My heart was still beating and I was leaning against one of the locker panting and flushered getting panic. I took out my cell phone and dialed a number

"Hello ?" a boring voice answerd

"Kibum ?" I said with panic

"Minho ?"

"Kibum" I said again almost pleading not knowing what else to say

"Minho ? Are you okay ? What's wrong ? What happen ?" I could hear his worry 

"Help me" I said with a shaking voice and it sounded like I would cry any moment  

"W-were are you ? I will come right now" 

"I wanna go home" 

"Minho could you please answer my question ?" 

"J-just go to my house I should be there soon" I said absently 

"You sure you can go home alone ?"

"Yes, j-just do a-as I told you" I hung up and packed my things so I could go home. Kibum lives near me so it will take 10 minutes to my house but since he's worried he will be there in 5. I was about to go out when I heard Victoria's voice. 'So they didn't leave ?' I thought

"Jinki are you okay ?" I stood by the door hiding so no one saw me 

"Y-yes, there w-was just a mouse and I got s-s-scared" 'just a mouse' ? That's all ? 

"A mouse ? Didn't know you were that scared. Well I will protect you. You calm down a bit ?" Jinki nod "Then let's go"

"Were do you want to go ?"

"Let's go to the Han River and eat ice cream or something like this" 

"Okay. Let's go" I felt a pang in my chest and left when I was sure no one was there anymore walking home as fast as I could  

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Kibum was indeed already in front of my house waiting for me but not alone he brought Taemin with him

"Minho are you okay ?" he asked as soon as he spotted me. I nod weakly and opened the door to my house. Inside we went up to my room. I jumped on my bed buring my head into my pillow letting out a long sigh while Kibum and Taemin sat next to me

"What happen ?" Taemin asked carassing my head

"My heart hurts" I said into the pillow

"Your heart hurts ?" I nod like a little child

"He said I'm just a mouse"

"He ? Do you mean Jinki ?" I nod again. "You are like this because he said you are a mouse ?"

"I-I t-think I l-l-like him" I could hear them gasp

"Finally he noticed it" Kibum said happy by my words. "How you noticed ? And how come you are look like saying you like him ?"

"My heart beat... I kissed him and my heart beat, he smiled and my heart beat... He pushed me away while I want to own him, he has a girlfriend and they are on a date right now right after we kissed" I felt like crying "I'm sure he hates me... He said I'm just a mouse" what I said was totally nonsense but who cares ? They understood anyway 

"Hell Minho what happen to the man in you ? And you kissed him again ?"

"My inner man diappeared  I don't know were to and yes, I kissed him again"

"Disappeard ? Hell you sure you only like Jinki not love ?" I glared at him

"I don't love him and I said I think I like him understand ?"

"No need to get so moody"

"I'm not moody" I pout "I shouldn't have call you you only make fun of me"

"When did we make fun of you ? You want us to help ? Okay tell us what to do" Taemin who was silent the whole time suddenly realized something

"He has a girlfriend ?" he asked shocked. I didn't tell them about that ? My bad... "You kissed him eventhought he has a girlfriend ?" I nod my head slowly. "And he's on a date with her right after you two kissed ?" I nod again 

"Holy dude you have serious problems. You think he would break off with her for you ? Does he even like you ?" 

"I don't know if he likes me but I don't think so... Today was the first time he responsed to my kiss" 

"First time ? But he did response right ?" I nod "Maybe just maybe you have a little chance ?" I don't believe so...

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We were in the cafeteria and sat at the same table again 

"Eat I'm not hungry" Jinki gave Jonghyun and Victoria his food 

"You sure ? Not even a little bit ?" he shook his head. It's not good if he doesn't eat after all he has to go to the bar and work and all that  

"Weird. Normally you would eat a lot as if you didn't eat in days and afterwards always dessert. You always skip breakfast only to be able to eat more of the school desserts" Luna said

"No breakfast ?" Victoria imediately took the chopsticks in the hand with food on it "You need to eat Jinki. Open your mouth" he chuckled and I growled at that sight 

"But I'm really not hungry" he said with a full mouth and it looked really adorable

"You look so cute right now" Jonghyun pinched his cheek. I wanted to cut this hand of his off but didn't do so. He didn't even look at me not even a little glance... Jinki's cellphone rang disturbing us. 

"Hello" he didn't look at the caller ID. He smiled imediately with his bright angle smile when he heard who it was. I got curious "Hello mom" ah his mom. "Yes, I got the money" he gets money ? But how come he still works at the bar ? His mom said something and he laughed "I paid the bill, I have enought food in the fridge, the house is still standing, I'm healthy and how am I supposed to say anything when you talk without a break ? Yes, I'm fine but what about you and dad ?" he made a weird face "Mom don't pout. Old people shouldn't do that it looks creepy" 

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN WITH CREEPY ? ONCE WE GET HOME I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT LOOKS CREEPY" he laughed and I couldn't help but smile at that cute converstion

"Oh you gonna pout for me ?"

"LEE JINKI" 

"By the way how come you call ? You should know that I'm in school right now" his face became even brighter when his mom told him something "Really ? When ? That's great" he raised an eyebrown "My smile doesn't look creepy" no it doesn't it looks lovely. He gave Luna the cell phone 

"Your mom ?" Jonghyun asked and he nod. Luna and his mom talked a while before he got the phone back

"Yes, see ya. But really you need to get so cheesy ?" even if he said that he smiled as if he won the lottery 

"WHAT'S SO CHEESY ABOUT TELLING YOUR SON YOU LOVE HIM ?" he laughed again

"Everything but I love you anyway" he smiled geniously "Bye" I said and hung up

"You called her pout creepy ?" Luna asked and he shrugged his shoulders 

"She was like 'oh we can't see you' and then she was like 'pout' and you know how much I love to " they laughed. I felt myself becoming jealous of everyone around Jinki. Luna is close to him, Jonghyun is close enought to pinch his cheek and Victoria is his girlfriend... I hate them. Jinki seemed to be in thought

I realized I really really like Jinki but what about him ? I'm sure he hates me after all I did... Maybe I should forget him ? Yes, that would be the best 

I'm sorry for not updating but I had my first two days of work and was tired as hell... Lousy excuse I know but I was tired and couldn't even sit 'cause my foot hurt like a ... Well the chapter is lousy too but well can't be helped 

ayumi13: He admit it finally :)) let's see if the ending will be that hot xDD

laurachoileto: Not everyone can be a genius xDD we all love Leeteuk :)   I think I become more comfortable with kiss scene but what about ?... I don't know xDD 

amatsukishi: I totally love the nickname you gave minho meanho xDD 

SnHiromi: Yes, that's how he knows about the lunch ^^ well he finally understood didn't he ? xD 

Dubuleaderonew: Maybe his heart is beating even harder than Jinki's ;)