I'm a member too, it's weird and unique but i'm the female member of DBSK and because the mind doesn't lead the heart i fell for them, manly Yunho, Romantic Yoochun, funny Junsu, smart Changmin and warm Jaejoong, they are all o great i couldn't help but fall in love. 

I can't, it's forbiden, so I'm creating a distance, luckily i have been busy with acting but i still call them to check on them, before when i was living everyone of them had little habits that made my heart race so i had to move out somehow but now even calls are dangerous because i'm getting careless and they want to know what's happening and i just can't lie to them so i hide and I'll keep hiding from them, from love for as long as it needed.