Was I nervous? Yes, I was. I was worried the moment he came in. Would he tell them? Would he really tell them what happened? I mean, I showed him because I trusted him and I also told him not to tell anyone. Well, We will see. Why do I feel like I did something dirty with him and hiding the fact from anyone. Anyway.

He just sat next to me and laughed at outhers talking. Like...I was worried for nothing. I was relieved but somehow inside me something felt unsetling. Ofcourse I just didn't sit there thinking these useless stuff. I was trying my best to forget my toughts and laugh with everyone else and joke.

"Key Hyung. When will you tell us your night before?" Teamin suddenly opened the most sensitive topic right now which he did not have any idea of! I looked at Key, with my so-calm-but-nervous look.

"I-just had fun. What? Are you expecting something?" Key said.

"Ani. It's just that you came early hyung." I wished Teamin could just say ,okay hyung, and then done. But no wish can become true easly.

"You couldn't get a girl, right?" Minho said which leaded me to lots of toughts. What did he do after he relaized that that girl wasn't me?

"well, I had to look after Amber, so no more girls" Key pouted.

"What!? Noona were you with him?" Taemin asked shocked.

"And you didn't invite us." Minho pouted next.

"So, that's why you were thinking hard today... about a girl which you didn't have a chance to get close to. " Jonghyun laughed.

He was thinking hard?....about a girl?...which he didn't have the chance to get close to...because of me? Everyone looked at Key.

"Hyung, you were troubled by a girl? Why didn't you talk it out with us?" Teamin asked.

"Talk. Now." Onew demanded.

"Guys. Pleasseeee.. Me? Troubled by a girl? Jonghyun don't talk nonsense with them." Key talked back annoyed.

"Why are you annoyed? You could have just told me, you know?" I mean, I wasn't there most of the time. He could have done anything.

"Wha- I am not annoyed."

"And feel nervous?" Onew questioned again.

"No.I- Guys, I am not interested in any girl. I mean it."

Key forcefully ended the topic there and I ended up going back to home earlier than I expected. What can I do? He was acting all weird and so. And everytime I heard him saying that he did not like ANY girl, annoyed me to no end.

"Swipge neom boljariga 
Aniya hangsang nan ijarie (e! Ei~) 
Nan ijarie (e! Ei~) 

Gamhi niga swipge yeogil neom bwa 
Utgijimara deoldeoltteoneun geobwa
Geobwa naega hangsang malhaetjana 
Geureodaga hanbange hukga
Heuteureojiji ma (a! Ait~) 
Heuteureojiji ma (a! Ait~) 
Heuteureojiji ma (a! Ait~) "

(Hyuna- Straight Up)

While I was listening to this song, that person came to my mind again. Yeah, my ex. I wish I listened to this song sooner, before that time. I was nothing like this song. But, somehow listening to these lyrics made me feel stronger. I was glad that Key didn't talk a word about that night. But he was still irking me now and then. I am not stupid. I have been through this before. This... That I was starting to fall for Key. I am aware of it. But what will I do?

Wait.

Wait a minute.

NO WAY.

WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING?

The hell I'm gonna do anything. Key and I are forever friends. Get this into your ing mind Amber.