http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9yQTGyYg0_E&list=PLbaV8h4qpI0h380fZzWmPCDaxexM4mPi5&index=11

.You slowly opened your eyes, the sun blinded you and you shut them closed again

I am not her Yongguk...I am not her"  you remembered your word, he didn't get to say anything back though"
.you hung up immediately as you said that, and it was agonizing
A tear rolled down you're cheek, you wiped it away, ignoring it, but then other tears followed, "why are you crying?! Stupid!" you said to yourself as you continued to wipe the tears away.
You could imagine him approaching, caressing your cheek gently and wiping your tears away, you were literally
.abusing yourself
Stop imagining! Stop thinking! Just stop! You screamed in your mind, you really didn't understand why you cried, you had two options to choose from; one, you just lost a potentially good lover because of your dead sister, Two,
.you were genuinely and truly in love with him already
The phone rang, snatching you from your bubble, you thanked that person, whoever he was since the tears
.finally stopped
Hello?" a husky voice said, you cursed, you didn't know how to answer back, not after how you hung up on" 
.him yesterday
.it doesn't have to end like this..." he continued to speak, his voice was soft and a little shaky"
,I know you're not her..." his voice came out rusty, "____-ya...you're not her replacement..." he sniffed a little"
.you straightened yourself, paying more attention to the man on the line
please say something..." he begged, a tear rolled down your cheek and you looked up to the ceiling, you had to"
.stop those tears
.Please..." he begged more, you swallowed loudly taking a deep breath as you choked a cry"
.Please.." his voice was higher, just a little as you heard him sniff again"
You cleared your throat, the tears stopped, you had a perfect line in your mind, "I love you..." wait what!? Your tears
.rolled down again as you said the words that you never meant to say, the words that you knew would hurt you the most
he breathed in and you could hear him shift a little, "please..." you turned your head to the side a little, confused, he didn't hear that!? You were literally gloating at the moment, "please say it one more time" you heard him say and your
.heart sank
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I don't get it...one moment you like him...the next, he confesses to you, and you feel like you want to die?" you giggled" 
.at the confusion the detective was facing
,Girls are hard even for you Mr. Detective huh?" you smiled at him and he signaled you with his hand to continue"
.he had an annoyed expression on his face
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I won't...." you said and got up, pacing in circles with the phone glued to your ear, you heard a chuckle than a "
.second sniff
".me too"
.you too what?" you were playing the dumb girl, but yes, you wanted a clear answer"
.I love you too..." he said, you couldn't see but he was blushing like crazy"
You set on the bed tears forming, what the hell is with me today?! You teased yourself as a little smile was
.slowly painted on your lips
.You both stayed silent on the line for a while until you cleared your throat, gaining more of his attention
".I need to get ready"
.For what?"  he asked, confused a little but keeping a calm tone"
.For my job..." you said quietly, he chuckled"
.I will wait here" he said softly and hung up the phone"
?....what have you gotten yourself into...____

.Ah! And here is my little runaway princess!" Himchan said at the sight of you and you smiled a tired smile at him"
.What's wrong?" he put down the beer cups and leaned in a little closer to you"
.Rough weak." you wrinkled your nose at him, emphasizing the rough part"
Big muscular and familiars hands wrapped around your shoulder and you could feel his hot breath on the back
.of your neck
.You slid his hands off of you gently and turned to look at him, his hands rested on your shoulders
.Well please don't be lovey dovey during work boss!" Himchan winked and left his post to leave the both of them alone"
.As soon as Himchan got out you gently pushed Yongguk's hands off of you, he gave you a strange look
.Slowly." You almost whispered but made sure he heard, he looked confused"
.Slowly…" you repeated and it hit him"
.Why?" he said a little impatient"
You didn't answer, you really didn't know yourself, but you wanted to take it slowly, to figure it out, and to see how you
.can get out without both of you getting hurt
.Why?" he raised his voice a little, his hands griping your shoulders firmly and bending down to your eye level"
.Because I need it to be slow." your voice cracked a little, he noticed that and he pulled you in for a hug, embracing you"
.If you need it to be slow…then it will be." He said, unhappy with the result but content you even agreed"

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I really don't understand...Was it that big of a deal? For you guys to love each other?" you smiled painfully then" 
.glanced at the watch on your head
"I'm sorry can I have a phone call?"
.why?" he looked confused"
I have someone to pick up but I'm late because well, as you can see, and  I need someone to go and pick them up "
.for me...Please?" you were escorted to the stations phone and once you were done you were escorted back
.May I ask who is it?" you smiled and shook your head"

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