Suhos' POV

Me, tae sunbae, tif sunbae and seo sunbae parted with the group...
I dont know why I'm the one whom they tagged with them, they could've just got Chanyeol with them...
I could've seen sica noona awhile ago if they didnt tagged me along.. T_T

we went around the town with our hoodies on, of course we are idols and it will become a great gossip if someone got a picture
of me with my sunbaes. suddenly, Tae sunbae asked me a question.

"Suho... do you have any girlfriend?"-Taeyeon

"ahh..  aniyo sunbae I never had one and I dont have one."-Suho

I said with a smile. I can see Tae sunbae smiling and I dont know why.
We went to a near by coffee shope and bought some coffee not only for us but for the other Exo and SNSD members too...
After ordering, we immediately went back to the SM entertainment because we know that the others will be going there after fetching
sica noona...

While climbing upstairs, I was prepairing myself to see sica noona... it feels like I have not seen here for how many weeks...
as we entered their practice room, they werent there so maybe they are at our practice room and so we walked to our practice room.
Tif sunbae went in first and then Seo sunbae and then I was about to go in when Tae sunbae went in before me but clinged her arms on me
so we both entered at the same time.

As we both entered everybody teased us for being the second exoshidae pairing.. Tae sunbae was smiling while I was chukkling...

"Then who is the first?"-Taeyeon

Tae sunbae asked

"Look for yourselves..."-Hyoyeon

Hyo sunbae said... I scanned the room to see who is the first pairing and there I saw... on our couch
sica noona and Baekhyun... my face suddenly went blank... I really dont know why.. So.. Baekhyun likes sica noona too? why didnt he tell me?
and sica noona likes Baekhyun?
I saw sica noona smiled at me but I can see that her smile is fake... I just looked at her still with my blank expression but she looked away and started a conversation with Baekhyun..

So now she is ignoring me... but why? what did I do wrong
Then suddenly Tae eonnie dragged me to the couch too and we sat there beside sica noona and Baekhyun but there is a space
between me and noona...

I was silently looking at them and I can see that sica noona is happy and baekhyun too... are they... secretly in a relationship?
no, no,no that cant be... its impossible... how can they be in a relationship if Baekhyun teased me last night about having a crush on sica noona?

(sigh)...  I just hope I am not too late...
I told them that I'll go back to the dorm but the truth is that I'll just move to the roof top... I dont know why, but this place makes me comfortable at some ways...

As I opened the roof top door, the cold breeze of the wind suddenly brushed my cheeks...I cosed the door and I immediately went outside to get a good view of Seoul... the roof top has a great view ... It takes your breath away...

I moved to a corner so that I could rest my mind.... I sat down and closed my eyes. All I can see is sica noona's face...
Aishhh~!!! why cant I remove her inside my mind?
Am I addicted to her that much?... and the answer is Yes... Of course
I just dont like her... I'm already falling for her hard....
I... Love her

I need to confess to her my feelings so that whether she accepts me or not... I wouldn't feel guilty
Yes! I should confess to her... As soon as possible
I said inside my mind

Then suddenly I heard the door opened but all I tought it was the wind then suddenly footsteps and when I opened my eyes I saw sica noona looking  at the view of Seoul...
I was shock to see her there.... then suddenly the confession thingy popped into my mind.
Maybe... its time
I said inside my mind...

Sica noona sighed then turned her back and then was shock to see me... her eyes widened but then she manahed to put on her cold face and said:

"What are you doing here?"-Jessica

she asked

"Shouldn't I be asking you that noona?"-Suho

I asked and I approuched her

"You told us awhile ago that you will go back to your dorm, then what are you doing here?"-Jessica

She asked me with crossed arms

"I just thought that I should go here first and clear my mind..."-Suho

I said trying hard not to stutter

"ok then...:"-Jessica

She said and when she was about to go I caught her wrist and spinned her around and we had an eye-to-eye contact...

"noona wait...."-Suho

She looked at me coldly but I didnt mind her cold look as long as I know that she is warm inside...

"Noona... do you like Baekhyun?"-Suho

I said and looked into her eyes. She looked away and what I did is I held both her hands tight and looked at her...

"Noona... please answer me? do you like Baekhyun?... why are you not answering me? Do you hate me? Did I do something wrong?"-Suho

" I dont like Baekhyun... I only treat him as my Dongsaeng..."-Jessica

She said trying to break free of my hold but I tightened it...

"Then why are you ignoring me?"-Suho

I asked still looking directly unto her eyes...

"I am not ignoring it's just that..."-Jessica

she said and stopped...

"... nothing"-Jessica

she said and looked down. I touched her chin and moved it up so that we can have an eye-to-eye contact..

"Noona...I hope you don't hate me because.... I..... Like you"-Suho

I said almost stuttering but I managed to tell her straightly while looking directly into her eyes.

"Huh?"-Jessica

She asked... I held both of her hands tight and l placed it in my chest.

"Noona... I like you... I really do. I dont even know if this is a like... I think that I'm really falling hard for you... I love you."-Suho

I bravely told sica noona but she just gave me a confused look..

"Suho, you dont know what love is"-Jessica

She told me trying to break free but I held her tightly

"Noona I know what love is... love is the inordinary feeling that you feel to that special someone... and that's what I feel about you.."-Suho

I said still looking at her directly into her eyes..

"It's not enought Suho... your explanation is not enough"-Jessica

she said and finally break free from my hold

"Ok noona... but I tell you, What I said right now is true and this rooftop is the witness..."-Suho

I said with a smile but she just looked at me with a blank expression.

"...and noona, I've been interested with you since the first time we met, I would say that for me, it's love at first sight.... I would understand if you will ignore me but if you need someone to comfort you or something, I'll be always here"-Suho

I said with a reassuring smile.. and then after that sica noona went out.
I sighed deeply becuse at list know I have confessed my feelings for her... all I need is to wait for her
to wait for her if she would accept it or not but of course I need to do something to make her fall for me...
I sighed once again and I also went down and drove to our dorm...


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