Entry 5

How I Lost Kim Jongin

Entry 5

January 30, 2012

 

 

Jongin stuck with me through thick and thin. He was there for my radiation, surgeries, and therapy. It stunned everyone that he was willing to bear everything, excluding me. I was the only one who knew Jongin’s heart. I am well informed that I was the epitome of euphoria in his life. How could they not see it? It was clear in his eyes.

 

Everyone bet their life that we were that couple that would eventually marry and die old, myself included. I couldn’t possibly describe the pleasure and joy that I experienced because of Jongin. So, when Jongin requested if we could make love and secure our relationship, I obliged.

 

It was my birthday present to him, and his present to me. January brought pure happiness that year. Along with it, included a man by the name of Byun Baekhyun.

 

Byun Baekhyun.

 

The name still sends shivers down my back.

 

The name that I once thought I loved.

 

The name that Jongin despised.


The man who made me a cheater.

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PrettyPotato1223 #1
Chapter 12: Goddammit This was just so sad and beautiful and amazing. I love the way you write!!
shakeyy #2
Chapter 12: This is the end?? Omg kyungsoo yaaahhh ㅠ ㅅ ㅠ
thethumpthump #3
Chapter 12: i seriously cant handle character death.. authornim~~ what to do TT^TT
NotAppropriate #4
Chapter 12: This was effective in making tears pool in my eyes. //sobs// Brilliant story-writing in the form of Soo's memoir of their love story and Jongin's own forlorn entry in the end. The cocoa puff boxes and the puppy did it for me! //cries// Thank you Jongdae for forcing them to write! Well done to you for a truly wonderful *albeit heartwrenching* piece! I'll look forward to reading more of your work in the future.
XO_romanticannie #5
Chapter 12: This fic is totally a sad fic.. starting kyungsoo with a cancer.. dunno what to feel.. i'm juz sad reading this.. T_T thanx for great fic author-nim..!
XingTian #6
Chapter 12: Just.... Heck. No... Please, I want a really happy Kaisoo ending. An alternative universe or something like that.
Geez, I loved this fic too much.
Congratulations and...Just wow.
wonwoojpeg #7
Oh gawd, horrible mistake... I shouldn't have read the comments before reading..
hanajoe #8
Chapter 10: T-T please don't make me cry...
shakeyy #9
Chapter 10: OMG I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRYYYYYYY TOT
NotAppropriate #10
Chapter 9: It has been a while since I've read a good angsty Kaisoo fic that doesn't weigh me down with heavy angst. Although the past is interspersed with the present, the writing is smooth which makes reading a breeze. I could feel Kyungsoo's despair here in these entries despite him attempting to project a healthy and sassy front. I like how Jongin seems to be able to see through Soo's lies. They're soulmates. I know I should probably prepare myself for a possibly //highly-likely// sad ending. But I'm hoping for some kind of miracle to happen.... For now though, I look forward to reading more of this!
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