~Zelo POV/flashback~

After Jongup hyung dragged me into the taxi with him, Youngjae and Yongguk hyung I was sad. I wanted to sit next to Bin-ie and play with her. I was going to argue, but Jongup hyung pushed me into the taxi. I didn't even have time to wave back. I sat in the back with Youngjae and Jongup hyung. I sat in the middle because I was the maknae. I kept thinking about Bin-ie. 

"I hope she's okay that I'm not with her...who's in that taxi again? Yongguk, Youngjae and Jongup hyung are here so Himchan hyung and...crap...no..." I just remembered that Daehyun hyung was in the same taxi as Bin-ie was. I was a bit worried because Himchan hyung probably sat in the front because he was the oldest and Bin-ie and Daehyun hyung are probably sitting in the back...together...alone. Just the thought of Bin-ie and Daehyun hyung alone made me crazy. I kept turning my head back in case I could see Bin-ie's taxi, but I couldn't. We were ahead of them, so I couldn't do much. 

I put my hands together and prayed that Bin-ie wouldn't forget my words and fall for Daehyun hyung. After I prayed I closed my eyes because I was so tired from our filming today. After a good 30 minutes, we arrived at the amusement park. We arrived first so we got our tickets and waited inside the park. The park looked amazing. So many rollercoasters! 

"I can't wait until Bin-ie gets here! Then we can ride toge--" then I just remembered Bin-ie saying she couldn't ride rollercoasters. I threw my hands down and realized that Daehyun hyung was scared of rollercoasters too. 

"Does that mean Daehyun hyung and Bin-ie are going to be together?" I thought. I sighed and put my head on Yongguk hyung's shoulder. 

"You okay there? You seem a bit down.." 

"No I'm fine..it's just--"

"They're here! Finally!" 

I lifted my head up from Yongguk-ie hyung's shoulder and looked around to find Bin-ie. I saw her step out of the taxi with Himchan hyung putting his arm around her shoulder. I didn't feel jealous because I knew Himchan hyung didn't like her like that. He even told me. However, I kept an eye on Himchan hyung just in case he does something because he can get a bit touchy with anyone. I kept looking at them and saw Bin-ie look at me. I smiled and waved my arms in the air to make sure that she saw me. Seh smiled back and waved. I was thrilled to see her, but then she turned around and focused on the pretzel stand. I tried to look over to see who she was staring and realized Daehyun hyung was there. I quickly turned my focus back to Bin-ie, but luckily she was talking with Himchan hyung. 

I saw Himchan hyung's face turn red after talking with Bin-ie. I wonder what they talked about. After they talked, I saw all three of them walking. I was only focused on Bin-ie though. Her beautiful long hair flowing in the wind made my heart skip a beat. After they entered the amusement park I quickly tried to run over to her, but Jongup hyung pinked arms with me and ran towards a rollercoaster. I looked back at Bin-ie and realized she was talking with Daehyun hyung. He looked sad, but I couldn't tell what he was sad about. 

After we got on line for the rollercoaster I looked around to find Bin-ie and I did. But she was standing next to Daehyun hyung who kept staring at her. I was a bit mad, but it was our turn came for the ride. I yelled Bin-ie's name, but she didn't pay attention to me. Instead she looked at Daehyun hyung. I was furious. I kept repeatidly calling her name, but she wouldn't even budge. I bet everyone in LA could have heard me screaming Bin-ie's name, but she wasn't paying attention. After the ride ended, I ran as fast as I can to the exit until I tripped. I quickly got up and ran towards Bin-ie. 

"Hey I kept calling you!" She zoned out while I was talking with her. I tried getting her attention, but it looked like she was about to have a serious conversation with Daehyun hyung. I wanted the staring battle to end so I quickly pinked arms with Bin-ie and ran. She said she was hungry, so I tried looking for a restaurant, but I knew she made an excuse. I stopped running and asked her what she wanted to eat, but she wasn't paying attention; again. I as frustrated and tired. I wanted her to talk to me, but she wouldn't even look at me. 

When she finally talked to me, it was a request to ride the ferris wheel. I accepted the offer and we ran towards the ferris wheel. Once it was our turn, I ran onto the cart and sat across from Bin-ie. She looked worried. Ever since she entered the amusement park, she looked worried about something. I thought it was because of her nightmare, but I realized that something could have happened inside the taxi. I asked her questions because I was worried about her. I asked if Himchan hyung did something and she said no. So it could only be: Daehyun hyung. My heart sank when she nodded. 

"I knew I should have rode the saem taxi as her. Why Daehyun hyung? Why?" I  kept thinking to myself. I asked her if she was worrying over Daehyun hyung. But she remained quiet. I was frustrated and wanted to know why she was so worried so I asked, 

"If it is Daehyun hyung, stay silent. But if it's not...hug me." I closed my eyes after asking her. My heart was beating like crazy. I thought I was dreaming. I would have never imagined asking Bin-ie such a question. Even though I was her boyfriend, I was still scared. I wanted her to hug me, but something about the atmosphere and her expression made me doubt myself. I waited a good 2 minutes with my arms open wide. It hurt, but I endured it because I was curious to know why Bin-ie was so sad. Once our ride was over I knew that she was worried because of Daehyun hyung. My eyes became watery, but I didn't want her to see. I quickly got up from my seat and ran out. She followed me, but she didn't catch up to me. I didn't know what to say to her. I didn't want to yellat her, nor did I want to smile. I wasn't angry with her, but more disappointed. 

I heard Yongguk hyung call our names and I turned around. I didn't want Yongguk hyung to think anything bad happened between me and Bin-ie so I quickly ran up to her and linked arms with her. I smiled, but it hurt me inside. I was faking my smile. I was in so much pain. My heart sank whenever I looked at her. Her eyes looked puffy and red. 

"She must've cried too.." I thought to myself. Once Yongguk hyung left, I let go of her arm and walked in front of her. I wanted to slap myself for not comforting Bin-ie and her choice. 

"What kind of man are you? Letting your girl fall for another guy....What's wrong with you?" I kept thinking to myself. I started to cry more, but I didn't want Bin-ie or anyone to see. I quickly ran towards Yongguk hyung and didn't turn back to see her. Just looking at her made me teary.

~End of POV/flashback~

You looked at Daehyun with teary eyes. He held onto your hand tightly. You tried to let go, but you gave up. You started to cry even more. 

"What's wrong with you? What were you trying to tell me before?" you said as you were tearing up again. 

Daehyun stared at you blankly. 

"I overheard your conversation with Himchan hyung in the car. Is it true?"

You blanked out. You couldn't believe that he was awake too. 

"Obviously not..."

"Don't lie.." he said with a stern face.

"Okay I was looking at you, but not in the kind of 'oh i like you' way, but more like a next-door oppa way.." you said as she slightly hit the back of your thigh because you were embarrassed.

You looked at Daehyun's face, but it was still blank. 

"Bin-ah...I know that you're Zelo's girlfriend and stuff, but you have to be more loyal to him." he said. You were shocked. 

"What do you mean loyal to him? I am! I only think and care about Zelo. I never want to see him in pain or anything!" you said while panting because you were so mad. 

"If you love him so much, why didn't you hug him during the ferris wheel ride?" 

You stared blankly at him. You couldn't believe your ears. 

"H-h-how did you--" 

"I saw you up there with him. I was wondering what was happening and after I scrutinized you two, I saw Zelo holding his arms open for a hug, but you didn't hug him."

You were actually fascinated by Daehyun. You couldn't believe that he saw you and Zelo up on the ferris wheel. 

"I'm sorry oppa, but that isn't any of your business..." 

"It's not my business, but the sight of seeing my dongseng cry hurts me. And it should hurt you more because your the one he's in love with. Remember what I told you at the hospital? Don't forget them.." he said as he turned around and left. 

You were confused and sad. You didn't want Daehyun thinking you were a bad person, but you were. You were thinking about another man other than Zelo. Zelo was in so much pain, but you didn't do anything about it. You just kept silent because you thought if you lied, it would hurt him more.

You turned around to see the members waving at you to hurry up. 

"Come on we're hungry!!"

"Yea! Let's go!" 

You quickly tried to run over to them. You noticed that Zelo was ignoring you and Daehyun kept giving you a disappointed look. 

"Let's go out to eat now!" 

You and B.A.P started to exit the amusement park. Even though you should have been happy, you weren't. 

You looked at Zelo from time to time, but he ignored you. You didn't even want to look at Daehyun, but he kept on staring at you. 

You were confused...

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