In the next day, seungri just laid on the bed and silent, looked out the big window beside his bed after the nurse changed his bandage. The nurse have to asked two her friends to help her laying seungri on his right side. It made seungri got awkward situation when actually he could do it self, but now it have three persons to help him laid on his side. Even the nurses moving him so gently, still it made him in pain. he just could groaned weakly and sobbing, hope the pain go away quickly. The pain not only from his wound but from his legs too, since the nerves broken it made his legs hurt when he moved even so gently.

He never imagined how his life so miserable. The disease, yet he couldn't know how it would be, and now his legs, legs which its being so important for him since he wanted to do everything he likes and going to every where before the disease eating him. being paralyzed of course will make him stuck in wheelchair and can't do anything, which its he hated most. Even after he got leukemia, dancing wasn't his favourite anymore. But its not he hated dancing, mostly he doesn't want collapsed after exhausted.

Tears falling on his cheeks when he remembered last night. When doctor told him about his legs, his disease, his condition, and many things about him. The word paralyzed  kept spinning in his ears. Although the doctor said it might be temporary, but he couldn't guarantee when he will walk again. He also said that the operation can fixed it after his condition better. But it won't be better, the leukemia  in stage three and he skipped the chemotherapy for several months. It made his condition worse now, how could be the doctor said he will be better.

He wiped the tears with his right hand slowly since the left still stuck with the IV drip and the nose with oxygen tube. He took a breath deeply but the tears still falling. Last night he just could cry in Jiyong embrace after the doctor finished his explanation. He cried until he tired and sleep. Jiyong kept hugging his maknae in his embrace but TOP said to laid seungri after they're realized it's midnight. Jiyong laid his beloved maknae slowly because worry if he hurt him.

Seungri didn't realize that Jiyong had been sitting beside him for ten minutes. He got startled after Jiyong touched his right hand slowly. Seungri could see Jiyong tired face but still with his smile. 

"Hungry?" Jiyong asked while he touched seungri right hand. Seungri just shook his head weakly.

"The doctor said you can eat after you wake up, so i brought porridge, i think its tasty, Youngbae maid it for you" Jiyong said with cheerfully while he walk to get the porridge. Seungri just shook his head again and looked at the window. "But you need to eat maknae....you still weak....and you need nutrition for your health" jiyong said again while he stir the porridge. Seungri shook again his head and keep silent. "Come on maknae...i will feed you...." Jiyong take a spoon of porridge and start to feeding seungri. But he got startled when seungri slap his hand and it make the porridge fell to the f