With a sigh, I walked into the living room with all the luggage I had in my hands. After all the packing I had since the evening, I finally got all my stuffs together and was finally prepared to leave. Slowly, I put the bags on the floor of the living room and had my head turned to one door that was shut close.

For a moment, I had my eyes on that door, having a small inner self conflict in my mind. ‘Should I or should I not see him before I go..?’ That question was screaming in my mind as I finally decided to pace my feet towards that door.

The dorm was so quiet; everyone was asleep after that tiring and hectic schedule we had today. Only I was awake; only me. Hesitantly, I turned the knob of the white door, eventually peeking inside the dark room to see if his figure was visible to my view.

After a moment, my eyes got to adjust with the darkness of the room, and I could see a small figure curling his body up on bed, sleeping soundly. I could not help myself from smiling a little bit, thinking of how much I will miss watching this soon.

I sneaked into the room and finally paced my way to be near to him. As I walked closer, my eyes went teary as I thought about how I could not contain this feeling in my heart anymore. I kept thinking of how I should stop being a burden to him, being the reason of why he changed from what he used to be.

My eyes were fixed at the figure on bed. I had my fingers slowly caressing his cheeks softly, and soon I leaned forward to kiss him gently on his chubby lips.

“I’m doing this for you. I’m doing this for us. I have to leave. I’m sorry..”

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