Kyuhyun's POV

When I come back home to our own dorms, I start telling my members goodbye.

"Don't die, Kyuhyun, You are the maknae." Leeteuk says.

"Let the maknae role be taken by Ryeowook." I say.

"I will miss you very much." Siwon says and gives me a hug.

"We will see each others in heaven." I say.

"You are the first member of Super Junior, who dies." Kangin says with tears in his eyes.

I start crying very much and try to hide my tears, but they see that I'm crying.

I go to my room and pack my things.

I put my clothes in my luggage and also put some pictures, I have taken of my members. Both old and new pictures.

I will look at them, while I'm about to die.

I want to die, while looking at these pictures and remember the old memories.

I put other stuff in my luggage and then go out of the room.

I see both Ryeowook and Yesung crying and hugging each other.

These guys, who often argue and stuff like that, are standing and doing this, after they know about what is going to happen?

It is the first time in 2 years, that they are like this again. After this stupid fight about favourite flavour of cake.

I am walking out of the house, crying my eyes out.

"Goodbye hyungs, it was a nice time spending time with you all." I say before closing the door.

I start walking to my house, where I used to live.

I'm starting to just try living a normal life until I die.

Even if I never will sleep again, I will try to live as I can.

Author Note: What a sad chapter, right? And btw I have decited to use the homemade poster as background.