I didn't get enought sleep 'cause all I could think about was Jinki so I tried to distract myself with something else. Putting some clothes on I went out for a walk and that was a good decision. I found a really good distraction... A girl she's from our school and as far as I know I never made out with her or something like this

"Minho oppa what are you doing here ?" the girl asked

"Nothing much I was taking a little walk when I spotted a beautiful girl right before my eyes" she blushed exacly what I wanted. "And you ?"

"I-I was going home" I hummed as response 

"Would it disturb you if I accompany you ?" never in my life did I use such a disguisting sweet voice and that all because I want to think about something else than Jinki

"No, not at all" her voice became ty and that showed that all I did worked

"Who knows maybe your parents are at home" 

"No, they went on vacation so I have the whole house for me" I smirked and we start walking to her house. She was flirting with me the whole time and as soon as we reached a red street light we held on

"Hello" we heard a sweet and lovely voice that I recognized without looking but I did anyway and yes, there was Jinki standing right next to us smiling  

"Hello Jinki oppa" the girl said and smiled back. Yes, I figured out that JInki is really popular in our school but people leave him alone for some reason. "What are you doing here ?

"I was grocery shopping since my fridge was empty" he said simple 

"Oh what about your parents ?"

"They are working in Japan" she nod in understanding. Finally the lights turned green "I'm going now. Have fun you two" that sentence hurt a lot

"When we arrive at my house we will" she shouted after him 

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I read a book for distraction. Call me weird but nothing helped not even soccer and the girl ? we made out but after meeting Jinki I just couldn't do anything with her so I left not long after saying I was tired of her. That was mean I know but I have a image that I have to keep. I went to the next best bookstore and asked for a few books it was a woman that recomened some Nicholas Sparks book and I'm actually reading them. I can't believe they are so adicting who would have known that his books are so amazing ? Now I know

"Minho" my mom came into my room but I didn't response too absorbed into the book "Minho" she tried again MINHO"

"WHAT ? Can't you see that I'm reading ?" just when it became interesting 

"I actually see that... But why ?" she looked weird at me

"What do you mean with 'why ?' ?"

"You never read so please stop that it's creepy. Oh and dinner is ready so come eating" creepy ? WHat mother tells her son to stop reading ?

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He didn't come to the cafeteria... He really didn't come to the cafeteria. Luna told us Jinki isn't coming and that Jonghyun and Victoria should eat his food since he isn't hungry at all. I was pouting

"He didn't tell you were he went ?" I asked with hope

"No, he didn't" but my face fell the instand I heard that. "Come on we can have fun without hime right ?" Jonghyun and Victoria talked between themself which left me with Luna an it was boring as hell... Jinki were are you ? I sighed eatng my tasteless lunch. I was glad when it was time for soccer practice he can't escape from there but that doesn't mean I will go near him I just want to see him from afar so... After practice I was standing by my fangirls who flirt with me not that I responsed I actually just stood there watching Jinki and Jonghyun talking  

"Jinki where were you at lunch ?" I would like to know that too 

"I had things to do. You enjoyed the food ?" Jonghyun nod. No, I didn't... 

"That's good then" just then Jinki looked in my direction and I looked away imediately taking some random girl with me. She started to kiss me 'cause she knows that I would never start it not when I don't like that person I kiss. We made out but why ? Why on earth does Jinki have to come in the wrong moments ?

"Sorry for disturbing" he said simple taking his things. "have fun you two" and went out again. Don't wish us fun 

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"So Minho what is actually your plan ?" Kibum asked me

"I don't have one. I wanted to forget him but it didn't work so I will just stop harrassing him"

"That's your ing plan ?" he asked in disbelieve and I simple nod "So you will stop harassing him and read Nicholas Sparks novels ?"

"Don't make fun of these novels they are lovely"

"Do you hear yourself Minho ? Lovely ? Really now ?" I pout

"But Minho you always wanted to fall in love and now you give up ? Because he called you a mouse ?" Taemin butted in. I glared at him after he said the mouse thing

"I'm not giving up just a little break okay ?"

"A break ?" 

"Yes, I'm giving him a little break untill I know what to do" I didn't need a day to realize that I won't be able to forget him maybe I don't want to and that's why... Anyway I'm giving up on forgetting. What I do is staying by his side not during lunch of course 'cause I noticed he has been avoiding me but at soccer practise I'm always near him with a bunch of girls so I won't be found out

How patetic you became Choi Minho... 

Well I have to go to bed now work beginns at 7 am tomorrow -.- BTW I think that chapter but anyway... Thanks for reading :))

Update: August 4 23:58:55

ayumi13: Well he gave up on that forgetting thing xDD

SuDarkWind: I don't know how my readers always think things are cute or funny while I think they are just normal... xD I will never understand :) thanks for subscribing by the way ^^

laurachoileto: haha even if you know the end you can't help but overreact xD  don't worry about the I will write it just that I can read anything with even and if I write that myself I'm like blushing when I write moan or or something like that just like now while writing that comment I was blushing... ^^

SnHiromi: Oh come on xD no need to be so hard to him I think we all noticed that he's isn't a genius xDD