I found you in my mind again

You’re there every day

As if it is your home now

You seem to keep your stay

I try and push you out once more,

Hoping for some change

But when I do the memories come back

And everything stays the same

I wish I had the strength I did

To shove you out the door

To tell you to leave me alone

To not bother me anymore

But if I do I may break down

Because I cannot face the truth

That even though you’re killing me

I’m still in love with you.

ah, tragic teenage love.
10.14.12