CHAPTER TWELVE

But you gave me a chance, to be with you, and like I promise I will never ever leave you again, and if you go i´ll go with you.

TIFFANY POV

-“Why Jessi? Why don´t you open your eyes anymore? Are you giving up, you promise you wouldn´t” I said to her when

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The machine connected to Jessi heart did a terrible sound and the nurses and Doctor Smith came in and took me and Sulli and Krystal out of the room.

DR. SMITH POV

-“come on Jessica don´t do this now, after everything you being thru not now comeback come on” Dr. Smith said doing everything he could to bring Jessica back

-“Doctor there is nothing left to do now, she is in God´s hands now” a nurse said

YURI POV

Yoona and I came from the pediatric area of the hospital, and we are going to visit sica now, I just hope no one is there.

-“hey what´s wrong?” I ask one of the nurses that was carrying a defibrillator with her and she look kind of sad

-“Jessica-shi, she-“ she try to finish but yoona didn´t let her

-“ NO NO NO!! IS NOT TRUTH, SHE IS FINE SHE HAS TO BE!!” yoona shout and went to sica´s room and I follow her.

We were getting closer to sica´s room and the atmosphere wasn´t good at all our hearts were beating so fast and loud that I think everybody could hear them.

Finally arrived to the door of her room and tiffany was sitting back in a chair just outside she wasn´t moving at all and her eyes seems lost and she was mumbling something a really didn´t understand at all, Krystal was crying so loud and kneel on the ground and make my heart twitch and Sulli was just crying and hugging kris on the floor.

I couldn´t move, I felt a heavy air and see everything in slow motion

-“NO! it can´t be she is ok isn´t she Yuri?!” yoona´s voice brought me back to reality

-“I don´t know yoongie, I don´t know” I said and hug her really tight

30 minutes latter

We try to get in the room to see sica but the nurses didn´t let us, Dr. Smith still inside along with Michael uncle, sica´s parents are here already, and Taeyeon is consoling yoong, and Hara is trying to do the same with me.

Inside the room

Dr. Smith was sitting on a chair with his head hung low and tears were running down his cheeks

-“why little J? why give up now?” Michael said holding Jessica’s hand

-“don´t you know what this will do to your family, this will tear them apart, your parents they don´t even live together anymore what will happen if you’re not there whit them reminding them how good they are” he said whipping his tears away

-“and Krystal, you forgot about the baby you protected with your life-“he said and began to remember

Flashback

8 years ago, Mr. Jung was alone in home with a 9 years old Krystal, and Jessica was staying at Yuri’s, Mr. Jung was tired so he went to bed and left Krystal on the living room watching tv, 30 minutes later he was being carried outside of his house by a fireman, and he didn´t really catch up to the situation, until he saw Jessica running to him and asking about Krystal. (Yuri’s house was a block away from Jessica’s so the fire could be seen from Yuri’s room)

-“sir were you alone in the house?” a fireman ask Mr. Jung

-“yeah I think so, wait were is Krystal, is she with you sweaty?” he was confused

-“dad krys still inside!!.. “ Jessica said and run to the house, the fireman try to stop her but they couldn´t

-“Jessica don´t!” it was all Mr. Jung could say before a fireman caught him

3 minutes later Jessica got out the burning house with Krystal by her hand and a burning arm.

End of flashback

-“did you safe her to leave her now that she needs you the most” he said sobbing Jessica’s burn scar on her shoulder.

-“and yoona? You didn´t even knew she was you little sister and yet you protected her care for her, and now  you are living her alone?”

-“how am I supposed to tell them huh!? I just give them the letters and that´s it?” he said and fix everything to let everyone in

-“fine this is what you ask me to do so i´ll do it, I just hope you are happy now” he said and finally open the door

Everyone got inside and broke down in tears and desperation seeing Jessica connected to all kinds of machines, to breathe, to keep her heart beating, for medication and another one to clean her blood.

-“what happen?” Sulli finally dear to speak

-“her brain stop working, and in consequence she stop breathing and her heart stop beating, the only reason her body still alive is because of the machines, and for I heard she signed a paper in case of ever needing the machines to live… she asked to be unplugged after 6 months and donate her organs as well. I’m really really sorry for your lost” Dr. Smith said

-“no!! she can´t be dead, you are not gonna take anything from her!” tiffany said and covered Jessica’s body with her own

Everybody start crying and screaming not believing what the doctor just said. Then Michael start giving everybody a letter, one for each with Jessica’s handwriting and in the bottom of the envelope it said ‘my last wish’.

hi guys, i know is a short update, now the story will be about the impact of jessica condition and the consequences its gonna bring to the people close to her, i think is time for me to begin to close this story, is not done yet but i will be soon..

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P.S. you might not wanna know this but, this fic was inspired from a personal experience and it has helped me a lot to move on a little by writing it, so i really recommend you guys to write your feelings down it really helps specially if you are not a talker like me. anyway thank you guys- n_n