Jessica's POV:

It's been a week since the last time I saw Suho...
I'm always staying here in my room thinking if he is ok,
thinking if he is fine or anything...

Me and Tae eonnie are still not talking with each other, she told the others that she need some time... and I can understand.

After a couple of hours. Me and the girls are going to the SM building since tomorrow
would be Yesung oppas departure to the military.This would be like his last party at SM
and another 5 years before we'll see him again...

First is Heechul oppa and then Leeteuk oppa and then Yesung oppa.
My oppas are slowly going to the army...Who's next? Shindong oppa?
Donghae oppa? All the oppas?? Aigoo~ =_=

As soon as we arrive, we immediately went to the SuJu oppas practice room
since it is where we will have the little gathering... 

The Sunbaes and Hoobaes are there, already talking with each other.
I immediately saw Suho, he is talking with s. Me and the girls
immediately approuch Yesung oppa and gave him a hug. 

"Oppa,I'll miss you"-Jessica

I told him

"haha me too sica, don't worry.. I'll be back soon and you wont even notice"-Yesung

he said and smile. I wonder how Yesung oppa keeps his problems and just always smile.
I never saw Yesung oppa cry because of his problems... he is so secretive..

We hugged him one last timeand him and the SuJu oppas went away.
Some of us are actually silently crying, me? my tears are all dried up.
I've been crying so much that's why no matter how hard I try, no tears would come out.

We all stayed together first at the SuJu oppas practice room... It was pretty awkward since nobody is speaking and sobs can be heard.

I took a glance at the Exo boys and I saw Suho... he is not looking at me or anything. He is zooming out. I sighed and approuched Hyoyeon.

"Hyo, can you come with me at the rooftop?"-Jessica

I asked her

"Sure sica"-Hyoyeon

She responded and we walked together there.

As soon as we reached there the rooftop, I breathed in the fresh scent of the wind. I don't know why but I always feel comfortable
when I'm here in the rooftop. I was just there standing still with Hyoyeon on my side

"Hyo..."-Jessica

"Hm?"-Hyoyeon

"What would you do if you have finally realize that you have fallen for this guy but he has given up on you"-Jessica

I said not even looking at her. I was just looking at the view of Seoul. I heard her sigh and look at me and so I looked back at her.

"It's Suho, is'nt it?"-Hyoyeon

Hyo asked and I just nodded my head and smiled faintly at her.

"I don't know sica, I just don't know"-Hyoyeon

she said and hugged me

"I don't know either...I want to cry Hyo but my tears are all drained up"-Jessica

I told her

"I'm sorry sica, If can't help you with your problems"-Hyoyeon

Hyo said

"It's ok Hyo... I'm not blaming you since it's my fault. Time has given me so much chances but I only took it for granted"-Jessica

I told her and she looked at me sadly.

We stayed at the roof top for a moment. Just by looking at the view makes me forget my problems even just for a moment.

"Sica, are you thirsty?"-Hyoyeon

Hyo aksed. I just nodded my head even though I'm not

"I'll just get some drinks downstairs and I'll come back here,ok?"-Hyoyeon

She said and I nodded my head and smiled at her. As soonas she was gone, I sat down on the bench at the corner. I closed my eyes and I had a flashback of Suho's confession.It happened here in this rooftop....

Suddenly, I heard the door opening. I thought it was Hyoyeon and so I opened my eyes but It's not Hyoyeon,It's Suho

He was standing there looking at Seouls view. I want to approuch him but I'm too scared to do it. He sighed and turned around.

He seems shock to see me. I can see in his eyes the pain

"Jessica sunbae... why are you here?"-Suho

he asked me. I was even shock at what he called me.... he used to call me noona

"Oh... I'm just taking a rest here Suho-shi"-Jessica

I told him.

"Oh, ok... I'm going now"-Suho

he said and went away. I sighed as soon as he was gone...
Everything has suddenly changed...

and I don'tlike the feeling of it.
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Here is the update... ^^

Guys... I'm planning to make 2 new stories..
One HunHanSica and One ExoSica

but don't worry, I won't abandon this story... I will not update my 2 new stories first...
I will just write a Prologue for it and maybe I'll update it somewhere in August or maybe July

I will finish this Story first and Love is a Battle Field before updating the new ones.^^

anyways... comments please^^

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