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A Leap Of Faith

I didn't want to let go of him and I guess he felt the same way. 

Joon Hee started laughing when I suddenly let out a loud belch. I didn't find it funny.

"You had a lot to drink. Go to bed." He disentangled himself from me. His smile was absolutely brilliant. I'd never seen him so happy. Had my simple kiss made him that way?

I leaned forward to kiss him again but he pulled back.

"I'm not kissing you after that. Gross." The smile was still there, however.

I watched him leave. The alcohol was making me sleepy but the adrenaline from the kiss and Joon Hee's words ,earlier that evening, was fighting it. I took a shower and collapsed onto my bed. I dreamt that I was making out with Shi Won but she turned into Joon Hee.

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Having the day off meant I had nothing to distract my thoughts. I tried watching TV, reading, and even cleaning but my mind kept nagging me about the previous night's events.

Could I blame my behavior on the alcohol and claim I didn't remember any of it?

Was Joon Hee going to think I was his...boyfriend now? Was I?

He had looked so happy.

I let out a long sigh. I should have stuck with Shi Won. Why had I convinced myself that kissing Joon Hee was a good idea? 

My questions were interrupted by an incoming text from Shi Won.

--Nice going, Cassanova. @}--------

Ugh. Really? What had Joon Hee told her? Why did he have to keep telling her stuff about us?! 

--Stop reporting everything to Shi Won! (>_<)-- I sent off to him angrily.

--Sorry. I was excited. (・・;)-- Came his quick reply. I found myself blushing furiously. Crap. I have a boyfriend, don't I? No. No way.

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Joon Hee showed up later that night with a pack of beers and a movie. We were settled on the couch watching comfortably, all thoughts of romance forgotten. I finally felt relaxed. 

"How are things at work?" I asked Joon Hee during an especially boring part of the movie.

"Fine. Nothing exciting." He yawned and stretched, settling back on the couch. He looked like he could use some sleep.

"You look exhausted. Why are you even here? You should be at home sleeping."

"I'm fine."

I'm not sure when it happened, but we both fell asleep. I only realized it when I heard the door open. I was confused for a moment.

"Aren't you two cute." Came a laugh.

I groaned and opened my eyes. Shi Won and my brother were standing there looking amused. I frowned. What were they doing here? I tried to sit up but something heavy and warm was on my chest. I looked down. 

Joon Hee was sleeping comfortably on top of me. His brown hair had fallen down over his eyes. He looked peaceful--no sad eyes or brilliant smile. 

When I remembered my brother was standing there, I shoved Joon Hee off me and sat up with a bit of a panic. 

"Ow!!!" Joon Hee complained from his place sprawled on the hard floor. He rubbed his head as he looked up at me. "What was there for?!"

He followed my gaze and turned around, seeing the two uninvited guess. 

"You okay?" Shi Won helped him to his feet.

"Yeah." He gave me a light kick. "Jerk."

"Why are you here?" I asked Shi Won and my brother, irritated and embarrassed. 

"We were in the neighborhood." Shi Won answered. 

"We?" Tae Woong had a girlfriend now, why were they hanging out?

Suddenly a third person stepped in. It was said girlfriend. I groaned and rolled my eyes. What a terrible day!

"Oh!" She said, having the decency to be embarrassed about barging in, unlike Shi Won and Tae Woong. "I'm sorry. We should have called first."

"Should have knocked." I grumbled. 

"I was thinking you'd like to join us for dinner." Tae Woong was saying to me. "Double date, ya know?"

"We're not dating!" Shi Won and I said simultaneously. 

The doctor laughed. "Me thinks thou doest protest too much. How cute."

I turned and looked and Joon Hee. His sad eyes met mine. I knew what he was thinking. He was thinking that I should be dating Shi Won--or a woman at least. 

I was tired of it. I knew I was going to regret this immediately, but I was never one for thinking things thru. I grabbed Joon Hee and crashed my lips against his. 

 


You know I always end my chapters like that, right? I had this one planned out in my head but it didn't turn out anything like I expected--at all.

I used to have 4 upvotes for this story. Now there are only 3. ah well. :p I'm just happy and shocked that I got any! 

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12/31 I know I've left you hanging, but I'm working on it now. [A Leap of Faith]

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ThisMomentWhen
#1
Chapter 15: I don't know why..but new career is better written than this. Don't get me wrong! I love this story (haven't watched the drama tho..too sad they didn't end up together ;-;) and it's so much better than most of the stuff here, but it seems like you put more love in writing new career^^ but I still loved this a lot~ when will you update the last chapter?
sharysofyan
#2
Chapter 15: Is this the final chapter?
I wish I could find another one as an update..
(^_')♡
14JKSor3KHJ
#3
Chapter 15: Re A/N Yes, after reading New Career I can see how your other stories have been treated like the neighbors neighbor step-children.

Dong Il and Il Hwa when they went to have in the car and got caught. I was rolling. I was like car smex in a sedan is like one of the best places. Kyaa. I wonder if I should join the Single Friends Adventure club here? They go hiking, take trips to casinos, wall climb, horse back riding, take in shows, etc. You chose which events you want to participate in. Hmm, "I'm thinking; I'm thinking..." I've actually thought about this for the past three of years -about how long my gay husband has been going steady, grrr- cause all my local friends are married and the single ones live 7+ hours away.

I enjoyed this. To me you could potentially settle this in three chapters. No need to drag it out. It seems to have reached it's natural close to the end anyways.
14JKSor3KHJ
#4
Chapter 14: hahaha, yes, that is something Tae Woong would say. I'm glad that you went for that verse the alternative. Confusion and misunderstandings have their place but not all the time. Clue scenes from You're the Best Lee Soon Shin, Cheongdamdong Alice, and Bride of the Century. I was like all this misunderstanding drama is ruining my enjoyment of the kdrama. But like a glutton for punishment, I watched every episode.
14JKSor3KHJ
#5
Chapter 13: Re A/N it's tough being a writer. And Eun Ji's fangirling over H.O.T. was like one of the best things ever.

*I don't know why I kept calling her Eun Bi when it's Eun Ji* Though I loved Eun Bi in Flower Boy Ramen Shop. That was a good story. And I felt so bad for her about her missed opportunity with her Dad.
14JKSor3KHJ
#6
Chapter 12: See I knew 'Kisses' was important. Yoon jae and Joon Hee took on opposite roles of confidence. And that makes a huge difference. So readers should read 'Kisses' for the a deeper understanding into the psyche of the boys. Pfft, it's purely for ah, erh, literature understanding of the fic.
14JKSor3KHJ
#7
Chapter 11: *furiously blushing* author-nim? What do you mean that people could skip this chapter as it had nothing to do with the progression of the story? I found it gave me a tone of insight into the characters development. It was a must read. I'd be clueless if I just went to 'Aftermath'. Really. Boy-scout swear. 'Kisses' was integral.
14JKSor3KHJ
#8
Chapter 10: Seo Guk gets that dreamy look when he's being all manly compassionate and comforting. Pulling Hoya in his arms. And talk about two kinds of lips that are meant for kissing. yes sir-ree I love him as a love interest lead in dramas. Though I think that Eun Bi has been the only one that has matched him for vitality on screen. Korean women have to worry so much about their image and dating rumors that their acting suffers for it.
14JKSor3KHJ
#9
Chapter 9: Oh, Yoon Jae that's so aggressively cute. Go ahead and kiss him in front of everyone and let's hope that Joon Hee will be gentle with you.

Re A/N. Someone took back there upvote? Is that even possible? It shouldn't be allowed.
14JKSor3KHJ
#10
Chapter 8: And how difficult must it be for men to come to terms and allow themselves to love who they love? Not saying that it's easier for women but women tend to get a gentler pass. People keep on thinking they'll do a man to but right now their just in love with a woman--or that's how I tend to think people must be cause they get real hostile about gay men but women are just....Idk how to express it but do you understand what I'm saying? Like one of my minor in psych courses Human uality had a term for women in college LUG - Lesbian Until Graduation but there's no term for me. And the 60+ plus students in class all had this look like, "yah, that's understandable. DOn't want kids and not ready to date." And I was like, what? Is it an thing? Gosh I'm really feeling old since the whole twitter incident. I need to recall youthful and fun stories to share with you. I'm not bitter anymore but I'm close to going in the bathroom to in my stomach and count my wrinkles. Truly.