Entry 4

How I Lost Kim Jongin

Entry 4

January 16, 2012

 

 

Jongdae didn’t hesitate to punch me when I next saw him. He was infuriated. I thought I would never see his raging face ever again. When he accosted me with the reason, I understood. Jongin stayed at the cafe for eight hours.

 

“He was willing to give you a third chance, Kyung!”

 

“I lost him again, didn’t I?”

 

 

“...” His expression confirmed my guess.

 

“... I have to document this in my entry.”

 

His crestfallen appearance didn’t go unnoticed by me. “Yeah, document it...” he mumbled joyless.

 

That Wednesday, I found solitude as I sat in our regular table at the cafe. It sunk in that I wasn’t fond of imbibing my beverage without a chatty brunette. Hot chocolate never tasted so bland to me.

 

It wasn’t until three weeks later when Jongdae would reappear for our routinely cafe Wednesdays.

 
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PrettyPotato1223 #1
Chapter 12: Goddammit This was just so sad and beautiful and amazing. I love the way you write!!
shakeyy #2
Chapter 12: This is the end?? Omg kyungsoo yaaahhh ㅠ ㅅ ㅠ
thethumpthump #3
Chapter 12: i seriously cant handle character death.. authornim~~ what to do TT^TT
NotAppropriate #4
Chapter 12: This was effective in making tears pool in my eyes. //sobs// Brilliant story-writing in the form of Soo's memoir of their love story and Jongin's own forlorn entry in the end. The cocoa puff boxes and the puppy did it for me! //cries// Thank you Jongdae for forcing them to write! Well done to you for a truly wonderful *albeit heartwrenching* piece! I'll look forward to reading more of your work in the future.
XO_romanticannie #5
Chapter 12: This fic is totally a sad fic.. starting kyungsoo with a cancer.. dunno what to feel.. i'm juz sad reading this.. T_T thanx for great fic author-nim..!
XingTian #6
Chapter 12: Just.... Heck. No... Please, I want a really happy Kaisoo ending. An alternative universe or something like that.
Geez, I loved this fic too much.
Congratulations and...Just wow.
wonwoojpeg #7
Oh gawd, horrible mistake... I shouldn't have read the comments before reading..
hanajoe #8
Chapter 10: T-T please don't make me cry...
shakeyy #9
Chapter 10: OMG I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRYYYYYYY TOT
NotAppropriate #10
Chapter 9: It has been a while since I've read a good angsty Kaisoo fic that doesn't weigh me down with heavy angst. Although the past is interspersed with the present, the writing is smooth which makes reading a breeze. I could feel Kyungsoo's despair here in these entries despite him attempting to project a healthy and sassy front. I like how Jongin seems to be able to see through Soo's lies. They're soulmates. I know I should probably prepare myself for a possibly //highly-likely// sad ending. But I'm hoping for some kind of miracle to happen.... For now though, I look forward to reading more of this!
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