Suzy’s POV

Sunday, I couldn’t get up because I was too sleepy. I spent all night to think about the girl named Jinri and Sulli. My intuition told me there’s a connection between 2 of them. There couldn’t be a big coincidence. Today was the last day Min stayed in Seoul, so I took her around the city, and went shopping with her. At the end of the day, she bid to goodbye her at train station. I gave her a squeeze before seeing her off. I really had a good time with Min. I even promised her I would visit her in my next summer holidays.

I went back my home alone, and went straight to my room. I opened the school year-book and stared at the picture of that beautiful girl named Jinri. I browsed her the school year-book, because I needed it to reveal Sulli’s secret. This could be evidence.

 Next day, I went to school as usual. I saw Sulli and Taemin acting cold in front of everyone’s eyes again. During the class, I peeped over them, and saw sometimes Taemin looking at her and smiling, she replied him back with a small smile and quickly turned away before someone noticing it. Suddenly, I felt hating her a little bit. I hated the way she tried to be innocent in front of Taemin. I wrote a piece of note and sent it to Sulli

Sulli’s POV

A piece of note flying over my desk, I opened it and saw that’s Suzy. She wrote “Can I meet you at the recess?” I wondered why she needed to meet me at recess. I didn’t reject her request, just accepted it without hesitate. I turned my head towards her, and nodded as my agreement.

At the recess, Taemin whispered to me “Let’s meet at rooftop” , I shook my head and said

-          Sorry, I have something to do.  Can you have lunch with your friends?

-          But I prefer having lunch with you rather than with them – he pouted cutely

-          Just today, okay? -  I smiled at him

-          Okay, just today only – he said and went to cafeteria with his friends.

After Taemin going away, I saw Suzy was waiting for me at the front door of my class. I went towards her and said

-          Hi Suzy. So, what do you want to talk to me? – I said

-          Not here, follow me – she said coldly

And I just followed her, we went to the back school yard. There’s no one around here, except us. I wonder why she acted so mysteriously. She’s kind of making me scared. Even though we were not close friends, it’s the first time she looked serious. All of the sudden, she turned her face to me and looked straight into my eyes, looked like she was investigating a criminal.

-          Sulli, do you know someone named Jinri? – she said calmly while looking at me

My hands were getting shivering, my eyes were getting hurt - at the verge of crying, and I couldn’t believe what my ears could hear. Did she mention “Jinri”? I tried to hold my tears back. Why … why did you know about that name? What did she know about my past?

Suzy’s POV

As I mentioned about Jinri, Sulli’s face was getting pale as a blank paper. I also saw her hand shivering hard, she kept avoiding looking at my eyes, and staring at the ground. She didn’t reply, just remained a silence. I opened my former school year-book and showed her the picture

-          Do you know her? Jinri – honor student in my former school

She raised her head up and looked at the picture in school year-book. She covered with two hands and her tears started rolling down on her cheek.

-          Don’t you think you and her are quite look-alike? – I said with a joking voice – I think you and she must have a blood-relationship like sisters or you and she are the same person. – I continue saying and yelling at her

She didn’t reply anything again, just shaking her head and squeezing her hands together tightly. Just look at her reaction right now, I could say all of my predictions were true.

-          I know it all. You are Choi Jinri. I also know about your secret. My friends told me you got pregnant with a king boy while going school. Who knows behind your innocent face is a ty girl. You acted like you’re a good and innocent girl in front of Taemin oppa, don’t you? – I yelled at her with all of my angers.

-          No, I’m … - she mumbled

-          Stop acting innocent in front of me. Taemin oppa isn’t here. No need to try to be naïve – I lifted her chin, forcing her looking at my eyes deeply – Who could expect a nerdy girl in school is a beautiful girl with a shameful past.

-           Please, … Suzy … Don’t tell anyone – she holding my hand as begging

-          I don’t care who you were within the past, I just care you’re lying to Taemin oppa day by day. What a cruel girl. Look at your face right now, I bet Taemin oppa doesn’t know it, right? – I asked

-          Tae … Taemin oppa doesn’t know it, please don’t tell him – she said with teary, red, swollen eyes

-          Don’t tell him? So, you want me to help you lie him. No way – I said

-          Please, don’t … don’t tell him – she kneed down in front of my eyes

-          Alright, I won’t tell him with one condition. Stop loving him, make him leave you. I don’t want to see he’s getting hurt because of a girl like you – I requested a condition

-          Break…breaking up with him? – she said with shaking voice

-          Yes, breaking up with him. Or I’ll let him know about your past. And I bet he’ll leave you, because no one can accept a   - I said

-          I … I really love Taemin – she told me

-          Don’t say it with me. I’m not Taemin. Let’s sleep on it, you have 3 days to think about it

I finished conversation with her, and went away. I looked back and saw her kneeing down on the ground, kept crying. I wonder if she’s really hurt, or just for acting. I felt a little bit cruel for her, but I didn’t want to see Taemin oppa getting hurt. I was not sure that’s a right decision or not. I just wanted she left Taemin, stopped making a lie to him day by day.

Sulli’s POV

So, Suzy had already known about my secret that I had to burry since a long time. I wished no one knew about my shameful past. She asked me breaking up with Taemin, but I really love him. I didn’t want to separate from him. What if I wouldn’t accept her condition? Would she tell Taemin oppa? Then what look would he look at me? I hated being looked at with disgusting eyes that I used to be looked at. My classmates, my neighbors calling me “”. I’m not that as they thought. No one listened my explanation. And Taemin will be like them. The cruelest thing in the world is the person I loved, calling me a , giving me a disgusting look, staying away from me as I’m dirty garbage.”Please, forgive me, Taemin” I had no choice.

Taemin’s POV

Sulli asked me wait for her at the school yard. I bet she’d miss me already. That girl can’t leave me every second. I walked towards Sulli who was sitting at the bench near the football field. I tried to walk silently as I could. And covered her eyes with my two hands. She startled and said

-          Taemin… Taemin …? – she said with softer voice than usual

-          It’s me – your beloved boyfriend – I pecked on her cheek – Are you missing me, right?

She didn’t reply, just smiled. I felt her acting really strange today. I sat next to her, held her hands in mine. She took her hand back, which made me surprised. What’s wrong with her today?

-          Taemin … I – she said

-          Huh? – I said

-          I want to … - she hesitated

-          You want to kiss me, right? – I joked

-          Break … up – she slowly said it, to make sure I could hear it

-          Today is not April Fool, stop joking around Sulli – I tried to deny what she said

-          Look at me, do I look like joking around? – she said with straight face

-          Sulli – ah, your acting is really good, it scared me – I said with worried tone

-          Oppa, sorry. Please, break up. – she stood up and said louder

-          Sulli, what’s wrong with you. We’re dating happily. Did I make something wrong? – I said

-          You didn’t do something wrong. It’s all my fault – she said and turned her face away

-          Tell me why you want to break up. – I took her shoulders tightly, force her looking at me

-          I … because … because I realized I didn’t love you – she said with hesitate

-          After dating with me over 3 months, I said I don’t love me – I yelled at me

-          Sorry, Taemin … I love someone else – she said

My eyes almost pop up as hearing she said she loved someone else, not me. Did she know how much her cruel? She made me falling into love with her, made me love her with all my heart, made me love her more than anything. I quitted my playboy to willing love only girl in this world. Why did she betray me love so cruelly? No, she’s lying. No one could win over me.

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