Personal Message

Hmmm.........

I'm not sure what to put here sooo.....

ANNYEONG! :D :D <3  <3

About Me

Annyeong~!

I'm Allison, and I must say that it is a pleasure to meet you^^ 

We'll start with the basics. I'm 17 years old (soon to be 18. October!), and a junior in high school. I live in the USA! Which, I don't understand why people want to come here to badly. I mean yeah, we have good food, amusment parks, pretty scenery and some other good quialities, but we're not a free country like people say. And our economy . Terribly. And have you seen or listened to out so called 'President'? Ugh. Still, I love my country, just not all the people in it. 

Anyhooo~~

I've been listening to j-pop since forever~ Thank you anime. I've only been listening to k-pop for a little over a year now. I believe I started somewhere between November and December of 2011. My friends introduced me to it, and now we're all practically obsessed. I love a lot of bands and artists, but I have favorites like everyone. Those would be: B2ST, Big Bang, Block B, 2NE1, Miss A, MBLAQ and sooooo~ many more. I pretty much love them all. Except girl groups (the ones stated above are exceptions). I'm opinionated, like everyone else, but I think practically all girl groups are s. I'm sorry, to people who think differently. Wait...... no. I'm not sorry. Have you seen the clothes they wear? The dances they dance? Yeah, I know some are forced, but still. They could put in some objection. Seriously.... And isn't it frowned upon to reveal too much skin in Korea? Tch. Obviously not.

Sooo~~ on a happier note, my biases! It's so hard... there are so many beautiful men!!

Technically, I only have one legitimate bias, due to my friends calling 'dibs' on all the other ones. But that's ok, because I can love whoever I want^^ Though I do respect their...... call on them. Still.

First is.......

Yang Yoseob of B2ST.

 

This man, right here^^

He never fails to make me feel better and smile when I'm down. His smile, his voice, his name. Anything. I love him. I am in love with him. Everything about him. To me, he's perfect. He's been through so much in his life. So much pain, happiness, blood, sweat and tears. This man has given his all to achieve his dream, and look where he's at now. A member of one of the most popular and loved groups that has ever came out of South Korea. At least, in my opinion. He has one of the best voices ever. Powerful. Beautiful. It's one of my life goals to meet him. Or at least see him in person. Even a glimpse, and I could go on with my life in content. A handshake, a smile, eye contact. Anything that has to do with him is fine. His ability to go through life, acheive his dreams, give 110% at all times, and stay true to himself and smile amazes me. He is one of my idols. A role model I look up to, a person that makes me want to better myself. He is my inspiration, my smile, my laughter, my tears.

My love.

One day, we'll meet, and I'll be able to tell him these things but until then, I'll just have to keep hoping and dreaming. 

"Care. Protect. Love. Trust. Always keep smiling."

-Yang Yoseob

 

Next would be.......

Kwon JiYong of Big Bang

 

How can I describe my love for him without sounding like a complete and utter fangirl....

Oh. That's right. I can't.

Do you see him?! Just take a moment and look.

.............

See what I see?

No?

Ok. I'll just describe it.

I see an amazing rapper, songwriter, producer and person. I see someone who loves to smile and do what he loves. Someone who would do anything to acheive his dreams. I wish I could get to know the little things about Kwon Jiyong that G-Dragon doesn't show us. They're the same person, but we really only know what he shows us, which I believe to be how he actually is, but that's just me. GD is amazing. He's funny, adorable, lovable, strong. He's extremely talented, and I love his sense of fashion. It defines who he is, just like the songs he writes and how he carries himself. He says that almost everything he writes about is from experience, and that makes me really sad. It's all: sadness and the loss of the love of his life and missing her and.... Ugh. It just makes me want to hug him and take away all the pain he's ever felt. But then again, that pain is what made him who he is today. The leader we all love. Well I love him, but I'm sure you all do too. Who wouldn't? Keke.. 

He is who I listen to when I'm down. His happiness and energy makes me smile. The emotions he portrays in his music makes me forget about my problems. He helps me get through them. He lets me forget about my insecurities and be myself, just by listening to his music. To me, that's an amazing feat. To arise all of these emotions in people, just by the music he makes. He puts his heart and soul into his work, and you can tell. You really can. And he has amazing taste in dogs. I love shar peis and Gaho is just adorable~~^^ 

One day, I hope to meet this amazing man. I'd like to shake his hand and tell him how much I admire him. How much I wish I could be more like him. How he has inspired me to make art, and to do what I love. 

Kwon Jiyong, I love you. And I always will. Your smile is so bright, it gets me through hard times. It keeps me going and for that, I'd like to say thank you. Thank you for doing what you do, and being who you are. For staying true to yourself and not giving a damn what people think about you. Thanks for existing, because without you, I don't know what I would do.

Probably go crazy. Get my 'cray' on, only in a bad way..... 

Kwon Jiyong, or G-Dragon. They're the same.

My inspiration. My love.

"Music is oxygen. If you don't have oxygen, you can't breath. To me music is something that's always there, wherever I go it's a part of me, without it I can't live. It breathes me in."

-Kwon Jiyong

"If you are afraid to get hurt, and you don't dare to try anything, then you are not enjoying your rights of being young at all. What we should be really afraid of are not failures, but the fear of no longer being brave enough to take risks and embrace challenges."

-Kwon Jiyong

"The reason why the power of music is huge is because it really cures the listener's ordeals. We can connect with them through music and it becomes a bond that is hard to break."

-Kwon Jiyong

 

Well, that's it for my biases. I love a lot of people in the world of k-pop, but these two...... they're the ones I look forward listening to every day when I wake up. Maybe that has something to do with that fact that 'Crayon' is my alarm, who knows. 

Hmmm.....

I love to sleep, though I always wake up early no matter what time I actually fall asleep. I also love eating food. And being with my friends and listening to music and art and talking and running around my house in my pajamas listening and singing to k-pop while I clean up. 

I'm weird, I know. But that's ok, cause that's who I am, and I don't plan on changing anytime soon. 

If you actually read all of this nonsense and fangirling.... Congradulations! I'll make food in celebration of you accomplishment. Sadly, you won't get any. ): I apologize. 

I like making new friends, and despite me being honest with people and telling them what I think (which usually results in them calling me a and other names, but who cares about those? not me~), I don't bite. 

I wanna be your friend~~ And read your stories~~ And fangirl with you~~ And do all sorts of crazy things that you won't judge me on because you do them too~~

And uh...... stuffs. Yeah. 

I think I'll just continue to read G-Dragon/You fanfics, as I was before I decided to change all this..... 

ANNYEONG LOVELIES!

I hope to speak and make beautiful memories with some of you.

I love you all. 

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

-Allison^^

P.S.

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