Letting go
That's How I FeelChapter 69
Complete - SNSD
(Cr: Owner)
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Another day passed, you didn't go to school again coz you want Luhan to know how much you love him.
"aahhhh!!" he screamed in pain again while you looked at him pityful
"luhan! Calm down... Wait, Nurse!" Mrs. Lu called a nurse and inject Luhan a pain reliever
You walked to him and saw him panting like he ran a hundred miles. You held his hand "It'll be okay. I'm here"
He let out a tear "yunhee... Sorry if you're here coz of me. I promise i'll fight for this"
You hold your tear and inhale. You smiled and excuse yourself to go to restroom... to cry.
When you go inside, you let your emotions out while crying. *i can't let him go... I don't want him to leave me.. My heart will just cry.*
After sobbing, you wash your face so that he won't notice. You walked outside and feed him.
"babe... Did you cry?" he asked and touched your eyes
You put the food on the table and grabbed his hand. You can't help but to cry. "yunhee... If you want, i'll just stay here and tell my doctor that i'll just find other neurosurgeon... Want that?"
You didn't reply coz you really don't know what to say. 70% of you agree with his suggestion but all of you know that it's better if the surgery will be happen in Europe.
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Four days passed and four days you didn't go to school. Luhan is still there. Hearing him screaming, saying his vision is getting blured and seeing him vomitting , made your heart cry.
It's time for him to eat already. You put the spoon in front of him but he didn't open his mouth. "oppa, ahh-"
"i can do it by myself" he said coldly and grabbed the spoon from you. You were surprised when he act like that. Mrs. Lu called you and told you to let him.
*sorry yunhee but i have to do this...* Luhan thought
"oppa... Water" you gave him a glass of water but he ignored it. He notice a pitchel beside him and he's the one who put a water in his glass
"hi, hyung!" Sehun greeted him. He smiled a little.
This whole morning and now, he acts coldly towards you. You're started to get confused.
Chanyeol noticed you're not beside Luhan "what happened?" he whispered and you shook your head
He want to take a nap, so you g
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