Suho's POV



So here we are again..performing for the fans

So lets fast forward the events...
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So its time for the anaheim~!!! My favorite part of the show haha^^
We are little bit crowded on stage so its hard for me to look for sica noona
So I was there at the front waving my flag and everything... then suddenly..
I felt someone pushing me forward and when I turned around to see who it was..."

It was sica noona :D
she was already moving out of the crowd because her part is next and so I followed... and then she grabbed me
and we both walked at her part...While walking... noona bopped her head cutely and I followed..
and I also saw Kris at the corner of my eye with a fan which means I dont need to worry about him
getting betwen me and noona...

As soon as we got to the end of the stage...
me and noona were like talking and laughing with each other.
Its like were on our own world...
Moments later, I noticed that I am too obvious already and so I decided to wave at the fans and stop talking with noona for a moment..
for just a moment so that I wont get too Obvious^^
and then after that, I started to smile at sica noona because she just looks so cute..
and then suddenly, I felt someone tapping me and when I turned around I saw Kris showing me the round flowers around his neck
and i laughed because he looks like a gay... (peace be with you (^_^)v)
and then suddenly sica eonnie also chukkled at Kris then suddenly
Kris removed those flowers around his neck and placed it around noona...

=_=.... I felt jealous because noona was smiling sweetly at him and I think she liked it T_T
but I can't throw tantrums there because many fans were watching... I just can't create any scandal that will cause
my groups image and sica noonas. So I just acted cool... and acted like nothing happened.
I was waving my flag and smiling brightly at the fans... I didn't even noticed that I was moving away from them already...

I even saw Kyuhyun hyung and I hugged him... well its a bortherly hug, you know...fan service^^
Kyuhyun hyung is my  2nd closest member among all Suju members...
When we were kids, he ususally goes at our house and play with me... We were neighbors
While me and hyung are talking, I was glancing at sica and Kris and I saw sica noona glancing at me too...
I smiled but she just looked away and held Kris' hand and walked back...
I was soo jealous at that moment >.<
when they passed by us... I asked Kris

"Where are you going?"-Suho

and Kris pointed back to the stage... and so we all moved back to the main stage
me and Kyuhyun hyung went first before Kris and noona and so I just walked coolly while waving my flag.
Then suddenly I just can't stop getting curiouse to what Kris and noona are doing...
So I am secretly looking at my back... its not really secretly, its like not-to-obviouse kind of look^^
and they were just talking..nothing more,nothing less.

And then after, We all bowed together... I also glanced back at them to make sure that Kris wasn't holding sica noonas hand
and luckily he isn't ^^.... am I being too obviouse.. Aishhhh~ its so hard not to get caught T_T

and then after I again waved at the fans and I didn't glanced back at them anymore because I trust Kris...
and I dont wanna be obvious...

but moments later... I started to look at them again... I just can;t stop looking, ok?
If you were in my place, I know you'll understand.

I saw noona giving hearts to the SONEs infront of us... I chukkled because she looks cute whenever she does that.
Im imagining her doing that to me... haha

and then suddenly Kyuhyun hyung dragged me... and I dont know why...
I almost told him "What about sica noona?" but luckily I didnt... because if I did
someone could've heard it and that would create gossips -_-

Moments later... when I was at the main stage already... I saw sica noona running happily to the main stage
and I saw Kris now alone... I didn't even noticed that Tae sunbae was beside me...
I just noticed it when I saw Kris and Xiumin suddenly bowed and when I turned around saw Tae sunbae... I also bowed
and she also bowed back to us.

Ok... so now... moving back. I didnt look for sica noona because Im sure she's already with the SNSD sunbaes....
as long as his with girls and not boys I wont glance too much^^

but moments later... I again glanced at her...
WHY CAN'T I STOP GLANCING AT HER!!!????
am I too obsessed with her???
I hope not because she'll think Im crazy @_@

after that Itold myself to stop it... if I can do it for 1 minute not glancing at her, that would be a big success...
and so I started to entertain myself by smiling sweetly at fans infront of me... I was counting every second and finally its
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YES~!!!! I DIDN'T GLANCED AT HER FOR A MINUTE~!!! IM NOT CRAZY~!!! :D

and so as a reward for myself... I'll glance at her for the last time... but when I looked at the place where she was the last time.
she was not there...
I looked at my left and into my righ
and to my left and to my right but I just can't find her???
Where is noona?? did she got kid napped??? what the heck am I thinking???
and I too obvious now??? O_O

but I didnt get to panic since we all bowed together already...
Aishhh... where is sica noona.
and when we rose up.I again glanced to my left and then to my right and then I moved to the back to see if she was there...
but I shouldn't get too obviouse... quit panicking Suho... dont be so frantic... cool down.
and so I just stayed there at the back and looked for her in a not-too-obvious way.

and then suddenly... I already found her
THANK GOD SHE IS NOT KIDNAPPED~!!!
she was with Seohyun noona... and they were happily chatting with each other exiting to the right side of the stage
I smiled because I can't believe I panicked too much^^

I decided to just exit to the left side of the stage for me not to get too obvious...
but before I could exit... I again glanced back and this time I saw her looking back at me and she smiled and so I smiled back
and moved out...

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