Taemin’s POV

I knew it’s definitely her, and Sulli still cared for me. But why did she must cold and cruel to me? I wanted her to be mine back. But how could I do it? I decided to go to school again. I was dying for seeing her face.

Next day, I went to school as usual. I tried to get to school early, because I knew Sulli always went to school early. I hoped we had some time for talking. As expected, when I opened the door, I saw she’s already in class. She turned her eyes on me, and quickly looked away, pretending nothing happened between us. I walked towards her seat and called her name

-          Sulli

-          Oh ... hi … - she looked up and mumbled

-          I … I’m so sorry … about that time … I just lost control of myself – I said

-          It’s fine, not a big thing. Don’t worry – she said while still reading her book

-          I wanna … ask you … why suddenly you changed like that. We’re … - I was about to say “used to be in love” but she cut my words off

-          We’re over now, Taemin. Please accept the truth – Sulli said coldly

-          We’re not, Sulli. If we were, why did you still come to my house yesterday? – I said

-          I wanna make it clear, Taemin. It doesn’t mean I still love you, even if I came to your house. – she replied

-          I know you still have feeling for me – I held her hands tightly

-          Sorry if I made you misunderstood me. I came by your house, just because you’re my friend, and I’m worried about my friend. It’s not because I have feeling for you or not. We’re still friends, right? – Sulli broke my hands and looked at me cruelly

-          No, no, we’re not friends. I don’t wanna to be friend with you. I wanna be someone really special to you. Don’t you understand my heart? – I shouted and punched my hands on the wall again

-          Tae … Taemin … your hand’s bleeding… please, don’t do it – Sulli’s at verge of crying as seeing my hand bleeding, and she was about to touch my hand

-          Don’t touch me. Be my girl or just my strange – I gave her the warning

-          Sorry, I can’t, Taemin – she turned her head away

-          I got it. Sorry for bothering you, strange – I said and walked away

Now I knew her decision clearly. I did beg her for coming back with me, but she didn’t. I didn’t think there’s any possible way for us getting back together. I couldn’t keep someone’s heart if she didn’t wanna be with me. Sulli, you’re so cruel to me. You made me loved you, made me went crazy about you. Then you dumped me as an idiot. You even said you wanna to be a friend of mine. But I didn’t

Suzy’s POV

Taemin oppa had been missing for many days. I went to his house for visit, but his mom said his mood wasn’t good. He didn’t want to see anyone. She told me he seriously got a bad sick, but he’s better, and he would go to school tomorrow.

As entering the class, I saw Taemin oppa and Sulli were talking. I heard Taemin oppa wanted to be back with her, but she refused. Then he got angry, punched his fist into the wall which made his hand bleeding. A few second later, he ran off while his hand bleeding hard. I was so worried about his wound, so I followed him. I saw he ran up to the school’s top roof. He stood still for a while, otherwise looking at the ground. Then he shouted “Why … Choi Sulli … Why do you must be so cruel to me?” and kneed down on the ground. Seeing him like that made my heart so hurt. Why did he must suffer because of her? She wasn’t worthy.

I walked closer to him and patted his shoulder

-          Oppa, are you okay?

He looked at me, and showed me his teary eyes. It’s the first time I’d seen him crying like a baby. He was famous for his cold-hearted playboy. He’s the only one who could make the girls cried for him. But now, he’s crying just for a girl like her. Was she good enough for him? Was she that good?

-          I … I’m not okay, Suzy – he said

-          Oppa … - I couldn’t say anything but stay silent

-          We’re over, she doesn’t … love me … anymore – he sobbed badly

-          I know … she’s deserved for you to suffer yourself . Forget her – I told him

-          Forget her? That’s what I really want to do right now, but how? Her smile, her face keep playing in my mind – he said

-          Date with me. Love me. Let me help you forget her – I offered

-          Suzy, it’s … - he looked at me surprisingly

-          I promise I’ll never leave you, never make your heart broken. I always stand by you, please oppa – I held his hands

Immediately, he hugged me tightly, which made me out of breath. I couldn’t believe one day he hugged me like this. I could feel he nodded his head. A happy smile formed on my face. It’s my happiest day in my life. Finally, I won over her to get Taemin oppa back

Sulli’s POV

The more Taemin made him suffer, the more my heart hurt. My heart stopped beating as I saw he punched into the wall, and his hand bleed like a river. I was about to touch his hand, and gave him treatment, but he pushed my hand away, and told me I was just his strange. We’re over indeed. But why my heart still ached like this? I wanna forget this feeling. We couldn’t be together. I must keep it secret.

I was so worried about his wound. It looked serious. He should go to clinic and treated it well. The bell rang, and everybody back to their own seat. But he still didn’t come back. A few minutes later, he got back with his hand which was dressed. I thought he treated it. Right after him, I saw Suzy coming into class too. Everyone including me got shock as seeing their hands intertwined. Are they together? I saw Taemin smiling to Suzy and the same with her. My heart was hurt badly. They didn’t announce anything but everyone knew they’re official couple. Then I saw Taemin gave me a gaze, but I looked away right away. They back to their seat. Since their seats around mine, I probably hear their conversation, but I pretended that I was focusing on reading my book, not pay attention on them

-          Oppa, where should we go after school? – Suzy said

-          Anywhere you want – Taemin said

-          We’re gonna have a walk around Han river, eat ice cream – Suzy said it cheerfully

-          Okay. But let’s have lunch at the top roof – Taemin said

I heard he offered a lunch at top roof where he and I often had lunch together before. “Please, Taemin, don’t do what you did with me before, with her. It’s so …” I thought

-          Why? – Suzy said

-          Cause I like privacy. I like to spend time with you. I hate being disrupted by anyone – he said and glanced over me otherwise I glanced over him too.

I couldn’t take it anymore. Even though we’re over, I didn’t want to see him be lovey-dovey with anyone. I didn’t know what I want right now. So, I ran off the class while trying to hold my tears back. I didn’t want him to see me crying.

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I'm kinda sick today. I feel unfeeling, and so tired. But I still try to update next chapter, cause I know there are many people looking forward for my update.

Hope you enjoy it. COMMENTS, please.