Jessica's POV

~ Mini Prologue~

Months have passed... Me and Tae eonnie are a bit ok now. She already smiles at me and acknowledge me when we are at the dorm but outside no but Im happy at someways. My only problem now is that I can't stop myself liking Suho. I don't even know if this is like anymore, this feeling is new to me. He gave me flowers, he gave me chocolates, he gave me ballons, its like were in the courting stage already even if I don't aprove. The more I stay away from him, the harder I forget him because he would always approuch me.

I also found out that YoonYulSoo is helping him, I got mad at him for that but he apologized to me and so I forgave him but I told him to stop giving me those things anymore and he should stop using my friends. Before he, agreed he sked me first if his forgiven and I nodded and so he agreed as long as his forgiven.

Weeks have passed and still, I can't stop myself liking Suho, with just his simple acts he makes my heart flutter. I have no other choice but to just let it be... I don't ignore him but I let him feel that Im not comfortable when he is around and I completely ignore him when Tae eonnie is around...

~End of Prologue~

After our Romantic Fantasy show, the girls decided to celebrate with some friends but I told them that Im not feeling well so that I could go home already but they all whined and told me that Imma Kill Joy and so I have no other choice but to join them. We went to a private bar and celebrated there. Well, we drank some low in alcohol drinks since we still have our promotions tomorrow and so we can't drink high in alcohol drinks. We don't wanna perform on stage with hangovers :)

I was just there seating on the couch... zooming out. I was thinking to how would I stop myself from being jealous or in other words, How can I stop myself liking Suho?  Moments later, there was a knock on the door and so Seohyun opened it and we were all shock, I mean I was shock  to see all Exo members outside. I know Suho, Sehun and Chanyeol was supposed to be part of our celebration because they were at our Romantic Fantasy show awhile ago but still how- Aishhh~ nevermind =_=

Before they could enter, I run to the restroom. From there, I can here some of the exo members looking for me and I even heared Suho asking to where am I. Moments later, someone knocked at the restroom door. I panicked because what if its Suho? Omo~ what am I gonna do... but I stopped panicking when I heard Yoonas voice. I opened the door and I saw not only Yoona but Yuri and Sooyoung was with her. They entered the restroom and talked with me:

"Eonnie... do you know Suho is looking for you?"-Yuri

I just looked down and didn't respond

"Eonnie... please don't act like this"-Sooyoung

Sooyoung said

"Act like what?"-Jessica

"Acting like your just ok"-Yoona

Yoona said.

"I am ok.."-Jessica

I told them

"Psh.."-YoonYulSoo

They said, I know they know that Im lying and so I sighed heavily

"but what can I do... its the only way?"-Jessica

"No, its not... Its not the only way.. there are many ways sica-yah"-Yuri

I just looked at them emotionless

"Eonnie... we are sorry that we helped Suho and everything"-Sooyoung

"Im not mad at you for that.."-Jessica

I said and forced a smile

"Fake"-YoonYulSoo

they said and poked their tounges at me and I pouted

"Eonnie... just please stop hurting yourself"-Yoona

"Yeah sica"-Yuri

"I am not hurting myself"-Jessica

I told them and forced a myself

"Eonnie... don't force a smile"-Sooyoung

Sooyoung said and I sighed in defeat

"Ok, let's say that Yes, it pains me to see Suho and Taeyeon together but I know this pain would soon be away 
because I just like him... I-I don't love him"-Jessica

I told them almost tears falling into my eyes. I felt pale after saying that, I dont know why but it felt like, Im super guilty for
telling that maybe because, I do love him... I just don't want to admit it.

"Eonnie... just please make sure you don't get hurt"-Yoona

"Yeah I don't want to see you so weak and hopeless, but always remember we are here for you sica"-Yuri

They said and Sooyoung approuched me and hugged me and the 2 joined in. After that, we went out the restroom. As soon as I went out, I didn't expect the secene infront of me. It was Suho and Taeyeon acting like a couple together, I can see the other exoshidae members teasing them but they don't seem to care.

Has Suho fallen for Tae eonnie already? that question kept ringing in my head. Suddenly my knees were wobbly, I know I'm gonna fall soon but luckiky Sooyoung caught me and looked at me worriedly, I smiled back at her to tell her that I'm ok.

Why am I acting like this? Stop acting like this sica! he is not even your boyfriend! I kept telling this to myself inside my mind while we were approuching the table where the other members are.

"Sica, what happened to you? You look pale"-Tiffany

fany said and approuched me.

"uhmmm..."-Jessica

I don't know what to tell her...

"Eonnie... I think sica eonnie is really tired we should've let her go home"-Yoona

Yoona said whe she noticed me having a hard time explaining

"Yeah... she vomitted at the restroom awhile ago, luckily we were there to help her up"-Sooyoung

Sooyoung added. I looked at YoonYulSoo and smiled at them as a sign for thank you. Everything they said is true, except that I vomitted. Yes I'm tired from work but mostly, my heart is tired. All the other exoshidae members looked at me worriedly

"Eonnie, I think we should've let sica eonnie rest awhile ago"-Seohyun

Seohyun told Tae and after a long time, I saw Tae eonnie worried for me..

"Sica-yah.. gwenchana?"-Taeyeon

Tae asked me worriedly

 I didn't get to respond to Tae eonnie immediately because I saw Suho looking at me worriedly too. I felt happy but I immediately shrugged it off.

"n-neh gwenchana"-Jessica

I said and smiled to Tae eonnie and  she smiled back but before I could move, Suho suddenly said:

"are you sure noona?

I felt electricity climbed up my body when he said that. My heart thumped faster for a moment. It took almost all my courage to face him and say:

"Yes, I'm ok joonmyun-shi"-Jessica

I saw Suho's eyebrows frowned. I know he knows that something is bugging me.

"ahahaha... I think noona is really sick, she called Suho Joonmyun ahaha"-Chanyeol

Chanyeol said and everybody laughed except Suho who is still looking at me intently. Suddenly, Suho stood up from his seat and approuched me.

"Noona are you sure your ok? I can bring you to your dorm if you don't feel well"-Suho

Suho said. I noticed Taeyeon looking at us intently. She looks jealous.

"Of course I'm sure Suho-saeng.Now go back to your sit"-Jessica

I told him while pushing him back to his seat and when he finally sat down I smiled a him and Tae eonnie and went to where the others are.

"So... Exo is our only guest?"-Jessica

I asked them

"Ouch... noona, you don't seem to like that we are here"-Sehun

Sehun said while touching his chest and shaking his head. You know, like he is hurt or something.

"Aniyo.. I was just asking, pabo"-Jessica

I said and chukkled

"You see... she even calls me pabo"-Sehun

Sehun said still doing the same actions, now all of the Exo boys is doing the action that Sehun is doing.

"Aniyo... I'm just asking them Dongsaengs... of course I love you guys to be here, it would be fun!"-Jessica

"How many percent noona?"-Luhan

Luhan asked

"100%"-Jessica

I told them with my baby voice and spreading my arms widely. All of them chukkled and commented:

"Ahahah noona neomu neomu kyeopta!"-Luhan

Luhan said

"ahahah noona, that is so CUte~!!!"-Baekhyun

"Wahh~!! noona do it again!"-D.O

D.O said while clapping his hands

while the others were just chukkling and I just chukkled back at them..

After that, we talked and had fun. While I was talking with Sunny, at the corner of my eye.. I can see Suho looking at me.

(Aishhh, why is he looking at me. Yah! Suho go talk with Tae eonnie)-I said inside my mind. Time passes by and we were just talking, drinking and eating. Moments later I heard a glass that smashed. I immediately look at where the sound came from and I saw there. Tae eonnie is helping Suho stand still because he is like almost falling and so I immediately proceeded there...

"Eonnie, what happened?"-Jessica

I asked when I saw the shattered glass at the floor and seeing Suho giggling

"sica... I think Suho is drunk"-Taeyeon

Tae eonnie said

"What??"-Jessica

I asked shock. I looked at Suho and I think he is really drunk. His skin color is red, he can't stand still and he is giggling. I chukkled because he looks cute when he is drunk.

"What are you laughing at"-Taeyeon

Tae eonnie asked

"Suho just looks funny when he is drunk"-Jessica

I said giggling and Tae eonnie also giggled.After that, the other Exoshidae members also proceeded to us. All the Exo guys were controlling their laughs while looking at Suho while the SNSD members were already laughing their heads off and some were sayiing Suho is cute when he is drunk.

"Suho saeng... gwenchana?"-Taeyeon

Taeyeon asked Suho while still supporting him.

"neh noona...gwenchana"-Suho

Suho said and hiccuped and he giggled. I again chukkled at his cute acts. I never thought a drunk man can be this cute ^^

"SIca, can you help me with Suho"-Taeyeon

Tae asked for my help and so I immediately approuched Tae eonnie and grabbed Suho.

"Thanks"-Taeyeon

Tae said. Suddenly, Suho looked at me and smiled sheepishly

"Hello noona"-Suho

he said and giggled, I myself can't help myself giggle because I find him cute.

"Suho are you ok?"-Xiumin

Xiumin suddenly asked

"Of course hyung... Im ok"-Suho

Suho said and thumbs up. After that Chanyeol said

"Noonas let's play Truth or Dare"-Chanyeol

"Yah! your leader is not ok and you want to play truth or dare?"-Hyoyeon

Hyoyeon said and slapped Chanyeol

"But noona, he said his ok, right hyung?"-Chanyeol

Chanyeol saidand Suho nodded his head

"Are you sure hyung?"-Kris

Kris asked

"Yup!"-Suho

Suho answered and after that we formed a big circle. I am between Chanyeol and Baekhyun. I am a bit ok in my position but I am also uncomfortable since infront of me is Suho and Taeyeon. Suho was actually leaning on Taeyeon since he is drunk. I know I shouldn't get jealous but still I get jealous... AIshhh~

"Ok let us start the game"-Chanyeol

Chanyeol said and spinned the bottle and it stopped infront of Yoona

"Noona Truth or Dare?"-CHanyeol

"hmmm... Dare"-Yoona

Yoona said

"Ok... hug the most cutest member of Exo"-Chanyeol

Chanyeol said. All the exo boys were fixing themselves while Yoona is roaming around the circle and then moments later Yoona hugged Xiumin.

"Awww... noona, why?Xiumin hyung is so old"-Sehun

Sehun said complaining

"But still he is the cutest"-Yoona

Yoona said and all the Exo guys whined. AFter that the bottle spinned again and it landed on Baekhyun

" Truth or Dare?"-Chanyeol

Chanyeol asked

"Dare..."-Baekhyun

"Hug your most favorite noona in SNSD"-Chanyeol

Chanyeol said and Baekhyun approuched me and hugged me. I was shock because I thought its Tae eonnie. I looked at Tae eonnie and I can see in her expression that she is a bit jealous.

"Bwoh!? why sica noona? So that means you like sica noona now?"-CHanyeol asked

"Aniyo...sica noona is my FAVORITE like what you asked but I have another person from the SNSD noonas that I LIKE so much"-Baekhyun

"Then who is she?"-SNSD

all the girls shouted

"Sorry noonas but 1 question at a time"-BAekhyun

BAekhyun replied

"awww.."-SNSD

they all whined.

The game continued and many things were revealed like Luhan used Sehun's tootbrush without permission, Kris saw under Baekhyun's bed is a collection of mens magazine, Yoona and Hyoyeon ate all Sooyoungs most favorite wafer sticks which made Sooyoung mad but they apologized already,Seohyun keeps quiet when she is mad which didn't shocked us girls cause we know that already but the Exo boys did, Sunny hates the brand Gucci which shocked Tao since his favorite brand is Gucci and so they debated about that, D.O hates to be part of Exo K which shocked us but he said it was just a joke and the most shocking of all is that when Lay was using CHanyeol's laptop and he saw videos on it which shocked us but CHanyeol denied it and told us that Baekhyun is the one who downloaded it but Baekhyun denied it too and then they started bickering but Kris stopped them and told us to just forget about that and continue the game.

and so the bottle spinned again and landed on Suho

"Hyung, Turth or Dare?"-Chanyeol

he asked

"Truth"-Suho

Suho said and giggled

"ok... confess to us your love"-Chanyeol

CHanyeol said. I froze as soon as he said that. I saw Suho smiled and looked at me. AIshhh~ Pabo Chanyeol, there are
so many other question to ask but why that? AIshhh~! >.<


"Ch... easy, she is one of the SNSD noonas"-Suho

he said and all SNSD members became curious

"She is....."-Suho

but before he could say anything he fell forward. We all got shock and so Tae eonnie immediately let him sit back again and we heard him snoring. He is already asleep. They all laughed silently since they don't want to wake him up. I also giggled because he looked cute. AFter that we all cleaned things up and proceeded down stairs. Me and Tae eonnie were helping Suho walk. When we reached the parking lot and there were 3 cars. Exo's van, SNSD's van and my car. I used my car today since I went late because I over slept^^

"Noona... can you bring Suho to our dorm?"-Chen

Chen asked

"Why don't you guys bring him?"-Jessica

"Well noona, we still need to go back at SME because our manager will meet us up. We'll explain to him everything that happened to Suho.Thanks noona"-Chen

Chen said and already entered their car and drove away. Aishhh~ this boys..

"So, whos gonna bring SUho?"-Jessica

I asked the girls

"I'll just bring him, You girls should go straight to the dorm arasso? sica can I use your car?"-Taeyeon

Taeyeon said

"Sure eonnie"-Jessica

I said but before I could handle my keys to her, Tae's phone beeped. She opened it and saw the message

"Omo~ manager said that he needs to meet us N.O.W ASAP!"-Taeyeon

Tae said

"Where?"-SNSD

the girls asked

"at the dorm... now go girls just tell him that I need to bring a drunk man back to his dorm"-Taeyeon

Tae said

"But eonnie... you need to be with us you are our leader, just let sica eonnie handle it"-Seohyun

Seo said

"but-"-Taeyeon

"No buts Taeyeon.. lets go, or else he will be mad at us"-Tiffany

fany  said

"Aishh arasso, arasso, here are your keys sica, Stay safe!"-Taeyeon

she said and they drove away. Now I'm stuck with this guy, drunk ang half asleep. I carried him to the passenger seat of my car and seat belt him. I proceeded to the drivers seat and placed my setabelt and drove to Exo's dorm. While driving I was side glancing at Suho and he sure looks cute while sleeping. Moments later, we already arrive at their dorm. I first parked my car 2 blocks away from theirs to avoid gossips. I checked if there were people on the street but when I was sure that there weren't any, I immdediately slumped Suho's right hand on my shoudler and walk to their. I was looking around because maybe there are people who would suddenly pop out luckily, there weren't. When I reached their door, I sighed in relief but when I twisted the door knob it was locked. My eyes widened, Omo~ they forgot to give me the keys. I panicked because what if a car would pass by and see me?? what if people would pass by and see me??? Omo~ Ottoke~ what to do, what to do???

(Maybe Suho has keys)-I said inside my mind.

I inserted my hand on SUho's jackets but all I got is a gum and so I inserted my hand on his jeans pocket and I felt something and its a key. I tried the key on their door and it unlocked. I immeditely entered and closed it immediately. I rested for awhile and proceeded looking for Suho's room. Since their names are written on their door, I easily found it. Suho shares a room with Sehun. I opened the door and proceeded inside.  The room was neat and I know its D.O who fixed this.^^

I layed Suho in his bed or maybe Sehuns bed... I dont know. I unfolded the blanket and covered him with it. I sat beside him for awhile while looking at his face. I smiled suddenly remembering how we met each other.

"Suho... your really a nice guy..."-Jessica

I told him while caresing his face

"Suho, if you only know that my feelings for you is no longer like before. I do not treat you like a little brother anymore because
I have finally realized that I have fallen for you....so hard"-Jessica

I said while looking at him

"Maybe I was too dumb to realize that I already love you before because of... Somethings"-Jessica

I said remembering Taeyeon eonnie

"Im sorry if I can't return your love for me. I really do love you but there is someone who deserves you more than I am..."-Jessica

I said and stood up

"Suho... Saranghaeyo"-Jessica

I said as a tear falls down off my cheeks, I wiped it off and immeditaely went out and drove back to our dorm....

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Wahhhh~!!! Finally updated...
Sorry for the long wait..

I'll update again soon...
but next week I'll be gone for a vacation AGAIN with my family
haha...Just Enjoying the summer :D

SORRY NO GIFS OR MACROS ^_^V
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