After our last discussion things got a little tense between us. We continued to talk normally, but somehow I felt he was more remote. I knew I had ruined something and now I was feeling bad for it. So I tried all possible ways to make up for it. I told him more about my relationship with my family, without telling him that they lived on the other side of the planet. I told him about my classes, my friends and my whole day. But it didn’t seem to change much ...
He became increasingly busy with his schedules, so he started calling less, and I felt that he was growing farther from me. Then a month later we were talking on the phone and I had the courage to confront him.

"Are you mad at me because I refused to meet with you? "

"Huh? Why are you talking about this again all of a sudden? "

"Since that day, I feel that you are more distant with me ..."

And it becomes increasingly hard to bear ...

"I'm sorry I didn’t realize I was..." he said.

A dream has to have an end doesn’t it? Is this the end?

"In fact, to be quite frank, there is something that bothers me. "

"What? "

He took a deep breath before speaking.

"What do you think of me? "

The question took me completely by surprise.

"What do you mean by that? "

"You see me just as an idol? Or just as a person with whom you speak, or ... "

"Why are you asking me all of a sudden? "

I began to panic. Did he found out about my feelings? Impossible, I didn’t let anything show. My best friend always accused me of being too distant and cold with the guy I loved.

"I was just curious ..."

I let out a sigh of relief.

"Because I like you. "

I stopped breathing. Did I hear right? Did Park Yoochun just told me that he liked me? Seeing that I wasn’t answering he said it again.

"Johahaeyo. "

"Something is wrong, really wrong with you ..."

"What?" he asked surprised. "Waeyo? "

"You like a voice in the phone, something is definitely wrong with you! "

He laughed and I couldn’t help but have a big smile plastered in my face.

"I'm in love wit