Chapter Ten
My other HalfHey guysssss!!! (girls)
Sorry for being late once more, especially since it was cliffhanger at the end of the previous chapt... forgive me?
You know I really love this ff and I hope you do as well. I’m nearing the end in less than 5 chapts and I don’t want too hahahaha
Anyway, here is the new chapter!
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When they broke away from each other, Changmin wasn’t sure he wanted to open his eyes ever again. This taste on his lips, this sensation, the butterflies he recognized so well... he was too mesmerized by the short moment he shared with Junsu to break it so fast.
As he opened his eyes, he first saw Junsu’s wide eyes focused on his, his soft lips slightly parted. But then he easily noticed how his expression didn’t seem as enchanted as his and visibly under what looked like a state of shock.
He quickly took a grip on himself and looked away quite awkwardly. He could feel Junsu watching him carefully as and heavy silence took place between them both. He was usually the very self-confident kind of person, but this gaze, he could literally feel it, travel his skin and piercing his soul. Uneasy, he his nape and looked around at anywhere but Junsu.
After a way too long moment, he gathered his mind to look as normal as possible and cleared his throat tentatively.
“You did it.” He said his voice less steady than he wished it to be.
Junsu’s eyelashes fluttered as if he was barely waking up from a very confusing dream and he finally stopped them on Changmin.
“You kissed me.” He whispered as his hand went automatically to touch his lips.
“I...” Changmin began without knowing what to say.
“You kissed me.” Junsu repeated incredulous, his cheeks turning pinkish as he felt Changmin’s dark eyes looking back at him.
“I... yeah. Sorry.”
That was too lame, he thought. But he didn’t know how to explain his impulse. He did it without even thinking, just as he felt the desire to. It happened too fast, even for himself and he hadn’t been able to prevent it.
Too shocked about his own action, Changmin had been unable to think normally for the rest of the day. He didn’t know how to explain his behaviour to Junsu, but he was sure of it now. From the start it had been clear, but now he simply couldn’t ignore the feeling, his love. Though, he couldn’t really tell this to Junsu for now. He had enough pressure to struggle with for now.
Unable to confess his feelings so soon, he chose to keep them. After that, neither of them dared to talk about it again. Changmin stayed quiet and didn't talk about the kiss he suddenly initiated. Hopefully, Junsu didn't ask either, even if his behaviour showed clearly how much he wanted to have some explanations.
Instead, they trained like they did for the past months, working on this song they created. And if both made many more mistakes than they used to, they were clearly improving a lot. Even if it seemed really slow at the beginning and almost ineffective, as time flew by, they could now notice what a progression they made together. And this song was the most visible result of their common path.
The song was more than simple keys, more than mere notes written on a music sheet. It was a bit of their lives, their feelings. Like a piece of those moments they shared, their hope, their dream. More than any of them expected from this collaboration.
“I like it.” Junsu said, breaking the silence that took place after they perfectly ended to play entirely Their still nameless song.
“Me too.” Changmin answered softly. “I wish we could play it for a public.”
“I think you might be able to play it live” Junsu added with a smile.
“That’s not what I mean...” The younger replied.
“You’re playing better than I ever will anyway.”
“This is ours, I can only play it if you’re by my side.”Changmin dared as he looked at Junsu sitting by his side on the piano bench. “I will keep it as my wish. The wish than we will be playing together one day.”
Silence wrapped them once more and a smile broke on Junsu’s lips.
“Thank you.” He said, as he looked down modestly, almost daydreaming. “A wish...” He whispered after a moment and smiled again. “Let’s go! It’s late already!” He exclaimed suddenly as he stood up.
“Late?” Changmin asked as he looked at his phone, to notice it wasn’t as late as the time they usually left the agency.
“Yeah, I’m sorry, forgot to tell you, but I've to go early today” Junsu said as he was already packing his stuff.
Without answering, Changmin only gazed at him, watching his each and every movement with wondering expression on his face. Noticing his behaviour, Junsu stopped for a second and stood up to look at him.
“I’m going home.” He explained. “Well my brother's home.” He corrected after a second thought.
“You have a brother?” Changmin asked. You didn’t tell me that.”
The tone of his voice was a little pouty and Junsu could only laugh at his behaviour.
“I guess the topic never came out. We might have spent too much time talking about music” He smiled, slightly apologetic.
“You know about my sister though.”
Junsu’s smile widened a bit more if possible. It was true that they had been talking a lot. And despite being particularly talkative and quite expressive, Junsu wasn’t so open on the family and relationship topic. It was the only thing he better keep for himself. Not because he didn’t want to share it, but just like his music, his family was one of the most precious things for him, his treasure. He wanted to keep them and take care of them. That was why he didn’t introduced them to all the people he was meeting. For him, they deserved more than that.
However, Changmin’s expression was too adorable, almost childish and he couldn’t help but think that maybe, Changmin deserved to know it. Know more about his family, especially his brother, the most important person in his life... until now.
“Would you like to come with me?” he asked as he took a deep breath.
“At your home?”
“Meeting my brother.” Junsu answered softly.
Changmin didn’t answer, lost in his thoughts with a cute pout on his face.
“So, would you like to come with me?” Junsu asked again. “I don't introduce him to many people, so it's your only chance” He joked.
“Of course!” The youngest answered quickly.
“Let’s go!”
Junsu didn’t wait longer to leave the room. Only che
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