*Rain pouring*'Does he hate me?Can he not stand to see me happy?' These are the questions I have asked myself in the past and find myself asking them again.He asks like we're still together,that I belong to him. What made me go out with him?Oh, desperation.*chuckles* Yeah, that's what it was.I was so desperate to have a boy I could call mine but was too stupid to see that he was verbally abusive and didn't really care 2 cents about me.Seungri, my ex, use to tell me to lose weight, that I was too big.Me and my stupid self listened, wanting to satisfy him,did what he said but it wasn't good enough.*sniffles*Nothing was good enough....I'm so stupid.