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Taemin’s POV

Next day, I got up early, went to Sulli’s house to pick her up to school. But I was really worried what I should say to her. Was she still angry with me because of what I did yesterday. I stood in front of her school, walked back and forth. I didn’t dare to press the bell door. I stood up like this about 15 minutes or more, still thinking how to make up with her. Finally, I plucked up all courage and pressed the bell door.

Before I could press the bell door, the door opened. My heart’s beating hard as the door slowly opened. “What should I say to her? What should I do?” those thoughts kept repeating in my mind

-          Ah, hi  Taemin, right? – a woman’s voice said

-          Hi aunty – I bowed her right after I saw that’s Sulli’s mom

-          Are you going to walk Sulli to school? – she said

-          Yes – I said

-          Sulli left to school very early today. I think now she’s at school – she said

-          Sulli had left to school already? – I asked her again

-          Yes, I don’t know why she went to school so early today. She seems awkward after dating with you yesterday – her mom stated

-          Really? How does she act awkward? – I said

-          As she went home, I asked her about the date, she didn’t reply, just ran to her room. Did you do something to her? – her mom looked at me suspiciously

-          No, no, … Um … bye aunty. I’ve to go now – I bowed her again and ran away

“Is she avoiding me? Is she still angry with me?” I thought while running to school. I didn’t want her to think me as a bad guy. I needed to apologize her right now. As arriving at school, I ran to class immediately to find her, but I couldn’t find her in class. Where could she be now? I started to worry about her. She never skipped class before. She’s always a good student. Did she hate me that much to not will want to see me? The bell school rang, the class began, but she hasn’t still come up. I tried to think where she could be at now. I gave her many texts “Where are you now, Sulli? I’ve been looking for you” or “Why did you not go to school? Please text me”, but there’s no reply from her. Suddenly, I remembered the top roof where we used to have fun together. I ran away from school while the teacher was still teaching. He shouted at me, but I ignored him

Sulli’s POV

I was worried, I didn’t know how I could face with Taemin. Did he get angry because I rejected him and ran away? What if Taemin asked me why I reacted like that. I was afraid of facing with him now, so I skipped class, but I didn’t know any where I could go until the school dismissed. Suddenly I thought of the top roof. My phone couldn’t stop vibrating, Taemin sent  me many texts. However, I didn’t know what should I reply from him. I thought he’s worried about me, so I texted back “I’m just not feeling well, so I stayed at home. Don’t worry” I lied him that I was staying at home. The sky’s so blue, and the wind blew away through my hair. It made me feel so relaxed and so sleepy. I started falling asleep

In the dream,

“Where am I now?” I mumbled, everything’s so black and empty. There’s no light shining. This space’s so stuffy. I heard the foot step get louder and louder. Someone’s walking towards me. But I couldn’t see his face clearly. A hand traveled along my arm, and it slide down my waist and my lap. That touch made me creepy. I couldn’t stop shivering hard. “Who is touching me?” I thought. I pushed the hand away and moved back and back until my back against the wall. I  wanted to escape from here, but I was surrounded by 4 walls. The room was so dark, I started running away, but a strong hand pulled me into those creepy arms. I shouted “No, No, go away …”

Taemin’s POV

As arriving at the roof top, I saw Sulli sleeping here. She lied curled up on the cold ground. Her body’s shivering hard, mumbled something that I couldn’t hear it probably. Her face started sweating. She looked like having a nightmare. I patted her shoulder slightly, she didn’t still woke up. Then I shook her shoulder harder. This time it worked. She slowly opened her eyes and shouted at me “No, No, go away…” She sat up right away, and pushed me away. Her push was very strong, that made me tumbled down on the ground. She’s still in half sleep, I walked towards her again, and patted her face

-          Sulli … Are you okay? – I said

-          Um … Tae … Taemin – she mumbled while opening her eyes

-          You’re awake – I said

-          What’s happened? – she said

-          You fell asleep, and you seemed had a nightmare – I said

-          Nightmare? A dark room … creepy – she continue mumbling something I couldn’t understand

-          Yes, she even pushed me away and said … - I said

-          Said what? –  before I could finish, she said louder, stared at me with her worried eyes 

-          You said no … for something… and go away – I said

-          And something else? – she asked me

-          No … that’s all – I said

Then she sighed, looked at me and quickly avoided my eye contact. She didn’t want to see me, so she lied me that she stayed at home, but she’s at the roof top. she’s definitely still angry with me

-          Why did you lie me? You said you stayed at home – I asked

-          Um … I … - she said hesitately

-          Are you angry with me, and avoiding me because of yesterday? – I said

-          No … I’m not angry with you or something – she shook her head

-          Sorry about yesterday – I said

-          Huh? – she raised her eyebrows

-          I knew that’s all my faults. I shouldn’t ask you about it too early. I should think you’re the same with those girls I used to date. You’re most innocent girl I ever knew, and I always treasure you – I said while caressing her face

-          I’m sorry. I’m very scared of man. You’re the one I love, I should be happy when you’re loving and touching me. But why did everything turn very creepy? I should accept you with all my heart. I;m very afarid that you would be angry with me. So I can’t face with you – Sulli said while crying

-           Don’t worry, Sulli. I should be the one who afaird of facing with you. I did something very bad to you. I couldn’t control myself when you’re around me. I promise I won’t do that to you until you can accept me – I said

She nodded her head, and I wiped her eyes away. we both enjoyed the peace in silent. We didn't say anything, just holding hands of each other and admiring the blue beautiful sky. 

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sorry for this boring chapter. I have no idea for this chapter. I promise next chapter would be better T.T

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flaming260297 #1
Chapter 30: Aaaaaaa!!! I just finished reading ur story! What a sweet story!>< love it. Thank you for this sweet-cute-wonderful-lovely story author nim♡♡♡ author-nim jjang!!^^
korinna26 #2
Chapter 30: Love ur story, it's so sweet
SeobabyAngel
#3
Chapter 30: I really really love this story alot ♥
shinjeah #4
Chapter 10: aawww sho shweett
shinjeah #5
Chapter 3: when will taemin transform her as in like take her and go shopping fix her..umm everything??
charlenekyu #6
Chapter 30: Sweet ending and so touchy~ Taemin such a good guy who is waiting for her . Like this story (y)
keep your good work , author !!! :D
Thatawkwardday
#7
Chapter 30: OMG. This story made me cry 15 billion times. (5 times) I loved it so much!!! Keep writing!
walkgreeem
#8
Chapter 30: good job author-nim :')