http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3elY_RarSdE

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One night, you and Junhyung were cuddled on the couch watching a movie. No words were spoken. Eyes were glued on the screen but neither of you were really watching it.

You were thinking of ways to persuade him to get treatment.

Junhyung was thinking of a way to tell you goodbye. *Maybe it’s better not to say one at all since it might not be. I should leave it ambiguous.*

Too much thinking made him dizzy. His head rang with an approaching headache.

Junhyung slightly pulled away from you.

“What’s wrong?” You asked. He just laid his head in your lap.

You gave him a concerned look, “Does your head hurt?”

“No.” Junhyung lied. “I just want to lie in your lap. It’s warm.”

You softened. Gently, you ran your fingers through his hair. Your touch made his heart melt. It made him want to think twice about leaving. “~~~~ah…”

“Hmm?”

“…Do you regret coming with me?” Junhyung whispered. You stared at him. He opened his eyes, “Do you regret giving up your normal life in Seoul to come live in the middle of nowhere with me?”

You shook your head firmly, “Of course not. I was the one that wanted to come, remember?”

“But I always felt bad.” Junhyung whispered. “I felt like I forced you into a world of sickness. We didn’t do anything fun. All you did was watch and nurse me.”

“Don’t think like that. Ho