chapter four ; i'm a fool.

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You were all alone on the weekends. Actually, Yoseob asked you out on a date but cancelled it last minute.

You agreed since he sounded so urgent. 

"_____-ah~" Your mother called.

"Neh?"

"Could you buy some groceries for me? I'm busy at the moment"

"Arrasso~ I'll be back soon!"

You changed into simple clothes and took your wallet and phone then left.

...

On the way to the supermarket, you saw two familiar figures crossing the road to the park.

One figure looked especially familiar.

Too familiar.

You didn't bother about it and continued your tracks to the supermarket.

...

When you came out with 2 bags full of groceries, you saw the 2 figures again.

The boy held onto the girls' hand.

That's when you realised who he was.

Yang Yoseob.

You felt betrayed... hurt... sad... angry...

You didn't know if this was just a misunderstanding so you followed along.

...

The 2 figures entered the restaurant so you wen't in as well.

They were laughing happily.

You couldn't see the front view of the girl since you were sitting a few tables behind them.

Using the menu to block your face, you saw them talking and giggling.

Yoseob was holding the girls hand.

...

Just one action.

One action that made your heart break.

...

He kissed her.

Not on the cheek.

Not on the hand.

Not on the forehead.

Yes. There.

Her lips.

...

You stood up ready to leave, wanting to see no more.

Tears already screaming down.

Just when you stood up the waitress wen't past you to their table.

When he was reaching to place her drink on the table, he accidently spilt it on her dress.

Yoseob stood up.

As he stood up.

He saw you.

...

Worry written all over his face.

He saw your pale face.

The lips he used to kiss are now a tinge of purple and blue.

The hands he used to hold and embrace are now shaking.

The tears he haunted to see are now clearly visible.

...

He walked over to you, reaching out for your face.

Each step he took, you stepped backwards.

He came closer...

You dropped your groceries and ran.

...

" ____-ah! ____-AH!!! Wait! Let me explain! Jebal!!!" The voice you never wanted to hear.

He chased you and finally caught up.

He grabbed you by the arm and turned you around.

Scanning your ruined face.

You tried to run away but he held your arm tighter.

"Let me expl-"

"You don't need to explain. I know. I KNOW!!! I KNOW I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU. I KNOW YOUR JUST PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS.

I KNOW, YANG YOSEOB. I KNOW EVERYTHING NOW. I'M POOR. YOUR RICH. WHY WOULD YOU EVEN LIKE ME?!

I'M A FOOL. A FOOL WHO ACTUALLY BELIEVED THAT YOU LOVE ME. A FOOL WHO ACTUALLY TRUSTED YOU. 

DAEBAK! YANG YOSEOB. FROM NOW ON, WE HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH EACH OTHER. 

IT'S EITHER YOU NEVER FIND ME OR I WILL TRANSFER AND DISAPPEAR FROM YOUR LIFE.

WELL DONE YOSEOB. WELL DONE.

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

I'M A FOOL." You sniffed and ran.

...

Yoseob was devastated. He never knew that this day will actually happen.

Scratch that. He never even thought about this.

The girl who he was with, was actually his long time childhood friend. 

She just came back from America and they were catching up.

The kiss... was just a friendly kiss.

They did that in America aswell.

...

"____-ah... Come back... i-i'm sorry.. ____-ah... I didn't mean it..." 

He cried on the streets.

"Can you live without me? Because I can't."

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