Victoria’s POV

Since that day, I got closer to Changmin. I always see him at the national library next to our school. But also, since that day, I rarely see Yoona, when I got to see her, its just a hi-hello conversation. I gain a friend and lost one, this thought brings pain in my heart, but the pain is great when I remember ‘that’ guy. Also, since that day, I haven’t seen him, Changmin told me that he’s just busy but does a one message takes lot of time? My heart is aching because of him, a sudden happiness is also gone as fast as it came. But, I really can’t accept that this is reality, just when I let my heart fall for him, he was gone, he even brings my ‘friend’ with him. How painful it is? Words are not enough to say, its just too painful to explain.

Summer vacation is coming. It’s a long vacation for us, so it’s definitely hard to see any of my friends, or do I really have one? I pity myself every time I think of these stuffs. Friends, I thought I got real one, but in the end, she still left me; Family, yes, I got a mom and a dad, but both of them are too busy w/ their own world that they don’t have any time on checking what’s up w/ me. My life is a joke, what must I do with myself? Change? I’ve changed already, isn’t it enough?

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‘Victoria, join the extension class this summer. It’ll help you to choose course you really want to pursue.’ Mom said.

I was shocked tor a second. So I’m not stocked in this place this summer. It was a kinda good idea. I thought to myself. Extension classes are only for upcoming senior students, but this time its not only for our school, some from all boys school also, so might got a chance to see.. oh no, ‘that’ person is not the type of person who will join that kind of class, maybe Changmin, I might got to see him.

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‘Changminnie~….’ I shouted as I see him walking meters away from me, he shook his head and look back, after seeing me, he walk towards me.

‘Yah~ didn’t I told you not to call me like that in front of many people?’ he said with an irritating voice, I frown at him, then he smiled at me.

‘Ok, ok, call me oppa, but not Changminnie ok? Its too embarrassing.’ He said, gave him a wide grin.

‘Really? OMO! I have an oppa now, oppa! Oppa! I’m so happy!’ I said to him, as I look at him, he brushes is hair in shyness. OMO! How cute~  I thought to myself. Why didn’t I notice this charm of him before? Maybe because of ‘that’ person.

‘Since we’re studying together for almost 2 months, I have a rule for you.’ He said with a serious face. I just nod at him and move closer to him.

‘Don’t fall for me, oh this charm of mine, its very unpredictable.’ He said while tapping his forehead.

I burst out into laughing so hard, I never thought that those words will actually came from this person. Maybe I got closer to him now. I’m happy, but I hope that this happiness will last.

‘Yah~ what so funny?’ he asked, I just laugh at him and dragged him inside the school.

‘Let’s just go inside, or else we’ll be late.haha.’ I said while laughing. He just follow me and headed to our room.

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‘Wahhh~ what a boring class. I should’ve stayed at our house and read some manga.’ I said while yawning. He just laughs at my wittiness.

Every day is just like this. But when he went earlier, he’ll wait at me at the front gate, it was like a boyfriend waiting for his lover. At times, it felt awkward, but as I got to know him it makes me happy for no reason. This guy is so much different from ‘that’ man. He never leaves me, he take care of me just like his own sister. And I’m happy, so happy that I can forget those people even for a while.

One day, I got the courage to ask him about ‘that’ man.

‘He never sends me any message too. When I’m seeing Taec, he’s also the same. No contact from him since vacation, maybe he’s too busy with his work, you know, he got lots of part time job to support his studies so during this time, he really need to work harder to lessen his work when the class starts again.’ Changmin said, and I do understand, I don’t know why, but hearing this from his friend makes me feel better. Maybe we still have a chance after this? Or maybe no? I don’t know. But I hope to see him again, waving at me. Its okay if he’ll tease me every day as long as he will come back. He’ll smile at me again, protect me again, and take care of me again. I just missed him,  I miss him so much that even if he appears in front of me now and tell me that he likes my friend, I will still smile at him, as long as I will see him again just like before. I don’t mind if it’ll give me too much pain, what I want now is to see him, coz I’m missing him badly.

This feeling is dragging me to more painful realization. He’s gone, aren’t you prepare that this things might happen? Yuri is right, no one will ever like you, coz your ugly Victoria, too ugly that no one can bear to be w/ you for a long time. That reality is unbearable, but I must admit it to myself. He’s gone. Gone for his own good.

So is this how my ‘First Love’ goes? I hope not.

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