fast just to bully woo bin , it’s exactly his old-self love bullying people please help chae help he said he will hit anything that trying to stop him eventhough it’s a train or a truck or omg chae help!!”

I froze , that bastard! Anger start to taking ahead of me , why he won’t change to a good person

“top oppa but now i am punish him for being such a jerk and i will help you when he—“

“chae! Listen! If you want him to survive , i f you want him still be alive you listen to me now , if you want him to change to a better person you tell him personally , you told me that you just want a break time right? It’s mean that you guys not really break up , you tell him that you will come back when he change to a better person , it’s enough for him to start a better life , you know what? He’s try several times for commit suicide but he always failed when i mention your name”

“but i want him to start a better life without me telling him to do so”

I can’t think straight he is making this even harder

“please call him right now , told him what your heart tell you , please chae , i’m hanging up now, i need to stop him before it’s too late”

Beep beep beep

Oh you jiyong oppa!!!

I type his name on the phone and wait untill he pick up

“halo” it’s his voice ....... i’m so longing for it

“oppa! It’s me” i sigh and a smile is forming in my face without my awareness

“CHAE!!! OMG”

“oppa......” i froze my body is getting cold omg i said it .... no

“yes chae thanks chae thanks i’m so happy to hear your voice now it’s just so.... i’m trying i’m trying chae thanks i---“ i hit the red button , i had no nerve to hear him anymore ... no............

I can’t do this top oppa i’m sorry i just can’t bear with his voice i missed him too hard

                                                                          ~~~~

‘CHAEEEEEEEEE chaerinnnnieee my hunchaee *sobs*”

“oh dang it kwon fckn ji! Can’t you just shut up i’m trying so countless time to close my eyes and sleep over hereee”

“chaeeeee no how can you be so cruel hang up on me just like that no one could ever do that to GD!”

“jiiiii i’m not gonna sleep here and just go home if you won’t stop all those crap please sleep now!!!”

I don’t feel like hearing this friend right now all i want to hear is her voice , i got numb for everyone except her , well i thought so , it’s raining outside , i’m getting mad like this because i know how much she hate rain plus thunder , she always there beside me hugging me tight in such a moment like this , for some reason i choose to drink tonight , i’m planning to get drunk ....... so it’s normal my friend top can’t sleep because i’m so loud and annoying when i got drunk

I’ m just too worried for her ... what if molly isn’t there for her right now what if she fight with her fear alone ...... i know she still had her rilakkuma bear to hug to but i guess i am the actual one only one comforter to her not that kkuma stupid bear, i know right now i am screaming and humming so randomly , top had throw me everything to shut me down but i don’t think i would ,

“JI!!” he now come to me grab my face and look me in the eyes ,

“you’re so handsome kkkkkkkk” i magically said that when we face to face and so close

He back off and i could read his face is getting so angry, oh ! why the i grab his fave and said that??! he sigh and look terrible

“listen!! Do you think chaerin will like it and come back to you when you see all these bottle? I guess she will just flying back to seoul when she found out these, your messy house and messy you” he frowned and push me hard to the carpeet , HE IS RIGHT! CHAE IS HATE ME WHEN I’M DRUNK

“HYUNG!!!! HELP ME HELP ME!!!” i scream so loud i guess the alcohol effect still inside my head

“WHAT?!” he sound so mad at me

“THROW ALL THIS STUPID STUFF AWAY before she come home!!!” i frantically collecting the rubish , i know we both is a clean freak , me and her but with no chae i don’t think i will be back to my brand new ji after all ,

“COME HOME?! REALLY?!!” he shouting at my face , i just nodded and keep cleaning the room

“HELL NO SHE WOULDN’T look at you look and this all , you even smell so bad! No she wouldn’t! I promise you !” he sounds more angry , his eyes is half open , hearing his word i realize ... no she’s not here she won’t be home anymore no , not untill i perectly changed, and it’s hard

“i need to take a shower so she can coming home , right tabi? Say that i’m so smart tabi say it!”

I come and hug him , i don’t know why , why my brain didn’t synch well with my body , oh i’m drunk , i hate doing this to my friend

“ji you’re so drunk!” he shook his head and lock me in my bedroom alone he get out with a pillow and a blanket , chae’s blanket

“YOU FCKER GIVE ME BACK MY CHAE!!!” i hit the door countlessly i can’t think straight, really

“JI! You’re so pathetic!! Go rest now it’s fckin 2 in the morning!” top hyung grab me in the collar and drag me into the bed , tonight it’s so cold , i still can’t get rid of my chae, is she doing all right in this huricane , no it’s just some heavy rain and thunder not huricane at all but still ..... it’s all her biggest fear and i’m her every company for this situation , she just can’t calm when there’s no me around in such a situation , i’m so worried, i’m dead worried ........

“c...can i phone her to tell her that it’s all right?” i ask him , and i bet i sounds so pathetic

“oh damn soap opera in the middle of the night” he rolled his eyes and throw me chae’s blanket

“oh my god sweetheart sorry you don’t even know her number, no , not anymore, pathetic you, now i insisted you to rest and had a really nice dream with her, i’m off first bye!” he looks mad and shut the light off, i reach for her blanket and hug it tight “i hope you do all right”

“tabi” “OH FCK WHAT NOW JERK?!” now he throw me another pillow ,i bet he will hates me forever to bother his bedtime, what a poor tabi

“do..don’t be mad .... i promise you i will shut myself down if you text her , tell her that it’s all allright , i will told zeus to stop angry at me for being a jerk to my cutie pie so he could stop the crazy rain and thunder so that you can sleep tight tonight” i ... i just can’t calming down if i know chae isn’t allright and i know she really isn’t

“i keep your words jerk” tabi said and take out his phone and type something on his phone , i bet he forget that she changed her number , fool ......... but at least i know that i’ve try to make her feel better

“chae ... it’s fine ... i’m sorry i can’t be there , i broke my promise tonight... i’m sorry”

                                                                                 ~~~~~~

“OMG molly!!! Thunder!! Where’s my phone?!! Where’s my phone??!!!” chaerin try to find her cellphone frantically , her eyes red , she is trembling a little

“yea i know, it’s horrible thunder ,well you can sleep here yeaayy another slumber party with my faith lee!!” molly run to her and hug her tight , give chaerin her phone

“what will yo do with your phone hey? I thought you are now single”

“i’m gonna make a call to ji, i need him to pick me up, i need him when rai--- wait.. ou say what?........ s....single?” that word her friends said slap her in the face so hard , single? She feels like crying , she’s so damn afraid of those rain and thunder and she believe that she could do nothing with no jiyong , what to do oh god?!

“well...... i thought you .......” “molly........ eotthokeee........” chaerin cried , run to hug her friends

“what? You said what? O... oto what? I don’t understand it” molly rolled her eyes and hug chaerin back

“maybe we need to sleep very now, it’s better than stay awake when you couldn’t stand those rains”

“i... i can’t ... i’m so scared... i just need him”

 Flashback

“STOP IT RIGHT THERE!!” she turn her body just to prove that her feeling is just so damn right about that freak following her all the way

“i...i..j..i just..” he stuttering and take a step back

“no just no , you! You’ve been following me for a ing weeks, am i right mr.stalker?” she said with a fire flaring brightly from her infamous deathly eyes

“what the hell! i’m not even a stalker , i don’t even found you any attractive so shut the hell up” !”he chuckle and try his best to stifle a laugh

“w..what? am i misheard something?” she came closer looks so annoyed

“no you heard it all perfectly” he laugh and turn his body ready to leave

“ stop following me ! I would never say a single ‘yes’ to forgive what you’ve done to me, to my life , you ing ruined it all” she pull his collar harshly she is totally fed up with his action , following her all day all minutes all hours and didn’t say even a word , she just knew it that all he want is her forgiveness , but hell no she don’t even think she would do it for some reasons

“fine!” he just say a single word when she start to leave him again,

“huh that broken couple again, i’m so bored with them” a security said while yawning

 it’s always end up like that, everyday , in the evening, she would turn her head towards him and cursing about him following her all day and it’s so irritatingand he fight back denying that he isn’t a stalker then she got angry and so he does and she walk away so he does and it goes on and on like a cycle even the security guy who guide the apartment yawning to see the scene in front of his eyes , it’s just so boring.

He run to find his parked car when something comes up on his head

‘you fckn coward you come all the way to receive her forgiveness, do you want to waste all the time you have just to feel guilty-free?’

No, he said on his head no,i shouldn’t let her go just like that this time i need to get her ‘yes’

He turn around and run to catch after her but she seem that she didn’t notice it

“no stop wait you! Hey!” he shouted and pull her hair that perfectly tied on a ponytail

“ouch! Hey!!” she pouted and brush her hair off “get you dirty palm off of my hair you moron” she rolled her eyes in disguist

“hey look i’m not here to be insulted by you all the time i just need a ‘yes’ from you”

“what so ever!” she stop short in her track when she found out that it’s so crowded  

“excuse me sir, but... why are these people here and c...can i come? I’m so exhausted” she pretend to be deaf to that stalker irritating voice

“i... don’t think so ma am i think you can’t get in at this moment you see there’s a lot of people gathering because the police are here to investigate the incident” the security guy said politely

“why? I live here too , what incident?” she still abandoned the chirping stalker in her ears

“they found 3 people commit suicide just 10 minutes a go so the place can’t be entered by anyone except the police ma am”

“oh great go to hell u suicidal people makes my day even worsening!”  she rolled her eyes and sit down on the pavement

“are you insane? You just cursing to the dead souls to go to hell? what the hell?!!” he protested and sit beside her

“hey dude why don’t you just get lost!” she sslap her own face, why is he keep following her like really?!!! She get up and started to walk away from that guy

“hey hey!! Do you want me to following you forever?” he shouting so loud

“of course no!! Hell no!!! Just .... get lost!!!” she turn her body and come closer to him look at him in the eye and push him so hard but still... she is a she and he is a he so he didn’t budging to move.. well yeah just a little...

“how.could.you” 

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