Eunhyuk POV

"Enough already!" Shocked by the sudden volume, I winced. I looked at Donghae, whose eyes had grown big. He looked shocked behind me.

It was actually more than clear that Siwon was standing behind me, but I still prayed that it wasn't him. Maybe a burglar or a murderer, but please not Siwon. But when I turned around, I had to face the truth. Or better said Siwon. Never before his sight had made me have so much anxiety. His eyes rose with anger and at this moment I would like to be in any body, but not in my own. But because the possibility to swap bodies didn't exist, I had to face this thing.

"S-Siwon.." I stuttered, overwhelmed and wished at that moment, I had just a little bit more courage.

"Why is he in my house?!" His voice made me cringe. I had never seen him so angry. How derogatory he had uttered the word 'he', while nodding towards Donghae.

He seemed so full of hate. But .. why?

"He found out that I was here and he came to talk to me." I said, trying to sound confident.

"And you let him just come in? Even though you know that I don't want him here? Hyukjae, I accommodate you here, even though you had bailed me all the time and now you stab me in the back, because of the person for whom you have left and because of that, you came back to me? "

"I-I wouldn't necessarily call that stab in the back.." I stuttered, I had to admit that he was right in a certain way.

"Siwon, I am indeed sorry, but Donghae is my best friend and I can't just throw a friendship away"

Suddenly, I saw, for a brief moment, he had sadness in his eyes, before it immediately turned back to anger. "Ah, but with me you could do it admirably easy!?!"

"That isn't true!" I didn't want to scream, but slowly, I got angry. "You were the one who suddenly got strange and didn't want to have anything to do with Donghae and me anymore!"

"And why do you think that I didn't want to do anything with you anymore? Because he.."

"Guys, it's enough" This time it was Donghae who interfered.

"You overdo it massively! Really, where are we here? Siwon! Tell me why you have a problem with me! Please, what have I done to you that would make you hate me so much?"

I stepped a bit to the side and turned a little to look at both their face. Donghae looked quite angry now, but in another way, angrier than Siwon.

Was such a thing possible? Could people look angry in different ways? Apparently it could happen, because after all, it was currently happening..

Whatever, I couldn't digress with my thoughts now, because if it should escalate, I should go between them.

"Why I hate you? Because you took my best friend, damn it! And you've noticed it very well, but you didn't care that I was suddenly alone, with no other best friends and without the boy whom I trust and tell everything beforehand. Do you know how that feels?”

"Man, I didn't want that yet. Eunhyuk and I have learned about each other and I clicked with him! You were always there at the beginning and then at some point you begun to distinguish yourself. I can't help it!"

"Why do you think I had to separate from you? Because you have always excluded and ignored me. You had more and more secrets that I wasn't allowed to know and you have me even ignored in the end! If I wanted to talk about it, no one listened to me!"

I swallowed. Only now had I realized how much truth was behind Siwon's words. Donghae and I really had excluded him more and more as time went by, actually Siwon had often tried to arrange to speak to me in confidence, and also together with us both. How could I have not I noticed? No wonder Siwon hated Donghae.

"Then get out of my house!" I winced. I had been so lost in thoughts that I hadn't even noticed what Donghae and Siwon were talking about. For this stupidity, I could have even cuffed myself. Now I didn't know what had happened.

"Fine, I'll do that now! Eunhyuk, come on, let's go. I won't stand for that!" Furious, Donghae grabbed my arm and wanted to pull me out of the apartment, as Siwon grabbed my other arm. He looked at me with sad eyes.

"So you're going back with him now?" He asked me, I could hear that he was injured.

Donghae turned to me and looked at me expectantly. I was completely overwhelmed with the situation.

"U-Uhm .." I began to stutter, before I turned to Siwon. "Y-yes, I'm going with him. But just because we live in the same apartment and there are all my clothes. Anyway, you probably also need some privacy.."

Siwon let go of my arm and Donghae started to go, so I was slowly dragged out of the apartment.

"I'm sorry. I'll be in touch with you" I cried before I disappeared through the door. Of course I could talk with him right now, but I had to think about the information I just heard about. Wasn't I just a bad boyfriend, but also now a bad best friend? Why had I done all these things? And above all, why had I not even realized how much I had hurt Hyoyeon and Siwon with my actions?

Donghae squeezed me into the passenger seat of his car, slammed the door and finally got in on the driver's side. He seemed to be quite in a rage. As we drove, I had a decision. First I had to arrange with my girlfriend.

I loved her and I was simply not able to be in a controversy with her any longer. Meanwhile this had become clear to me.

Even though I didn't know how she would react to me, I just had to try it. I couldn't just give up on her. Decided I grabbed my phone and dial Hyoyeon's number. After what felt like an eternity her mailbox answered the phone. This wasn't surprise.. It was whether she would listen to her mailbox, that was the question. I decided to try it.

"Hyoyeon .. It's Hyukjae. I'm sorry about what happened. I need to talk to you. Please give me a chance to explain it to you at least. Come tomorrow at 7pm to the restaurant xx" I swallowed. "And if you still have the opinion that you never want to see me again then, I'll leave you alone forever... I really hope you'll come.." I replaced and was proud of me. At least the first step to recovery was done.

I looked at Donghae and watched as he turned his head jerking forward. He had listened to me all the time carefully. Even though I just saw his profile, I could see that he was no longer angry. His face was now pure grief.

I was such an Idiot..

Could I do at least anything, without hurting anyone?

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