KAI'S POV

A-A-Alex i-is a-s g-g-girl?!

What?! How the-?! Why the-?! WHAT!?!?!

YOUR POV

I almost forgot how fun this ride was. I was always actually fond of the water rides. Maybe just because I loved the speed and surprises splashes.

I couldn't help but keep smiling as the ride went on, and even when the ride came to a slow end, my smile had yet to disappear.

"Seems you finally wake up." Chanyeol pointed out as he and the others were now looking in my direction. Seeing there disoriented appearance of having wet flat hair stick to there forheads and soaking clothes only made my laughter rile up.

"Dont laff you dont lok(look) so gate(great) iter(either)." Luhan pointed out with a smirk. I just made a face at him by sticking out my tongue and pulling down both of my bottom eyelids as my response. In return he just made a face back, and soon we started our "making faces" battle.

The other members just laughed at our childishness, while the coordinator just giggled and shook her head.

It seems that the guys forgot of the awkwardness between us before the vacation. And to be honest, this has been the most fun I've had in a while.

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As we started getting off of the ride, Kai, surprisingly and weirdly, held his hand out to me as I was about to get out. I put on a face of confusion but he really didn't have a readable expression.

"Thanks? But, I can help myself up." I stated in a bit of a confused tone as I just got out without taking his hand. He just shrugged and started to walk off in front of me. What's with the sudden "try to act cool" facade? He usually only puts that on when on stage or in front of fan girls. He wasn't like that before. What's his deal?

We met up with the other members who were able to get off their raft first. I chose to go straight to Tao and stand next to him. I just felt safer being next to the only guy who knows my secret. Partially just to be safe and avoid the others and partially to keep an eye on him.

As the guys started to talk again on what to do or where to go next, I just looked around where we were. As I looked around, and shielded my eyes from the sunlight using my hand, I spotted Kai looking at mine and Tao's direction. He looked at us with a plain look as though he was inspecting the both of us.

I felt a bit weird under his gaze. I felt he was examining me up and down, weirdly. I felt worried, scared, and nervous. So I decided to just face forward as though nothing happened. But I couldn't help but see, from my peripheral vision, Kai still looking straight at me. The way he looked at me felt as though I did something wrong?

I was broken out of my thoughts by Xiumin's voice. "Alex, is dat(that) blood?"

"What?" I looked to wear he was looking to and noticed that his eyes were looking directly at the legs of my pants. Oh no.

"On yur pats(pants), it looks like..." I was trying to think of an excuse but my voice was caught in my throat.

"N-no, actually i-it's j-just-"

"-a stain." Xiumin and I shot our heads up and looked straight at the owner of the voice. Kai started to walk in our direction.

"It's probably jut(just) stain." Kai said in a very "cool" and nonchalant tone.

"Aah, what happened?" Xiumin looked towards me for an answer but Kai answered instead.

"He probably sat on someting(something) in da rat(raft)." Kai said. He then suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me to his side. Making mine and Xiumin's eyes widen upon the sudden action.

"We're just gonna go to the git(gift) sop(shop) and get he-him someting(thing)." Kai stated. I looked up at him in a bit of confusion. What's up with this guy? Is he saving me?

"Ah, alight(alright) ten(then). I'll jut(just) tel day othel(others) whele(where) you going." Xiumin stated. Kai just nodded at him before he started to drag me off in a random direction. I was too stunned and confused on what just happened to say anything. After a couple of minutes of him just dragging me to a random direction, I finally spoke up.

"You're going in the wrong direction." I stated, he came to a sudden halt which made me ultimately bump into his back.

"Gah, warn me next time before you come to a halt." I stated.

"Why are you hiding it?" He said in a low tone.

"What?" He must be talking about something else. There is no way he can know...

"WHY are you HIDING IT!" He regrabbed my wrist and started to pull me in a random direction again. He brought me into a dark place between two shops, where it is isolated and hidden from everyone else.

"Tell me. Why?" He pushed my back to the wall of one of the shops. He slammed his his hands on both sides of me. He looked straight into my eyes, makine me nervous and scared.

"W-what are you talking about?! I'm not-"

"SHUT UP!" He yelled as he hit his fist against the wall next to me; his head was now down. My eyes widened in fear. He was always so nice, open, caring. Why is he..

"You lied to whole group. You lie to leaders. You lie to company. We are one, we are EXO! Why lie?" He looked was now looking up at me again. His eyebrows were still furrowed, yet his eyes were flickering with different emotions. I felt a pang of guilt wash over my being. I slumped down the wall and onto the ground. My hands were placed firmly on my head. I couldn't hide it any longer from him.

No excuse or words would work on him. I couldn't hide it any longer. I had to tell him. I could only think,'Can I trust him?' It's hard enough watching Tao to see if he tells. But, now Kai is someone part of the Korean group. I can't watch over him all the time.

"Jut(just) tell me da truth, Alex." Kai crouched down in front of me as he picked up my chin, I had on a sullen expression; I felt like crying, badly, but I knew that I was in no position and had no right to cry. He looked deeply into my eyes, and I couldn't help but feel worse.

"I'm sorry, Kai. You have figured out the truth. It's true. I can't tell you why though." I dropped my head again. I was overwhelmed with guilt. I can't tell him why. I can't tell anyone why. Not yet at least.

He stood up again and looked down on me. "You gonna keep lying. Running. You will come to a dead end soon." He simply said. I just ended up standing up as well. My eyes were brimmed with little tears that were starting to form, I soon wiped them away though. I put on a strong smile.

"I know. I also have my reasons." I told him in a whisper kind of voice.

"Hm." Was all he said as he began to walk back into the light and out of the space between the shops before I grabbed his wrist. He stopped and turned his head to the side, not looking at me straight in the eye.

"Please, just don't tell. Please. Only you and Tao know." I felt him stiffen a bit under my grib when I said Tao's name, but he soon relaxed and said..

"We'll see." Before he started to walk again. I just stay stuck to my spot. Stunned and worried even more. I knew it was a bad idea. I knew I was too relaxed. I knew I should've kept cautious around these guys. I knew I dropped my guard too much and was too comfortable around them.