Chapter 10
I'm SorryFLASHBACK~
With a sigh, I walked into the living room with all the luggage I had in my hands. After all the packing I had since the evening, I finally got all my stuffs together and was finally prepared to leave. Slowly, I put the bags on the floor of the living room and had my head turned to one door that was shut close.
For a moment, I had my eyes on that door, having a small inner self conflict in my mind. ‘Should I or should I not see him before I go..?’ That question was screaming in my mind as I finally decided to pace my feet towards that door.
The dorm was so quiet; everyone was asleep after that tiring and hectic schedule we had today. Only I was awake; only me. Hesitantly, I turned the knob of the white door, eventually peeking inside the dark room to see if his figure was visible to my view.
After a moment, my eyes got to adjust with the darkness of the room, and I could see a small figure curling his body up on bed, sleeping soundly. I could not help myself from smiling a little bit, thinking of how much I will miss watching this soon.
I sneaked into the room and finally paced my way to be near to him. As I walked closer, my eyes went teary as I thought about how I could not contain this feeling in my heart anymore. I kept thinking of how I should stop being a burden to him, being the reason of why he changed from what he used to be.
My eyes were fixed at the figure on bed. I had my fingers slowly caressing his cheeks softly, and soon I leaned forward to kiss him gently on his chubby lips.
“I’m doing this for you. I’m doing this for us. I have to leave. I’m sorry..”
END OF FLASHBACK~
Joon walked out of his bedroom with a very heavy sigh. Slowly, he plopped onto the only couch that was present in the empty living room that was yet to be filled with furniture. It was not that he expected to move into this new apartment this soon though. His pair of still heavy eyes then went to scan around the living room, staring at those boxes that was everywhere in the room.
It was already the second day of him staying in the apartment, yet he did not even feel the urge to unpack anything. He felt as if ... that not only his body that left the dorm two days ago; it was as if his heart and soul was left in the dorm as well. His heart had never felt this empty and this had become a burden to the little heart he was left with at this moment. Without even realising it, Joon’s hand reached for his phone that was not far from him and almost immediately he clicked on those recent messages he just received last night.
From : Cheolyong
Hyung,why aren’t you picking up my calls? You’re mad at me, aren’t you? I’m so sorry hyung, for whatever that I’ve done wrong to you.. Hyung~ (>.<)
2013-06-27 2230
From : Cheolyong
Joonie hyung~ Please don’t just leave without any explanation.. You’re coming back to the dorm soon, right? Hyung, pleas
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