While waiting for dinner, Lay and you walk by the nearest park after being scold by his mother for helping.

The both of you sit down on a bench, slightly far from others. Lay looks at you, you ask "What?" Lay answers "You know... I-i..."

You ask "You probably wonder why i left you for years dont you? Im so selfish..." You muttered the last part. Lay answers "Well, who doesnt you only told Fuhan to pass me a letter and we didnt have a proper goodbye. Im more confused as to why you left me."

You reply "I'm sorry, i just didnt want to tell you..." Lay asks "Tell me what Jia?" You reply "Remember how excited you were when you got casted? That exact year? When i suddenly left you?"

Lay answers "Yeah, i wanted to share the joy with you but ma passed me the letter saying Fuhan sent it. Changde to Changsha is a two hours journey, why did he send it instead of mailing it?"

You look down at the ground, cloud of water forming in your eyes. Lay asks "Why did you leave Jia? No, what made you leave?" You reply "Dont tell me you thought that it was because of you?"

Lay answers "Well, i dont really have a clue back then," wiping your tears with his thumbs. You heave a sigh and reply "I... I suffered brain cancer. The doctor said i didnt seem to last long and i didnt want to be the reason of you putting down your dream. I was scared Yixing... I was scared that if i told you, you'd push your dreams away. I didnt want that and i most certain