Written by: xXVeronica101Xx

Proof read and edited by: EternallyLoved

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Our love was like chalk stains on a blackboard, writing our history and memories that with time was erased. Despite the recollection of the past that ceased to exist, the stains of our emotions still remain evident on black plains of what was once empty.

It didn't matter you have forgotten like those rough chalk writings that faded with every passing second. As long as you existed ever so faintly visible. That was enough for me.

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Luhan gazed silently at the sleeping male lying across the spread of his bed still clothed in his formal wear of a plain button down shirt paired along with the grey material of his skinny jeans. The taller male had bunched up the sheets and duvets that use to be spread neatly across the mattress, tying the bed together in a mass of light pastel colours crowded with cushions and pillows of various sizes. Running a dismal hand along the curve of the taller male's cheek bones, grazing past his slightly damp cheek that remained wet from the previous crying, the petite male frowned upon the shaking brunette, sniffling every now and then as he trembled from the revelations the two males have came to establish moments ago.

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'Luhan please, don't leave me...I need you.' Sehun cries out as his voice sent a pang of guilt into Luhan's heart. In spite of distinguishing the difference between his past feelings and the admiration type of love he had for Kai, he knew it was completely wrong and ultimately unethical for him to leave Kai for someone who has previously betrayed him. Though Sehun's leave was interlaced with reason and compassion for the older, the honey-blonde male understood that to abandon Kai who was there for him through both his hardships and his emotional breakdowns made him perceive his next actions as something that was mixed with reason and not by choice. 'L-luhan?' The younger stutters, large, teary eyes glimpsing up to stare at the older's orbs clouded with confusion, indecision and hesitation.

'Sehun, I...you see, the thing is...' The smaller male mutters out as he takes a sit next to the emotional younger trembling against the possible cold draft running amidst the room or the situation at hand. Eyes blinking, the honey-blonde male eased a gentle hand on to the back of Sehun's, sliding his palm against the moist skin that contracted the masses of tears Sehun shed moments ago and still regularly plummeting down the younger's tear stained cheeks. 'You wanted to tell me about Seungtae didn't you? I still remember you calling out my name 2 years ago after you told me to leave, I turned back didn't I...but you just told me you didn't want to see me again.' Watching Sehun squint his eyes to a close the former frowned in concern as he leaned against the taller breathing in the familiar scent that he had always slept with.

'You're...you won't leave him...will you?' The brunette deadpans in a heart shattering voice as he muffled a sob that escaped through his chapped lips. 'No matter what I do now, it's not going to matter is it?' Sehun snaps as a choked cry was swallowed along with his urge to let out a scream of frustration. Hands gripping into fists, and biting back tears threatening to fall past the boundaries of his eyes, the latter stated with a determined and prideful voice as he inhaled sharply. 'H-how did you find out? I mean...if you knew, why for 's sake did you not tell me? Why did you still leave for America instead of coming to find me and admitting your knowledge on the situation? I don't understand. I can't seem to comprehend your actions that left me heart-broken for 2 years.'

Twisting his head away from the plains of Sehun's shoulder to enable the smaller to speak, Luhan explained with a small voice. 'I found out before my leave for America. The hospital contacted me since I figured they found out Seungtae and my plans to leave the country. I would presume they did so seeming as I was close to Seungtae from the looks of it and to warn me so I could financially support myself, but mostly I believe they realised you would have never delivered something...' Silence consuming the room and the shadows eating away the brightness the dim light provided, the older reasoned on. 'I recall rushing to the hospital and looking for your brother, but the staff there told me that his body was taken for the funeral being planned and gave me this.' Leaning forwards and sliding open a draw from his small coffee table,