Sulli’s POV

“Sulli, dinner is ready!” I heard mom shouting from downstairs. I quickly put the letters and gifts back into the box. I changed into comfortable clothes, an over-sized t-shirt and a pair of shorts. I tied my hair into a messy bun. I sniffed a good smell of food, and knew that’s my favorite food. I had been craving for them for many years. I tried to make them but it tasted different from what mom made. To me, mom always is a best cook in the world.

-          It looks dummy, mom – I used my fingers to pick it up

-          No, wash your hands first – my mom slapped my hand slightly

I washed my hands off, and sat down on my familiar seat. I had dinner with her. I kept thinking about Taemin while eating, and wanted to ask mom about him. Because only mom met him during past 3 years. I wondered how he was doing. Did he change a lot in 3 years? Or he was still as cute as the pictures that he sent me.

-          Um … those letters … - I hesitated, didn’t know where I should start it

-          Don’t worry. He won’t send those kind of stupid stuffs any more – mom said and looked at me

I forced a smile, but in my heart, it felt hurt. He might give up on me. I thought he should do this too, because in 3 years, I hadn’t replied any for him. Who could be that patient? I thought he met another good girl, and he started his new life.

-          I think it might be because of his sickness – mom said without caring to glance over me

-          Who is sick? – I felt confused

-          Taemin … he’s sick… I heard that from some friends of yours … It’s incurable … Doctor can't cure him, they told him staying at home and waiting for a miracle – mom said

-          In … incurable? – my hands starting shivering and dropped down my chopsticks

-          He’s is going to … - mom was about to finish her words

My eyes were getting hurt, the vision was getting blur. “Taemin is going to die?” I mumbled like a questionnaire. Mom didn’t say anything, but shook her head and gave a loud sigh. It mean it’s true, right? I stood up immediately, rushed out of my house.

Nobody’s POV

 Sulli didn’t care to change into some clothes warmer or thicker. She was wearing my slippery and running like crazy on the street. Everyone looked at her like she had disordered mental disease, because she only wore a t-shirt and a short in this cold weather, otherwise everyone must wear sweater, scarf, and gloves. The weather was cold as the hell. It’s around seven – eight degree Celsius. Although it’s so cold, Sulli felt like sitting in a flame. Her heart was burning because of nervousness. Sulli was running to Taemin’s house, while crying like a baby lost a candy. She couldn’t believe after 3 years, she still remembered the way to his house like everything just occurred yesterday. Sulli ignored the cold breeze brushing against her skin that made her creepy. Her cheeks looked pinkish because of the cold weather. Sulli stopped in front of his house, and knocked his door hard. Taemin’s mom opened the door, and startled as seeing a cute girl in fragile clothes, crying in front of her house.

-          How can I help you, miss? – Taemin’s mom asked

-          Please, I want … to see Taemin – she hiccupped in the middle of talking

Mrs. Lee looked shock, and didn’t know how to deal in this awkward situation. She thought her son would make something that caused the girl crying hard like this. She knew her son was a playboy, who always made girls cry. So, she felt sorry for Sulli.

-          Yes… he’s upstairs … in his room – she said while opening the door widely.

-          Thank you – Sulli bowed her non-stop

As that fast, Sulli rushed upstairs and found his room. Sulli took a deep breath before turning the door knob of the room named “Taemin”. Her tears fell down again as seeing Taemin lying on his bed, who placed his arm upon his forehead. He looked pale, and thinner than in the pictures that were sent to her. Sulli stepped towards his bed and kneeled down next to his bed. She raised his hands to her forehead, and crying hard.

Taemin’s POV

I was about to fall asleep, and I felt someone holding my hands, and heard the sob. I opened my eyes, and saw someone next to my bed while she was squeezing my hands tightly. I couldn’t see her face but I remembered that silky long hair. There could be only one whom I crave for seeing even in my dream. However, I didn’t dare to believe in this reality. Sulli was in US at this moment, and how could she be in my room. Or it’s just my imagination since I missed her so much.

-          Sul? – I mumbled

-          Taemin … - she kneeled up and gave me a surprising hug

I was so shock, and felt her crying on my shoulder. It’s her. She’s back. No, it couldn’t be. She was still angry with me. “What is going on now?” I shook my head, and pushed her away to look at her carefully once again.

-          It’s me, Sulli – she nodded her head, and crying

-          Sul? – I hugged her tightly, and caressing her hair – I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t …

-          I’ve forgiven you already. Please, please, don’t leave me  - she said

-          Really? You forgave me – I asked her with my foggy eyes

-          Yes, but don’t leave me – she pressed her face upon my chest

-          I won’t leave you, I promise – I patted her head slightly

-          Lair, you’re gonna leave me. – she said while punching my chest

-          What? No, I won’t – I replied

-          Because you’re sick, you’re gonna … die – she cried harder

-          What? – I didn’t know what she was talking about, and asked her - “I’m gonna die”

-          Don’t hide me. Mom told me you’re sick. Doctor said it’s incurable, and only miracle can save you – Sulli said

-          Wait, wait. You make me so confused. I have an incurable disease? – I asked her again

-          Yes, mom said that – she nodded her head

-          I have a sick, really. But it’s not dangerous enough to kill me. Just a flu – I explained

-          What? A flu, but mom said … excuse me – Sulli was about to say anything, but her phone interrupted her words

“Mom?” – “I’m at Taemin’s house” – “because you told me Taemin had a cancer, and he’s going to die” – “What, are you kidding me, mom?” – “I know it, bye mom” – I head Sulli said on the phone. It’s from her mom. She frown and looked at me.

-          What’s wrong? – I asked

-          Mom asks where I am, and about your cancer, she told me that it’s just a kidding from her. She said you had an incurable sickness, but it’s a love sick. Doctor can’t cure you, and you’re waiting for a miracle, that’s my comeback. – Sulli pouted

-          Really? Mom told you that, anything else?  - I burst out a laughter

-          And she told us should make up again. Tell me don’t be angry with you anymore. She wants you to me home – Sulli said

-          And will you follow her word? I mean will you be my girl again? – I stared at her

-          Since you’re fine. So, forget what I have told you earlier – Sulli said while folded her arms around her chest

-          No, no, no. I have a bad sick, seriously. Right here – I turned her face to face with me, and placed her hand upon my heart.

-          Don’t feel anything – she said coldly

-          It’s dead since the day you left me. It’s frozen, and no one can warm it up, but you. I think you don’t want me to live in loneliness in the rest of my life. I know I owe you many things, a belief, an apology. And I’m willing to pay it in the rest of my life until the least breath. Sulli, please give me a chance – I said while squeezing her into my arms

-          The same with me, Taemin. I lost many things, a belief in love, and a sweet boyfriend. And I want those happy days back, when the first time I met you – arrogant playboy, the first kiss we share – sweet but passionate one. And I want us to create many other first things of ours – our first honeymoon, our first house, and our first child. – Sulli blushed hard while she’s right in my arms

-          We definitely have all – I said

I had been waiting for this moment for 3 years. Finally, my dream come true. My heart’s back with her. We stared at each other’s eyes before melting into the kiss. I wondered if the kiss was still as sweet as before. No, it’s not the same. It’s different, it’s sweeter than ever. All of sudden, Sulli sneezed that made me startled, but funny since her nose was running.

-          Yah, I’m sick because of you. I thought you was going to die. I ran to your house in this kind of hell weather, otherwise I didn’t wear any sweater. – she hit me again

-          I’m sick too. I’m not fully recovered from the flu, and seriously in the love sick with you. I think I’m sicker than you – I said and defend myself

-          No, I’m sicker – she pouted

-          No, I am – I pouted back

-          No, it’s me – she shouted

We kept shouting to each other before bursting out laughers. I pulled her into my chest, covered her body with my body, and shared the same scarf. We remained in this position in many hours while sharing our own life to each other. She told me her campus life in US, she even made me jealous because there were many guys confessing to her. But I wouldn’t let her win, I told her I was a hot issue in my college, and many girls would fall for me just in a second.

Eventually, we’re back. Thank god for giving me another chance. And I made sure I wouldn’t let her go once again.

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