CHAPTER THIRDTEEN

SULLI POV

It’s been a mount since uncle gave us sica unni´s letters, and nobody dares to read them not even me, what is gonna happen after we read them?, is something going to change? Sica unni will be back? I don´t think so, Dr. Smith is looking for an approval to put sica unni on an experimental treatment but he says is complicated.

Unni, i’m scared of her, she just sleeps all day long, and goes to sica unni only once a week and just to, fight with her. I don´t know what to do with her who to talk to, without sica unni there is no one that can bring my unni back to her old self, please sica unni help me I don´t want to lose my unni too.

-“hey sul” oppa´s voice snap me out of my thoughts

-“hi Taemin oppa” I said

-“what are you doing here alone? Shouldn´t you be with Krystal now, I heard what happen to her sister” he said putting his arm around my shoulders

-“I don´t know what to do oppa, she is not my soojungie anymore” I said and my tears start running down my cheeks

-“its ok oppa is here” he said and hug me really tight wish made me cry even harder

-“look she is going thru a really hard time, from what you told me before, her sister is her only base of support, her parents were too busy working to pay any attention to whatever they were going thru so they only had each other, for just a moment put yourself in her place, what happened when your mother died and your father start drinking like there was no tomorrow?” he ask me

-“unni was there, she was always there” I said sobbing

-“well with Krystal was the same, her parents didn´t die, and their marriage seemed perfect to all of us but I knew different from my parents, since the fire incident in the Jungs house Mrs.  Jung is not the same with Mr. Jung and since that day Krystal lost her parents too, their bodies were there but not their feelings, so Jessica became all she had too, so is only normal for her to feel this way, her world is falling apart” he said and I couldn´t help to wonder how did he knew all of that

-“how do you” I said and he interrupted me

-“know? You might don´t know this but my hyung was Jessica’s best friend from childhood, he never told me why their relationship stopped, but he knew that and more.” He said

I looked over his shoulder and saw soojung with her gang; I felt my heart breaking once again, and oppa noticed too.

-“wanna know once and for all if she still there? If your soojungie is hiding inside of that lost girl?” oppa said and I didn´t really get what he meant, and then I felt his lips on mine I don´t know how long it lasted, but suddenly I felt someone grabbing my arm and pulling us apart

-“what the hell is going on here?” I was shocked from the kiss and for the person screaming at me looking straight into my eyes, I saw jealousy and care in them and then I understood what oppa meant. She turn to see oppa and punch him in the face, he fell and a little bit of blood could be seen on his lip,

-“stay away from her, she is mine, understand?!” soojung scream at him, then he got up

-“she is yours? Should I lough? I´ve seen you with different girls for several mounts now, and she is yours?! It´s an open relationship for you but not for her, isn´t that unfair Sulli-ah” oppa said and look at me and then winked, I could see my soojungie was there, she still loving me, I couldn´t help but to smile a little.

-“yah! Are you dating him? Do you love him?!” she said and tears were beginning to form on her eyes

-“I love YOU!” I said and hugged her really tight but she wasn´t moving at all

-“well I guess I see you later sulli-ah, and you if is hurt because of you again i´ll fight for her for real this time, understood?” oppa said and waved good bye with a big smile on his face

-“what the hell was that!” soojung said

-“what you’re feeling right now, is a daily feeling for me now, this is exactly how I feel when you´re with them and not with me, every time you kiss her instead of me” she look into my eyes and tears start falling down her cheeks

-“I understand this, you are having the worst time of your life right now, but you´re not alone, I AM HERE FOR YOU!!” I said and grab her hand

-“soojungie look at me” I said and she hesitated but she turn and looked in my eyes

-“i’m not going anywhere, i love you, together for ever remember!?! Let me be the support you need right now, stop this and comeback” I said and she hugged me

-“I don´t know if I can, I keep thinking, if I do this unni will wake up, and she will scolded me for being like this like she always does, sometimes I just think it’s all a dream and none of this is happening, but then I see her in that bed, what am I going to do without her?” she said

-“I don´t know that yet, but one thing I know, she would be very disappointed, unni was always telling us; ‘be the best you can be every day, and never give up’ and you’re doing the opposite, she won´t wake up by you doing that, when was the last time you went to see her? Have you read her letter yet?” I said and she just looked down

-“last mount, and no, I don´t think I can read it” she said and I held her hand

-“let’s go together ok? From now on let’s make a new promise” I said and she just looked at me curious

-“what promise” she said

-“lets promise, live up to sica unni´s wish, being the best we can be and happy remembering everything she told us, thinking about her always with our heats and making her proud of us every day, together, promise?” I said

-“promise” she said, I know we have a long way to go, but now I’m sure my soojungie is coming back, and that makes me happy, we won´t let you down unni, I promise you that! I thought   

hi everybody, first of all, as you can see this was a jungli update, next one will be a yuri update, the end is getting close and just got an idea for the end...

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