*Oh...I forgot to tell you that this chapter and the next chapter is like a continuation of the last
chapter... but this chapter is purely Jessica's POV and the next chapter is mix Suho and any
SNSD members POV*^^

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Jessica's POV

Moments later I decided to prepare myself because I still need to attend a convention at 2 in the afternoon...

I went to our bathroom and freshen myself up... and after that I changed my attire...


I put some light make up on and done...
After that, I placed my dress for the convention later in a hanger and then I placed my heels on a bag.

Before going out of our room... I checked the time and its already 10:25 a.m.
So maybe I guess that the girls are already prepairing for Lunch...
I sighed deeply and went out...

"Good morning"-Jessica

I greeted them and they were all shock to see me all changed up

"Where are you going sica?"-Sunny

I'm going out for a moment... and I'll go straight to the Younique convention, I said and smiled

"Oh..."-Girls

They all said

"HAve you been awake since hourse ago?"-Hyoyeon

Hyo asked me suspiciously

"Aniyo... I just woke up maybe ecactly 10... why did you ask"-Jessica

I asked them even if I already know why is she asking me that...

"Oh nothing, nothing..."-Hyoyeon

I was about to move out of our dorm when suddenly a door opened and when I turned my back I saw Tae eonnie moving out of her room..

"Whats for lunch?"-Taeyeon

All the girls went dead silent and when Tae eonnie turned around she saw me and she became poker faced

"Where are you going?"-Taeyeon

"Oh..uhmm...Im going out and-"-Jessica

before I could even finish my sentence she said

"good..just go then"-Taeyeon

she said and went to the table. All the girls were shock to what Taeyeon said... even me.
I was in verge of crying, luckily I have my shades on to hide my tears.

"Ok, bye"-Jessica

thats my only reponce to them and then I went out. As soon as I got a taxi... I cried my heart out
I didn't know why Tae eonnie hates me too much... 
Didn't I suffered already? Is it still not enough?
I kept asking myself....

Usually at this times... Heechul oppa will aways be there and comfort me
but this time he is not here... I have no one to run through..

except for...

Suho...

he said that if I need someone to talk to I'll just call him
but... It s too dangerous... What if someone will capture a picture of us together?
and what if the whole Taecyeon and me incident will happen again?
surely Tae eonnie will hate me more. So its better if Im alone...

I went to the coffee shop that me and Heechul oppa would usually go when we have problems

I was just there alone eating a piece of garlic bread while sipping to my frappe because this are the
food that Heechul oppa usually buys me when I have problems. I turned my Cellphone on
and saw many pictures of me and Heechul oppa

then suddenly... tears run down my face. I tried to stop it but I can't.
Oppa...I miss you so,so much...

Moments later I decided to move out already and just clear my head but first I wore my shades
because my tears just can't stop falling. While walking out... I bumped into a man

"Sorry"-Jessica

I said and my voice kinda croaked because of my crying...

"noona?"

the man said... I looked up and saw Suho and behind him is a shocked Chanyeol

"Suho?"-Jessica

I said and then suddenly tears again uncontrollably went down my eyes...

"Noona..its ok, I'm here"-Suho

Suho said and hugged me... even Chanyeol joined the hug.
I'm lucky to have this guys...

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