“who says you can drink that, chaerin?” jiyong with his anger is geting closer to her and ready to take her out of this place ,

he is as confused as ash and as the other , he didn’t expect that he would say that on their first meeting after they seperated , but what else to do?! He really wants to hug her and never let go, but it’s really not a good act in this situation, he badly can’t stand seeing his good chaerin turns to be bad, he never imagine how it would be a lee chaerin be a bad girl , he quickly brush the thought off his head and blink his eyes to come back to life

“stop there, who says you can take it away from me?” she chimed without adding up his name , she surprised jiyong would actually broke the glass, but she can’t lie, she missed him too bad, if it’s a beautiful park full of colorful flowers she would jump on him and hug him, but slap him first for kissing that girl in front of her, but suddenly when the visison of him kissing that kiko girl comes to her mind, she just want to push him to the depth of tartarus

“you can’t drink those , chae” jiyong’s eyes is burning , it luminous flame is overwhelming the place powerfuly

“it is my life! Now go, i came here for having fun, HA! Now you know that feeling when people break your rules! , ash come on, the slow music is playing, i promissed you to dance” chaerin hold ash’s hand in a soft way that makes jiyong burns, chaerin give ash a sweet smile and she walked passed jiyong who left there dumbfounded with his balled fist

But he can't just stand there and watching, he finally react to the mess, he walk up straight to the owner of the hand whose wrist is on chaerin’s tight grip

“wait ash, who told you you can touch her? Who told you to drunk with her? Do want to make her drunk? Do you want to pull her in danger? Who told you you can dance with her?!”  jiyong stop ash and shouting words right on his face without any space between the question

“now i’m asking you for the last time, who.are,you.to.rule.her ? who are you?” ash smile slyly and tap jiyong in the arm ,

“how dare you” jiyong let out a sigh murmur and with no hesitation,he punch ash in an instant , and a fresh blood is on the tip of ash’s lips, he do want to fight back, but it is no use ,

“coward” with just a word, ash know he beat GD , now jiyong is in his limit anger and in an urge to kill someone, that someone is right in front of him, with his hand holding on chaerin,the girl he love the most ,

“gosh what are you doing?!! STOP .... STOP” chaerin pull ash aways from jiyong , mouthing a small sorry to ash before she walk straigh to jiyong to deliver a slap in the face

BANG! That’s nothing can hurt him in this world that bad, even the physical pain didn’t makes him want to cry in public, but chaerin , standing for the man she just met , is another story ,

“stop GD! You can be with whoever you like, you can smoke whatever you want, you can fck whoever you want, you can kiss who-wh-whoever you want, you can dance to who ever you want to,you can drink whatever you like, now why can’t i ?! just...... go away!! I hate you!”  chaerin slap him once again, and jiyong swear , this is more painfull than a punch by mike tyson, this is so fckn hurts.

“I hate you” she shouted again right on his face

“but it’s... that’s.... the kiss , it’s ............”

“i said go”

Chaerin run to ash and they go out of the place they called

“sorry , i causing you some troubles in our first meeting , you shouldn't befriend me” chaerin said with her head hung low and try to wipe away the blood in ash’s face , but he always winced so she dicede to stop

“haha , it’s fun thogh, no you shouldn’t be sorry , i should sorry , sorry chaerin” chaerin knows ash is having a trouble calling her by chaerin, his accent is funny enough to make her smile in her ruined dress and hairdo ,

“you can call me whatever easier than chaerin, that’s fine , why are you sorry”

“i.... i- , i mean ,you come to my party but you end up seeing.... uhmm, GD with ...”

“let’s just let it go and don’t talking about it, it is fine”

It is totally not fine, but it’s not your fault

“it’s funny the way he mad at you to take a sip of infused water” ash laugh but winced when he realize there’s a cut on his mouth

“he think it was some kind of alcohol hahaha”

“i’m sure you did that on purpose”ash smirk and makes chaerin smile hearthily

Chaerin just smile and never answer that , because that is right, she want jiyong to feel what she felt

“CHAERIN YOU ALRIGHT?!!” jay looking messy run to them with a glass of clear water , chaerin just smile and get to her feet to tell him she’s alright

“drink this” jay his hand to give chaerin a little help , panting

“thanks , hey what about molly ?”

“she’s drunk”

“you too” she chimed jokingly and hand him the empty glass

“jay plea-

“i’ll take you home” jay said in a really serious tone

“no, jay , i need you to take molly home , i’m fine taking a cab myself”

“but , it’s –“

“no but, jayjay”

“okay , fine, be careful chae” jay walks away leaving chaerin alone with ash again, he got no points to refuse her request , becasue he knows she would never makes him win in that kind of game, ash come to her and smile , praising jay about his concern to a girl ,

“i believe you won’t come inside again, so i insist to take you home, i accept no refusal”

“but—i causing you a lot trouble today , you can’t just be kind to a stranger all the time, it’s killing me”she rolled her eyes and then smile, there’s no way she let anyone down . anyone as kind as this guy

“see, all the rumor about you is a total lies, you are so this cute girl” he laugh and laugh again making her feel  stupid agian and again , the most crucial is , she swear her chek turn red, she hate that.

“okay whatever, let’s go then” she replied annoyed

I am behaving like a stupid child again, jiyong what was that for?!  Am i acting stupid for keeping my good girl from turning to be bad ? am i acting stupid to punch the guy who makes her drink that liquid i suspect as an alcohol ?! is that an act of idiocy ? i know i am so stupid for all the things i’ve done after the broke-up , and tonight, but i really can’t see her in super tight and short dress! Talking happily with someone else, and with ash , trying to take a sip of that liquid she hate forever?! Is that even a lee chaerin i knew?

Well,

i am so agry at me , for what i’ve felt lately , for behaving like a stupid , i am so angry at the way i broken , for being this stupidly fragile like if i am not with her this world is finaly come to an end,am i a or what? Am i a man or what? How can i be this fragile with girl, since when? , well , kiko’s siter had had open my mind since that day , that i am taking this so seriously, and i am exagerrating, and makes me realize that ‘she’ is not the only girl left in this world to be mine , to be my companion , but still, still ... just look at how i now staring blankly at the floor, my messed up expensive outfits, my messed up hair , my bloody-shoot eyes, the bottle on my left hand, my brain find its own death soon, i choose to get drunk

ik now it's allright , but chaerin makes me think that this is not allright , peoples in this world seems fine to get drunk, but why am i felt so wrong?! 

why she hates these thing so much? 

do i still with my stupid broken-down act? No not at all because it’s not always to be chaerin, i do stupid things when i’m drunk , and i’m drunk when i feels lost, when the world seems like shutting me off, when i am feeling badly bad,

  “oppa i love you when you don’t reeks alcohol, you know?”

“what? You want me to kiss you jingyo? I’d love to, but nah you reeks alcohol”

“oppa you can die really soon if you keep that things around you all day!”

“oppa what can i do to stop you, do i really need to die?!”

“yyah! Kwon jiyong!Can’t you listen to me?!!! For the nth times i told you, break up with them now! Or we are the one who will be broken”

I smile, now i don’t have anyone to stop me from doing this.

But maybe if i want that someone to come back to remind me to stop this, i need to stop this ,

“ash , sorry” it’s jiyong voice come aproaching them , in short, prevent them to go

“it’s nothing G” ash turn around and give him a reasuring smile , ash take a step closer to jiyong but chaerin held his wrist all of a sudden , that makes him want to jump in happiness , she tells him not to go but with no words , she just realize that she is getting too close to a stranger, that’s one thing that would makes her in a fatal terror if she is still jiyong’s but na ah , she is no longer his

“i’m okay” ash whisper to chaerin softly and she let go of his wrist and looking down at the ground , afraid that another fight would happen in the next 5 second

“sorry for my words too” ash says in a calm tone , but everyone know , these guys are on their way to derclare a war, though jiyong say his apology first and come with peace, that doesn’t makes anything between them good, and ash’s calm tone can’t be considered as a sign of peace too

“haha , you’re right anyway , did you just about to send her home?” jiyong said in his very calm tone but a sarcastic way is hidden behind all of his stare, but ash didn’t bother to reply

“sorry to delay that , but , i need her to wear this , it is so cold outside” jiyong hand a black and white sweater to ash , looking at ash with just a simple t-shirts and no one to protech chaerin from the dead of the night,

“and , tell her i’m sorry , i just won’t her to consume that, it’s bad, she is a good girl, she can’t touch anything bad,tell her my sorry for her drink, tell her she is so beautiful tonight,thanks ash,just ... drive safely”

And with that , jiyong look up just to find a pair of eyes were staring at him curiously yet mockingly, he shift his eyes to chaerin but she hung her head low , he can’t see her face , jiyong give ash a tap on the arm and walk away

“and, sorry to ruin your little date” and he walk away again

The situation is getting awkward , with every words he says , it hurts chaerin in the chest , she didn’t know why, why he should tell it to the other while she is right in front of him, is he afraid, or what?! She just couldn’t know why , why didn’t he try ? try to get her back, try to explain what had just happened, is she not neccessary enough to him? Is she now really just his ex?

“hey wear this, he says sorry to take away your infused water, he says you look so beautiful which i’m so agree , well.... he is right, you need to wear this, it’s a cold night”

And a tears running down her chek followed by a sobs , and she don’t know why , bt first thing first, telling her tha she is so beautiful is makes her fly to the moon, because she always does whenever jiyong tell her she is beautiful, because she never feels like one.

“shhh , don’t”

“but”

“come here”  he open his arm wide

“is that alright ? i promisse i’ll explain this later to your girlfriend”

Chaerin run to ash and hide her teary eyes , she just can’t take it alone

“i wet your shirts”

“okay” 

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