"Youngbae, you already know about his condition? I didn't mind to keep it from you or from the other, he doesn't want to make all of you sad" seungri manager said while he bend down his head and suddenly his tears falling. "His condition become worse now. Doctor said that he too tired. With his body now he can't do activity like usual"   "Since when did he know about his disease?"   "When his birthday. That day he supposed to be happy but when the doctor said about his disease, i could see how his feeling on his face. He always try to be strong in front of me or all of you. But inside his heart he still a little kid who need support from us"   "Stupid maknae, why you didn't tell us. You must be suffer to face it alone" Youngbae whispered while he seungri hair softly. Seungri hand move a bit and he try to open his eyes.    "Hyung.........." Seungri said with croked voice. He's so weak even to get up from his bed. "Water......." Seungri said again. Youngbae and Jung Geun help seungri to drink water with straw. After that he laid back on his bed.   "How do you feel now? Do you still want to vomiting?" Youngbae touch seungri cheek and shook softly.   "No hyung, i'm fine" seungri close his eyes again and breath slowly. He's look so pale and weak.   "Maknae.......i already know about your disease" That words enough to make seungri opens his eyes quickly. "Don't say anything maknae, just listen to me" youngbae put his forefinger on seungri lips. Seungri just stare to his hyung with teary eyes. "Maknae.....how could you didn't tell me about your disease? I'm your hyung. I'll never let you suffer like this" youngbae can't hold anymore the tears which fall down to his cheek when he said that. His voice hoarse. "You don't trust me? You lied to me when i found your pills. Why maknae?" Youngbae sobbing while he hold seungri hand. Seungri try to get up and hug his hyung.    "I'm....I'm sorry hyung......i just..... didn't want make all of you worry about me. I'll ruin our schedule" seungri feel sad because he look his hyung cry but inside his heart he feels warm when he hug youngbae. "I always make you worry with my weak body, i didn't have a heart to make you worry again with my disease"   "But, you're our maknae....its our responsibility to take care of you" Youngbae still crying while he hug seungri tightly.   "I'm sorry hyung...i'm sorry.....stop crying ok. I'm feel so sad watch you like this and you look so bad" seungri laugh softly try to tease Youngbae and finally Youngbae smile too. "Hyung, forgive me, but...can you not tell other hyungs? the doctor told me that i'll be well soon, so they don't need to know my condition, i don't want to see them sadly like you now hyung" seungri said while he still hug youngbae. "Can you do that for me hyung?"   "I'll follow your request with one condition" youngbae release his hug from seungri who got startled. "Are you agree?"   "What condition hyung?" Seungri ask with confuse.   "First you have to allow me to know your schedule, its mean all your schedules, second i have to know all about your treatment and your condition, you shouldn't hide anything from me, and the last you don't bear it alone, you have me to share everything, i'm your hyung remember?" Youngbae touch seungri cheek and shook it.    "What about if i don't agree with that condition? I'm not a baby and beside that i've Jung Geung hyung to take care of me" Seungri pout cutely.   "No, you have to, that's the punishment because you lied to me" youngbae laugh while he seungri hair.    "Hyung....you know what? This time i feel can breath with relief" seungri laugh lightly.    "Maknae, be strong ok, i'll always beside you" Youngbae pat seungri arm softly and he wipes his tears. "Lets dinner maknae, i'm so hungry"   Seungri manager bought food for youngbae for dinner and seungri have dinner which nurse had prepared before. After dinner seungri eat his medicine and he feels drowsy. He laid on his bed while youngbae sit beside him and hold his hand. That night seungri can sleep with smile. At least he can ease a bit his burden.    "Youngbae, i just called the police who investigate seungri accident. He said that the accident caused by the brake failed. Also he found that the rubber tube of brake oil had cut. So it make the brake didn't work properly."   "Did you say that someone cut the rubber tube deliberately?"   "I guess so, but police still investigate to find other evidence"   "Hyung, if someone want seungri accident, why he cut the rubber tube of daesung car? I think who supposed to be at the accident was daesung. Seungri just at wrong place and wrong time. But who wants daesung accident?"   "Let the police investigate it, we just have to be more careful, we don't know what happens next. I'll tell about this to seungri and the others"     Seungri got hospitalized for three days. Doctor give him chemotherapy schedule for six month a head every two weak and also give new medicine for every day. Seungri just stare the paper and the package of pills that the doctor had given. He doesn't want to ruin the schedule for their comeback. Youngbae convince him not to worry about their schedule, he'll help him to arrange the schedule again. "Maknae don't give up ok, i'll always beside you" that words enough make seungri get more strengh to face the disease and smile again.                "Boss, i'm sorry, i failed to kill the blond one. The car was used by his maknae. He just got a light accident"   "Stupid!! Errrggghhhh........ Damn!!!!! You have to try again!!!! I don't want to hear the fail report. Do you understand?"   "Yes boss"             The day for their comeback get closer. All members become busy from day to day. They don't want to disappointing the vips who waited their comeback for so long. This new album will get world tour, so they'll promotion not just in Korea but also in other contries. It make Youngbae and seungri manager look worry with seungri condition. Beside his body now become more weak, he also have to get the treatment on time. In every breaks seungri often fells sleepy and hard to wake him up. When the other take the meal, he prefer to sleep even he have to sleep on couch. But youngbae always to force him to eat his meal and medicine. Seungri just pout cutely when youngbae grip his hand and didn't want to release it before seungri doing what he ask.    Tomorrow all members have to go to LA to make their mv. YG want bigbang get new experience for their new album. They'll be there for one week. Because preparing their stuff to LA, seungri almost forget his chemotherapy. Seungri manager told him to get it before he leave to LA. But all members and the staff have a meeting with YG. So seungri doesn't have time to get his chemotherapy. "Its ok hyung. I'll get it after finished our shooting mv" seungri convince his manager about delayed his treatment. "But seungri, the treatment must be on time. If you get it after comeback from LA, so it'll late for one week" seungri manager look worried. "Don't worry hyung, i'll be fine, just don't forget to take my medicine" seungri said with smile and pat his manager shoulder.         All members just arrived at LA. The shooting'll start tomorrow. Today they only stay at hotel to take a rest after long trip from Korea to LA. Jiyong saw seungri walk limp a bit and hold his head when they're going to their room.    "Maknae, are you ok? You must be really tired. Your face so pale" jiyong said while he touch seungri forehead. Youngbae hear when jiyong said that.    "He'll  be one room with me jiyong. Its long time i never sleep with him, right maknae?" Youngbae ask to seungri while he aproach to seungri side. Seungri just noded slowly. He really tired now. he only  want to laid on bed and sleep.    "No, maknae will sleep with me. Since when you interesting to one room with him" jiyong shout loudly to youngbae. "Right maknae? Who'll you choose for your room mate?" Jiyong ask seungri with sharp eyes.    "I'm sorry hyung, i'll the same room with Youngbae hyung. Can we go now? I'm really tired hyung" seungri said with try to smile cutely.    "Maknae, how dare you doing this to me? I want to be with you!!!! Maknae....maknae.....!!!" Jiyoung shout to seungri. Seungri walk away to go to his room. Youngbae follow him from behind because he know that seungri feels unwell now. He walk limp a bit and his left hand hold the wall to make support.    "Maknae, are you ok?" Youngbae ask when they already come in to the room.    "I'm....i'm.....just...." He look hard to breath and hold his head. Before seungri finished his word he fainted on the floor.    "Maknae, maknae......" Youngbae shook seungri body to get back his concious, but still no respond. He carry seungri to laid on the bed. "He got fever. What should i do?" Youngbae take his phone and call  seungri manager to come to their room.  After few minutes seungri manager come. "Hyung, seungri fainted and i think he got a fever. I'm so worry he didn't get his concious until now" youngbae said with worry while he hold seungri hand.    "Yesterday he skiped his chemotherapy. He said he'll do it after comeback from LA. I'm affraid its too late" seungri manager approach to seungri side and check his condition. He shook seungri cheek. "Seungri......seungri......are you ok?" Seungri try to open his eyes. But he doesn't say anything just stare at youngbae and his manager. "Seungri....how do you feel now?" Youngbae ask with worry. "Dizzy hyung and sleepy" seungri clos