A Leap Of Faith

A Leap Of Faith

Telling Tae Woong went much better than I had expected. I told him Joon Hee and I didn't really want anyone else to know we were a couple now. He didn't really need to be told that, did he? I wasn't taking any chances. I wasn't ashamed of being with Joon Hee...not really. But people and it wouldn't take long for someone to attack my masculinity once they find out I have with a guy. I know when I find out someone is gay, I wonder which one of them takes it--well, you know what I mean. I don't want people wondering that about me. Not really anyone's business anyway. I just want to spend the rest of my life with my best friend.

I'd really like Joon Hee to move back in. I wasn't going to get the chance to see him until sometime this afternoon. I didn't know anything about his roommate. It's not like we could hang out there with the other guy around. We'd have to pretend we were just friends. Which, we are, but after trying out the intimacy, I wanted more. 

Work went okay. Joon Hee and I traded some texts trying to get our plans together for later in the day.

I didn't get to see him until five o'clock. We went out to eat first. Then, we ended up at my place. 

"So, I told Tae Woong." I said as I handed my boyfriend a beer. Yeah, boyfriend. Eep.

"What?" Joon Hee looked startled. "About us?"

"Yeah."

"I thought we were going to tell him together." He looked a bit hurt.

"I was trying to be nice to you." I defended myself. Was he always so easily hurt? "If he was going to be upset, I'd rather he take it out on me. He's my brother, after all."

"I should have been there." 

Was he pouting? Adorable. I couldn't help myself. I kissed him. He flashed a small smile, despite his best effort, and looked away.

"So come with me when I tell Shi Won's parents." I offered.

"We don't have to tell anyone. We aren't obligated."

"But other than my brother, they are my family. I want them to know how happy I am. You know they love you already."

Joon Hee didn't looked convinced. It was time to take out the big guns. I set my beer down and took his hands in mine, rubbing my thumbs over his knuckles.

"I don't care who knows. I love you. All those wasted years we could have been together--I mean, we were together, but not--" Nothing like tripping over my tongue to convince someone to do what I want.

"I know what you mean." Joon Hee saved me from my rambling. "But you're a judge, Yoon Jae. You might lose your job if anyone at work finds out about us."

"Fine. We'll keep things a secret--but not from my family. Please?"

"Okay." He sighed. "But this is it. Nobody else."

"Okay. Okay." I couldn't help the big goofy smile on my face. I was so in love with this guy.

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So here we were at Shi Won's parents' house. It was a nice reunion--Dong Il, Il Hwa, Shi Won, Joon Hee, and I. They asked about my brother and how work was going for each of us. It had been a while since they'd seen me, as I'd been avoiding Shi Won.

Il Hwa, of course, made too much food for the meal and packed up some left overs for each of us to take home.

"So what is this news you wanted to tell us?" Dong Il asked.

I was suddenly a little nervous. Joon Hee wouldn't even look at me.

"Uh...I wanted to tell you about the person I'm dating." I said bravely. Okay, I didn't say it very bravely, but it took a lot of courage to say.

"Oh?" Il Hwa looked interested immediately. "You should have brought her!"

This had been so much smoother in my head.

"Yes, absolutely!" Dong Il chimed in. "We want to meet her."

Shi Won was very amused. Joon Hee shot her an unhappy look. She just grinned at him.

"I'm dating Joon Hee." I said, throat dry.

There was silence for a moment, followed by laughter.

"You had us going!" Dong Il laughed. "We really thought you were dating someone! Can't your brother set you up with anyone?"

"He's being serious, Dad." Shi Won spoke up. "They're a couple."

"A couple of what?" He was clueless.

Joon Hee was giving me an I-told-you-so look.

"Since when?" Il Hwa blurted, getting to her feet. I thought she was going to hit us with something. It wouldn't be the first time.

"Uh...recently. Very recently." I stammered, eyeing her hands cautiously.

She was next to us then, throwing her arms around us in a tight hug.

"Oh you two!" She squeezed us. "You're so cute together!"

Joon Hee and I were both staring at her, open mouthed in shock. Actually, everyone was.

"Wait..." Dong Il finally got it. "Joon Hee and Yoon Jae...What are you thinking?!" And he hit me.

"Ow!" I complained. I noticed he hit me and not Joon Hee.

"Stop that!" Il Hwa scolded her husband. "They're adorable."

"Adorable?! You're the only one who is going to think that!"

"I think they're cute together, too." Shi Won added.

Her father shot her a disapproving look. 

"And what is Tae Woong going to say?" Dong Il scolded the couple.

"He supports us." 

"So we're the last ones to know?" Dong Il sounded a bit miffed at that. Why? He obviously didn't think we should love each other. 

"I get Joon Hee as a son in law, after all!" Il Hwa was hugging my adorable boyfriend again. Joon Hee looked a little uncomfortable with all the attention. Shi Won was obviously still enjoying the show.

"And your job?" Shi Won's father was still trying to convince us to come to our senses. 

"Besides you and Tae Woong, nobody else knows. It's better that way." I told him.

"So, if someone else did find out, would you chose your job over Joon Hee?"

​"No." I'd never answered a question so fast in my life. 

"I don't want a deadbeat boyfriend." Joon Hee said dryly. Oh gee, thanks.

"Did you tell your parents, yet?"

I hadn't even thought of that. Does that make me a bad son? Probably. 

"What about Joon Hee's parents?" Dong Il continued.

"Would you just stop it!" Il Hwa showed her annoyance by slapping her husband's shoulder.

"They need to think about these things!" He defended himself. "Society is not kind to homouals. They need to be sure about this!"

Oh. I thought he didn't support us. But, in typical Dong Il fashion, he cared in his own rough manner. I looped an arm around his neck.

"Aigoooo! You're so caring!"

He grumbled at me and shoved my arm away. The rest of us dissolved into laughter, relieved that we could continue to be family. Joon Hee reached over and slipped his fingers thru mine, squeezing my hand. Have I mentioned how lucky I am to be in love with my best friend?


One more chapter and we'll be done. =)

I'm sorry I made you wait so long for a new chapter. I was having trouble writing this part. 

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ThisMomentWhen
#1
Chapter 15: I don't know why..but new career is better written than this. Don't get me wrong! I love this story (haven't watched the drama tho..too sad they didn't end up together ;-;) and it's so much better than most of the stuff here, but it seems like you put more love in writing new career^^ but I still loved this a lot~ when will you update the last chapter?
sharysofyan
#2
Chapter 15: Is this the final chapter?
I wish I could find another one as an update..
(^_')♡
14JKSor3KHJ
#3
Chapter 15: Re A/N Yes, after reading New Career I can see how your other stories have been treated like the neighbors neighbor step-children.

Dong Il and Il Hwa when they went to have in the car and got caught. I was rolling. I was like car smex in a sedan is like one of the best places. Kyaa. I wonder if I should join the Single Friends Adventure club here? They go hiking, take trips to casinos, wall climb, horse back riding, take in shows, etc. You chose which events you want to participate in. Hmm, "I'm thinking; I'm thinking..." I've actually thought about this for the past three of years -about how long my gay husband has been going steady, grrr- cause all my local friends are married and the single ones live 7+ hours away.

I enjoyed this. To me you could potentially settle this in three chapters. No need to drag it out. It seems to have reached it's natural close to the end anyways.
14JKSor3KHJ
#4
Chapter 14: hahaha, yes, that is something Tae Woong would say. I'm glad that you went for that verse the alternative. Confusion and misunderstandings have their place but not all the time. Clue scenes from You're the Best Lee Soon Shin, Cheongdamdong Alice, and Bride of the Century. I was like all this misunderstanding drama is ruining my enjoyment of the kdrama. But like a glutton for punishment, I watched every episode.
14JKSor3KHJ
#5
Chapter 13: Re A/N it's tough being a writer. And Eun Ji's fangirling over H.O.T. was like one of the best things ever.

*I don't know why I kept calling her Eun Bi when it's Eun Ji* Though I loved Eun Bi in Flower Boy Ramen Shop. That was a good story. And I felt so bad for her about her missed opportunity with her Dad.
14JKSor3KHJ
#6
Chapter 12: See I knew 'Kisses' was important. Yoon jae and Joon Hee took on opposite roles of confidence. And that makes a huge difference. So readers should read 'Kisses' for the a deeper understanding into the psyche of the boys. Pfft, it's purely for ah, erh, literature understanding of the fic.
14JKSor3KHJ
#7
Chapter 11: *furiously blushing* author-nim? What do you mean that people could skip this chapter as it had nothing to do with the progression of the story? I found it gave me a tone of insight into the characters development. It was a must read. I'd be clueless if I just went to 'Aftermath'. Really. Boy-scout swear. 'Kisses' was integral.
14JKSor3KHJ
#8
Chapter 10: Seo Guk gets that dreamy look when he's being all manly compassionate and comforting. Pulling Hoya in his arms. And talk about two kinds of lips that are meant for kissing. yes sir-ree I love him as a love interest lead in dramas. Though I think that Eun Bi has been the only one that has matched him for vitality on screen. Korean women have to worry so much about their image and dating rumors that their acting suffers for it.
14JKSor3KHJ
#9
Chapter 9: Oh, Yoon Jae that's so aggressively cute. Go ahead and kiss him in front of everyone and let's hope that Joon Hee will be gentle with you.

Re A/N. Someone took back there upvote? Is that even possible? It shouldn't be allowed.
14JKSor3KHJ
#10
Chapter 8: And how difficult must it be for men to come to terms and allow themselves to love who they love? Not saying that it's easier for women but women tend to get a gentler pass. People keep on thinking they'll do a man to but right now their just in love with a woman--or that's how I tend to think people must be cause they get real hostile about gay men but women are just....Idk how to express it but do you understand what I'm saying? Like one of my minor in psych courses Human uality had a term for women in college LUG - Lesbian Until Graduation but there's no term for me. And the 60+ plus students in class all had this look like, "yah, that's understandable. DOn't want kids and not ready to date." And I was like, what? Is it an thing? Gosh I'm really feeling old since the whole twitter incident. I need to recall youthful and fun stories to share with you. I'm not bitter anymore but I'm close to going in the bathroom to in my stomach and count my wrinkles. Truly.