Step 1 - It's hard
Hiding from Love
One month has passed and Hyomin finally had something that made her cry so hard...
Flasback
Yunho was fixing himself up, all happy he looked oh so handsome, Hyomin sat downstairs with the others as he got down:
"I'm going out" He said
"Oooh a date?" Jaejoong asked smirking
"Yeah, how do i look?" He said and looked towards Hyomin
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"Good" She didn't say anything else
"Hyo...." He called worried "Are you okay?"
"Fine" She got up and helped him with his jacket "Go and have fun, be nice and a gentleman, compliment her and hold her hand, just be you and you will be fine"
He smiled and hugged her "Thank you, you are the best"
"It's nothing" She smiled
"Behave, bye!" He said leaving
"Bye" They said
"Hyo are you really alright?" Jaejoong asked
"Of course I am, what's on Tv?" She went back to sit down with a smile on her face.
Later that night she laid on her bed, as she closed her eyes she saw Yunho with another woman, probably having dinner, probably chatting, probably he was charming her as he charmed everyone, probably he had cleaned the side of when she ate messily as he did to Hyomin or complimented her for looking beautiful....
On that vision, it wasn't her who was there so she cried.
End of Flashback
Since then Hyomin has been making their distance bigger and of course they were noticing it, as she got further they got closer, Yunho wasn't going out, apparently the date had gone wrong, the girl wanted fame, well that was usual.
One day she went for a walk early morning and passed by a house for sale, it looked good, she took the number and a photo of the house:
She went back home and called the man:
"Hello this is Selex Home Finders, how can I help you?"
"Hello, I found one of your properties near Seoul Main Street and I wish for some details"
"Well you can always visit our website" He gave her the website.
"Thank you, I'll contact you again soon"
"Always at your service miss"
She checked the website and found the house, two bedrooms, one bathroom, kitchen and dinning room together and living room separated, the kitchen had the fridge, stove and cabinets included, it was spacious but she needed to see it personally so she thought of her next day off....that Saturday and then she thought of another thing "Should I tell them?" She mumbled to herself.
She decided to tell them later, after she made her decision and then she began imagining living without them....it would be so lonely.
Someone knocked on her door....Yoochun, he seemed sad, down:
"Yoochun oppa what's wrong?" She asked worried
He said nothing and hugged her, confused she hugged him back:
" Oppa what happened?"
"Let me be selfish, let me be here" He said
"Okay...." She said and patted his back
"Sing for me will you?"
Feeling like crying she started singing, her own song:
When will you see this heart of mine
When will you see the arms that hold you are reaching for your heart
Because I'm in heaven, in heaven with you only
Because I'm in heaven, with you here
......
Yoochun fell asleep in her lap and she didn't mind because once his eyes closed, tired from crying...
Hyomin POV
You will never see me like the song will you? I'll never be heaven for you, i'm just a friend, a sister, nothing else.
Yoochun will you cry if I leave? If I leave home will you cry and shout? Will Yunho be angry? Will Jaejoong pull me back? Will Changmin ignore me and will Junsu pout? Will you see the truth if I look into your eyes?
I sighed, taking this step will be so hard.
End of Hyomin POV
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