CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

“DETERMINATION”

JESSICA POV

what was all that about, stupid brain, think Jessica think what happen in this years, and why does that girl wanna fight for you? Are you cheating on hyoni?! No no no Jessica you are not a cheater you’re not, and why is stupid kwon gonna help her? How close can they be for kwon to choose her over our hyoni.

I think I saw it close this time, Krystal doesn´t stop crying every time she speaks, im sorry baby unni didn´t want you to suffer because of her, im a bad unni

-“no you are not” the voice of my uncle mike scared me

-“uncle you almost gave me a heart attack, since when have you been there listening? It was private thoughts you know” I said and he just smiled at me

-“well you were saying it out loud so I thought it was for everybody to hear” he said while grabbing a chair to sit beside me

-“ok you win this one” I said and he was surprised

-“really I finally won against my little trickster J?!” he said putting his arms in the air dramatically

-“one in a million uncle one in a million, just this once” I said and he put his arms down and took my hand

-“you have no idea how happy am i that you woke up, but I heard you are 16?” he said raising an eyebrow

-“im 21 uncle!!!” I said whining, and he smiled

-“maybe on the outside, remember how rebellious, dorky and free you were back then?”

-“well to me it seems like literally yesterday but I guess for you feels like forever right? You aged a lot in this years!” I said teasing him a little

-“YAH! YOU LITTLE BRAT! Are you calling me old?” he said and hit my forehead a little

-“ooww I just woke up from a coma and you hit me on the head!, you want me to sleep again don´t you uncle!” I said sobbing my head and we both started Laughing Out Loud.

 -“seriously uncle, can I ask you something” I said in a serious tone

-“did I ever say not to that?” he said, and he is right, he has always answer everything I ever ask him EVERYTHING.

-“no but maybe in this years, you got closer to Krys or had a baby or got close to one of aunt´s nieces, you know it´s been a long time” I said and to say the truth I was afraid that he say he did

-“never! You will always be my little J, and there is no one more important than you” I knew he meant it, he has always been like a dad to me.

-“ok then, dos my mom find out about dad cheating?” I knew he wouldn´t lie just to make me feel better

-“why do you ask?” he said and put his serious face all of the sudden

-“I saw then earlier and mom was avoiding dad´s eyes and she didn´t even went near him, and she just said to me ‘i´ll go home to clean your room’ and went away and dad didn´t follow like always, now that I think about it dad was also weird, he didn´t let me see his face clearly, and almost didn´t talk at all” I said a little confused

-“let’s give your memory a break ok? Rest and try not to think about anything and it all come back you´ll see” this must be serious he didn´t answer, im gonna let it go for now or uncle will feel bad, but I have a bad feeling about my parents

-“i´ll let you rest, be back tomorrow” he said kissing my forehead

-“ok and uncle, the bird is a ‘hell no’ for you it makes you look like a hobo” I couldn´t let him look like that any longer

-“I missed your honesty little J, i´ll shave it up tomorrow, love you” and with that he leave the room

-“uncle was missing for about 8 mounts for a moment we thought he died” Krystal said and my heart suffered again

-“I thought you were sleep” I said holding my chest

-“are you kidding unni, I wasn´t gonna miss the chance to hug you like this even when im not sleepy at all” she said and hug me tighter

-“and by the way you are not a bad unni, you are the best unni any one can ask for and im  so happy to say that your mine! I love you unni” she said using her ‘only for me’ aygeo

-“I love you too baby, help me get home now that I know you are not sleepy at all” I said and sat down

-“but the doctor hasn´t said you can go yet unni” she said

-“please~~, I don´t like hospitals and you know that” I said pouting a little

-“unni you worked in a hospital” she said in a serious tone

-“really! How could I do that” I really hate hospitals how can I work in one?

-“well you volunteered to help cancer kids in this hospital and here you met yoona unni” speaking of her

-“what’s my relationship with her, yoona?” I asked

-“why?” Krystal said raising an eyebrow

-“well because when I saw her I felt the need hug her the way I did with you, there is something in her eyes that makes me want to have her close to me” I said confused a little and Krystal just smiled

-“im gonna tell you because: first no secrets between us right? And second I feel sorry for her I don´t know what I would do if I was the one in her position” she said. My baby always so cute and just nodded

-“yoona unni is your blood little sister, and you love her soooo much just like me and surprisingly I don´t feel jealous of her I think of her as a sister too, all this time you were in the coma she was so supportive and caring, that I thought ‘oh! Unni kindness come from her biological parents’ you know” what im adopted? Did I knew that before?

-“I knew that before the coma? I get why she was so sad before”

-“I don´t know but since you met her you became really close to her, she came often to have dinner with us and you were always together” so I guess I knew

-“well then I need to remember everything as soon as possible, I don´t want my other baby sister to think I don´t love her” I said and krystal nodded

-“i´ll help you unni you just say what you need and i´ll do it” she said and I smirked a little and she noticed

-“well I need to go home, help me get out of here now” I said and she just sigh and got up from the bed

-“ok unni put my sweater on its cold outside, im gonna look out for the guards” she said and I just smiled

 After a few minutes we were out of the hospital and on our way home, we were arm linked and she was singing which she does only when she is really happy.

Im determined to remember everything, in the mean time I need to get close to everybody again, and tomorrow will be a new beginning. First my sister.

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