chapter five ; your not a fool.

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"Can you live without me? Because I can't."

...

Reality.

You couldn't live without him. Neither could he.

Both stuck in their own emotions.

Yoseob was sad that you didn't hear his explanation but he knew how you felt.

Hurt.

He knew that part of this was because of him.

If he didn't kiss her.

If he didn't cancel their date.

If he didn't meet her at alll...

Both of you would be still a couple, like the others out on the streets.

But now, all that was ruined by him.

He loved you truely.

You loved him as well, but to you, it seems like you should forget him.

On the other hand, Yoseob couldn't do so.

He will never forget you.

He will never let you go.

...

Yoseob was in his room laying on his bed, thinking about everything that happened.

The things you said, hurt him the most.

He never meant for you and him to break up.

Tears flowing from his eyes as he remembered how you use to smile at him and say you will...

never leave him.

But you did, but it wasn't your fault.

It was his fault.

You were his everything. His heart. His soul. His world.

Without you, he was nothing.

...

He kept his eyes on his phone background.

A picture of you and him.

He was kissing you on the cheek, both of you were lying on a picnic blanket.

It was a sunny morning.

...

Whenever his phone screen would turn black to screen saver mode, he will immediately turn it back on.

Scared that you will leave by his side.

He recalled the time when you and him played tag at the park.

It was childish but it was fun.

...

He missed you.

He really did.

That bubbly personality.

That sweet smile.

Those adorable cheeks.

Those evil pranks.

He smiled and laughed at those times when both of you would have a food fight.

He cried when he remembered those times when both of you would hold hands on the beach while watching the sunset.

Now all those moments would never happen.

...

Yoseob thought about it...

He will get you back.

He had to.

No, he needed to.

He ran to your house, not caring what his appearance was like.

...

On the other hand...

You were on your bed, crying.

You kept on shaking your head when the memories of the both of you as a couple, came flashing back at you.

You knew that you didn't wan't to break up with him but you thought it would be best like that.

You wondered how he is feeling?

Sad?

Angry?

Mad?

*Maybe he doesn't even care* You thought.

You never knew this day will ever happen.

You wanted to last forever with him.

The person whom you loved with 101%

...

You heard the loud pounding and banging on your front door.

You slowly got up and walked downstairs towards the door.

You opened the door and saw a depressed, lifeless Yoseob.

nYou were about to close the door on him but he suddenly hugged you.

You tried to push him off but he held you in his embrace tightly.

...

"M-mianhe..." He finally started.

You cried on his shoulders.

"Don't cry.. Please... Your my one and only love. I'm hurt when I see you cry.

I'm sad when you are. I LOVE YOU _____!

Please forgive this fool who is scared to get hurt.

A fool who loves you too much to realise that I have been hurting you all along.

A fool who c-can't let you go.

____-ah... I can't l-live without you... 

Can't you see that?

Your not the fool...

I am..." He sniffed

You stood there in shock, still processing what he just said..

...

You smiled.

"Your Not A Fool"

He then let go and kissed you gently on the lips and returned to embrace you.

AUTHOR'S NOTES;  Annyeong!~

Sequel~~ How was it?^^

This was meant to be posted on Beast's 3rd Anniversary a few days ago but I had to go to the doctors :(

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