A few days after the incident, everytime Luhan saw Sehun, his heart hurted. He always would look at his feet when the maknae was close. Never would he be strong enough to look at him directly after what happened. He felt like he had been used and that's something he didn't accept. Even though his head told him not to think about Sehun anymore, his heart wasn't able to let him go. He really felt like a loser, for once. 

 

Unfortunately, they still had to take pictures together because whether they liked it or not, it was their job. The next photoshoot took place somewhere else, somewhere different than usual. The manager brought them to an indoor pool. Both of the models were shocked as they entered the place. The blonde boy gulped. He was getting more and more nervous as the time passed. As soon as they had to take their shirts off, his breath slowly went faster. He couldn't help but notice the brown headed boy's body in front of him. The same milky white body he had against him a few days ago. Thinking about it made him close his eyes instantly to try and forget about all these feelings. Forget him, Luhan. He isn't worth it. He thought to himself.

 

''Today's photoshoot is going to be different. You won't be taking pictures together.'' the manager explained.

 

Luhan was relieved to hear that. As he began to think it would be easier that way, Sehun decided to say something, which made the oldest look up to him with his mouth half opened.

 

''Why not? I was starting to get used to this type of pictures.''

 

Blondie was boiling on the inside. What is he doing? he thought. 

 

''Really? Well since you insist, I guess it wouldn't be a bad thing to have pictures of both of you, together, in water.'' the manager added.

 

Luhan clenched his fists, feeling the anger growing inside of him. Was he really going to be close to the young model, once again, knowing he wouldn't be able to have him afterwards? He sighed. As if everything was okay, Sehun jumped in the pool, not even caring a bit about Lulu's feelings. Did he know the oldest had something for him? Was he making him suffer on purpose or did he not see anything yet? As soon as blondie got in the pool, the pictures started. Obviously, they had to be close and this time, it was Sehun's turn to touch the other boy's body. As Luhan felt the hands of the brown headed boy on his neck and chest, he couldn't help but close his eyes and take a deep breath. His heart was going crazy. The maknae probably noticed it since he backed off a bit, looking at him like if he didn't understand.

 

''Is everything okay?'' the young model asked.

 

Without answering, Luhan quickly got out of the pool and ran to the room where they changed earlier. He closed the door behind him and slowly left himself fall to the ground, bringing his knees closer to his chest. Why did he have to feel this way towards Sehun? He barely knew him and a few weeks ago, he hated him for being so cold to everyone. Why did he end up liking him? A knock on the door made him stand up, forcing him to act like if he was okay. A shirtless Sehun entered the room, looking at Luhan as if he was worried.

 

''Can you explain to me what was that all about?'' he asked, pointing at the door, trying to refer to the moment when Lulu ran away.

 

''As if you didn't know.'' the blonde boy answered, looking away.

 

''I don't. Are you sick or something? You're scared of water, you can't swi-''

 

''Are you really that innocent? Are you not seeing anything?'' Luhan shouted, with tears forming in his eyes. ''No. I'm not sick. It's only my heart. It hurts. And that's all because of you.''

 

As he finally looked up to Sehun, he bit his bottom lip to try and stop the tears from falling and he left, taking his clothes with him. The youngest of the two stood there, not really knowing how to react. Because of me? he asked himself. He started feeling a little bit weird, as if his heart was pinching. He slowly brought his hand to his chest, trying to feel the sensation. Seeing Luhan cry made him realize, maybe, he hadn't been smart enough to understand his feelings.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yaaay, I had the time to write a new chapter ^___^

It's not that long, I'm sorry~ I hope it's good enough, though.

Tell me what you think and hopefully you liked it c:

Park TaeHyo ~ xo